Top 15 albums of 2025

I’m actually sort of shocked at how narrowcast my list ended up this year. I feel like I listened to a lot of stuff in a lot of different genres, and liked plenty of it. But as albums, I just didn’t find very many that really stuck with me. Which is odd, because I’m normally an ‘album guy’ more than a person who focuses on individual songs. But this year, the vast majority of albums I really loved fit into a fairly small range of indie rock and indie pop LPs that all sound pretty similar. Some are a big more ‘big shimmery guitar’ records. Some are a bit more punk-influenced. Some are a bit more electronic. But I’m not going to pretend they don’t sound pretty similar.

Still, taste is taste and I’m not going to pretend that I loved Cameron Winter or Geese or Bad Bunny when I actually didn’t. These aren’t necessarily the best albums of the year. They’re just the ones I personally actually loved.

I’ve created a Spotify list, but Spotify pays artists pretty close to nothing, so please go and actually buy the music you love.

1. Momma – Welcome to My Blue Sky


There’s a wonderful sort of wisdom that comes from being just a bit older than your past self. And that’s what makes Welcome to My Blue Sky such a delightful record. It’s an opportunity to the listener to dwell in that exact space, to breathe it in deep and let it fill you completely. So I’m sure it will hit hard for people who are themselves approximately this age. But it has a different resonance for those of us who are far removed from that particular mid-20s period of evolving self-awareness. Who maybe feel a bit of bemusement that it all seemed so important at the time. But who also have maybe internalized the passage of time so much that we lost that bit of ourselves that really did feel these things so strongly.

Listening to this record is an invitation to remember. The waves of guitars offer a sort of gauzy highway between past and present, letting me sit here in my home—playing with my kids, doing laundry, watering the plants—while also sharing space with my own past self: newly in love, ready to move across the country to start grad school, full of doubts and excitement. I want to reach out and give him a hug. Tell him that we do end up having a very good life. I can’t do that of course, and there’s a deep wistfulness to the feeling. Except that I can give him a hug, because he is me, and we’re both sitting here listening to a beautiful record together.

2. IDER – Late to the World


IDER have an incredible gift for sharing their interiority—inviting us as listeners inside their dreams and fears. Late to the World is their best work yet. It’s an album about drifting slightly out of phase, the sense that everyone else has their life together and everything sorted, while you’re not even sure how to figure out why everything keeps going wrong. It’s defined by beautiful harmonies, synths that are big and bold, and the desire to show your self the sort of compassion that you feel for others.

The softer songs are good, but it’s really the high-octane ones that really shine, I think in part because they communicate just how much ‘growing up’ is really just a theory of movement. You don’t necessarily figure things out. You just keep going, and hope that you can sort out why in the process. Songs like Attachment Theory, You Don’t Know How to Drive, and Late to the World make that feel like a very kinetic thing.

3. Gordi – Like Plasticine


I have loved everything released by Gordi ever since her debut EP back in 2016. This record is no exception. The most impressive thing about it is the range of the performance. She moves from contemplative to dance-pop to posthuman electro-noise to tender ballad. But everything still feels deeply connected. Based on the bits and pieces she’d released over the past few years, I was anticipating something a little more pop-forward. This really isn’t that. There’s a dance tune, but this is a much more atmospheric, occasionally even dissonant, record than I expected. Which was a really nice surprise.

It doesn’t quite match her best work, which is why it’s ‘only’ a top five record for me this year. But realistically, nothing she could have done would have been able to replicate the emotional punch of Our Two Skins, which is an extraordinary album in its own right but which meant a lot to me personally because of when I heard it—in summer 2020, when I desperately needed a record to restore my faith in humanity and in the future. So it’s probably not surprising that my favorite song on this record (PVC Divide) is actually about her experience as a doctor during the pandemic.

4. Girlpuppy – Sweetness


I was introduced to girlpuppy by someone who said I’d like it because “it sounds like Phoebe Bridgers.’ And yeah, it really does. But honestly, I think I LIKE this more than any Phoebe-related album except for maybe her debut. It’s just really good! The main adjectives that come to mind are pretty soft: things like wistful, heartfelt, thoughtful, contemplative, tender. But it’s not a soft record at all. She just has an incredible knack of evoking the struggles of being human in a world that sometimes feels like it was designed to delimit and deny every real expression of humanity.Which is really to say, if Phoebe Bridgers is the most obvious referent, it’s really just part of a long tradition of singer-songwriters baring their soul for our sake.

5. Indigo De Souza – Precipice


There’s a lot of 90s nostalgia out there in pop music these days, and as a 90s kid myself I certainly don’t hate it. But there’s always a risk of taking nostalgia too far, and I think that’s especially true with alternative rock, which was already itself a pretty nostalgic genre, and whose blend of aggression and terror at being discovered as insufficiently authentic makes it a pretty difficult target for nostalgia bombs. Indigo De Souza is one of the few folks who is really doing it well.

This album wasn’t particularly well reviewed which I think is wild. My best guess is that the negative feedback is itself rather nostalgic—the sort of ‘indie artist sells out!’ stuff you got when Liz Phair made a pop album. It’s true that this doesn’t have quite the same level of abrasiveness as her previous records but I don’t think it sounds remotely polished (in the negative sense). It’s just a great pop record full of bangers, full of big feelings and big hooks, and entirely unapologetic about it.

6. Blondshell – If You Asked for a Picture

My feelings about this one are pretty similar to how I felt about my #1 record. Just like Momma, Blondshell draw heavily on that gauzy 90s guitar sound, but layering them on top of what feel like some very mid-aughsts indie rock chord progressions. Which…I’m certainly not going to complain about that. It’s not the most sonically innovative record, but the playing is great, the production is great, and the songs are great.

7. James McMurtry – The Black Dog and the Wandering Boy

More than two decades into my James McMurtry fandom, I have a pretty good idea what to expect from his albums. They are always thoughtful, literate, deeply incisive, revealing. He’s among the very best storytellers in all of music (just as his father was one of the best storytellers in print). There’s always a pretty high baseline and then it’s just a question of how well he executes. And in this case, the tunes are pretty good. It’s certainly one of his most beautiful records. He’s never been afraid of writing a lovely song, exactly, but he’s never leaned in quite as heavily as this. I’d offer two mild negatives, which drag it down just a bit. The first is that his lyrics sometimes lack his usual deftness. There are few songs that feel just a little too on the nose (Annie, Sons of the Second Sons). The other mild downside comes from the two covers that bookend the album. The first of which is not very good and particularly ill-fitted tonally with the rest of the album. The latter of which is nice and feels like it could have been a McMurtry original.

8. René Najera – Painted Life

A sort of atmospheric house fusion record, which manages to be both glitchy and gauzy at the same time. More than anything, it evokes the feeling of riding the subway in a city you’ve never been to before. You have no real idea where you are, everything looks slightly foreign and strange, but also still somewhat familiar. You’re in constant motion, without being quite sure where you’re going or what it will be like when you get there.

9. The Beths – Straight Line Was a Lie

I think this is pretty clearly their best album yet. I’m not sure it’s my favorite, but if not it’s close. The power pop essence is still there, but they’ve expanded the range a lot, drawing in some lovely acoustic elements, some bigger and more explosve movements, without losing any of the incredible lyricism that conveys deep emotions in endlessly clever ways.

10. Jay Som – Belong

I guess there was a memo for everyone to record a shimmery indie rock album with 90s alt guitars and early 2000s pop punk sensibilities? Because there were probably like 50 of them out this year. I guess that’s just how musical memory works. And I’m not going to complain because that’s all right in my wheelhouse and I really liked a lot of the records. As you can tell from their placement on this list.

11. Rosalía – Lux

The consensus #1 album of the year, and very justifiably. I certainly appreciate the incredible skill that went into it, the audaciousness of the effort, and the quality of the songs. I can’t quite say that I love actually listening to it. But it’s also one of those albums that you probably have to give yourself six months, or maybe six years, before you can really judge it. And even if it never fully wins me over, the extraordinary thing about this record is just how *little* it needs any of us to love it. It just is what it is, and is completely impervious to judgment.

12. Allo Darlin’ – Bright Nights

Just a very pleasant album to spend time with. There’s nothing here that really blows me away like there were on some of their previous records, but every song is enjoyable, and I always feel happy after listening to it. Very happy to have Allo Darlin back in my life, after an extended time away.

13. Beach Bunny – Tunnel Vision

My favorite album of the last decade is Young Enough by Charly Bliss. This album feels like a spiritual successor—both tonally and in terms of theme. It doesn’t reach nearly the same heights, partly because it just feels a little too tightly-wound, but it’s still a heck of a fun ride. Which actually is pretty much word-for-word what I said about Charly Bliss’ own followup to Young Enough last year. And that feels about right.

14. Lily Allen – West End Girl

The first time I listened to West End Girl I tweeted:

That first listen felt like climbing a mountain. I wasn’t sure I had the emotional energy to handle it again. Or the tolerance for listening to someone observe their own humiliation in such excruciating detail.

I’m happy to say that I did return to it, and have continued to enjoy it. The songs themselves are just great pop songs, as you’d expect. And while listening is still an emotional journey, the prurient elements fade a bit the more you stick with it, allowing the deeper sense of pathos to ring out a little clearer.

15. Loscil – Lake Fire

A brooding record full of songs about fires that swept across the pacific northwest in the past few years, leaving skies dark and air polluted.

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Top 50 songs of 2025

I’ve been doing end-of-year music lists for over 20 years now. My first was back in 2005 (my album of the year was Sufjan Stevens – Illinois). I’ve moved to a new location for most things these days, but wanted to cross-post my end of year lists here for old time’s sake. Songs today, albums tomorrow.

The dominant theme for this list is women. Or, more accurately, lack of men. It’s been a trend for a while, but there are just virtually no men making music I enjoy anymore. Not sure whether that says more about my own tastes or about the musical misadventures of all the guys.

In any case, these are the songs I enjoyed the most this year. I’ve included a Spotify list, but I’ll do my usual exhortation to please pay artists for their work. Spotify is horrible for artists, and if you care about music it’s worth paying people to make good music.

1. Bottle Blonde – Momma

It’s the sort of ‘growing up’ song that can only be written by those in their late twenties who already feel ready to look back with a wry compassion for the mistakes of their raucous youths. It’s a record of mistakes, misunderstandings, glorious nights, and bad choices. A love song to their (slightly) younger selves. An invitation to join in the essentially-human experience of feeling guilt and shame for what you’ve done while also still loving the person that you were, who helped you to become the person you are today. A song that makes me want to dance and cry and give myself a hug and laugh and smile.

2. BROKEN – Ela Minus

For long stretches, it moves in a slightly disjointed, stream-of-consciousness reflectiveness. Then the chorus erupts and it attains this massive propulsive energy, even as the lyrics are still focused on the feelings of lamentation. That combination of dark and bright is gorgeous and it speaks to something powerful about music itself. The way it becomes a part of you once you hear it, and together you become something else.

3. Attachment Theory – IDER

A song that’s equal part funny and heartfelt, about the epidemic of self-diagnosers who are destroying relationships all around us. But mostly it’s just an incredible bop.

4. St Magdalene’s Wood – Kelora

It seems insufficient to describe this song as haunting. It weaves itself around you, whispering promises of a world beyond our own. And if you tilt your head just right, you can almost see the veil between realities shimmering in the light. What lies on the other side? Do we dare to step across? That way lies madness…but also maybe redemption?

5. Lifetime – Erika de Casier

There’s a lot of 90s revivalism in the pop culture air these days, but trip-hop is not one of the genres that’s been well-represented. This track remedies that gap. It’s one of those songs that sounds instantly familiar as soon as you hear it, but which retains a certain alien quality no matter how many times you listen.

6. Drive – Audrey Hobert

Driven by a thumping beat, counterpointed by a syncopated ratatat percussion. And her voice, skipping merrily over the surface, wrapping itself around lines with far too many syllables. But it never feels too busy. It’s just the stream-of-consciousness reflections of someone who is fed up with boys and ready to go somewhere, anywhere else.

7. Destination – Neko Case

I didn’t love the rest of the album but good god this song is right up there with her best. The first few times through, I felt like the orchestration threatened to overwhelm the song, but the more I listen the more it feels like a natural supplement, adding just that touch of elegiac wonder.

8. I Just Do! – girlpuppy

A pitch-perfect document of that ridiculous position we put ourselves in, in the early stages of a crush that overwhelms all judgment and thought. The way we throw ourselves into it with barely a thought of where it might go or what it could mean. The impossible highs, the questions we refuse to ask. Is it a good idea to give in? Maybe, maybe not. There will surely be some regrets, but maybe it’s worth it for the few exquisite moments that you can hold onto after the storm blows through.

9. Los Angeles – Big Thief

If this song existed when I was 22, it would have instantly made it onto every single roadtrip mixtape I made for years. Hard to think of many other songs that do more to evoke that specific feeling of movement—of leaving something behind, and of something new coming up over the horizon.

10. Teenage Love – Katie Gregson-MacLeod

It’s filled with biting details: his receding hairline, reckless behavior, drugs, and ultimately the duality of an apparent medical condition with his heart (maybe invented, maybe real?) and the very clear psychological condition with his heart. But the two tentpoles that hold up the song are: first, the line that ends the first verse (“My mum says it’s bad for my health I haven’t forgiven you yet / But God, I’m bitter in the blood so I will be when I’m dead”) and the raging outro, in which she unleashes that anger in a series of “I hates.”

11. Dream Aloud – Heaven

It’s warm, it’s gauzy, it’s mellow. It makes you feel good. If you like shoegaze-adjacent power pop, you’re going to like this song.

12. PVC Divide – Gordi feat. Anais Mitchell

It sometimes feels like it’s all been memory-holed, but doctors and nurses and other medical professionals went through some incredible sacrifices during the pandemic. Not just the risks they took and the hours they devoted to care. But also the pain and suffering they had to witness, and the separations they had to endure. Between themselves and their loved ones. Between the sick and the dying and their loved ones. God bless them.

13. Cowgirl Suit – Emily Hines

It arrests you with its simple beauty. Reminds you that you exist in a world where it’s possible to feel things this deeply. The sort of song that cuts so deep that you discover wounds in yourself you never even realized you had.

14. Heartthrob – Indigo De Souza

My four year old heard this song and said ‘this sounds like Dancing in the Dark’ which A) is a reminder of just how insightful kids can be sometimes and B) is a good sign of what a delightful song this is. Because boy howdy does it sound like Dancing in the Dark. But it also sounds like a bunch of other stuff. And it sounds very distinctly like Indigo De Souza. Which means it’s basically pure rocket fuel. Playful enough to let you know she’s not taking it too seriously. But serious enough to know that she is in fact ready to kick someone’s ass.

15. Will My Love – DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ

DJ Sabrina is one of the most prolific artists out there. This track exemplifies her capacity to combine insanely catchy hooks and long grooves.

16. Dear Home Again – Caitlin Canty

A beautiful ambient country song that sounds like the endless expanse of an unfolding night sky. Reminds me a lot of Gillian Welch’s Time the Revelator in tone and approach, if not necessarily in style.

17. Ankles – Lucy Dacus

Dacus got a bit of criticism for her relationship album having basically no heat in it, but I think that’s actually the best part of it. This song is great because it’s not about sex, but instead about that feeling of anticipation that you get when you imagine what it might be like to go for it.

18. Believer – Sister Ray

I wrote about Springsteen’s Reason to Believe a few months ago. This is another interesting meditation on why people believe the things they believe, against all evidence and odds. Set atop a ruminative blend of jangly guitars and horns. Strong Indigo Girls vibes.

19. Billie – shinetiac

Now cracks a noble heart. Good night, sweet prince: And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.

20. Float – Jay Som feat. Jim Adkins

Featuring Jim Adkins on a song that sounds like an unreleased outtake from Bleed American is a little on the nose. But, well, it sounds pretty good!

21. Stay – Morgan Wade

I’ve resigned myself to never quite getting the album I want from Morgan Wade. But if you get past the performative messiness (which I think is both performative in both the 21st century sense, which seems to mean ‘overidentifying for the sake of the role’ but also in the original Austinian sense of a performance which is the thing) you do get a few perfect gems, which don’t try to be anything more than exactly what they are, and which cut directly to the deepest part of the heart.

22. Mosquitoes – The Beths

Trauma is always deeply personal, even when the experience is shared with many others. Sometimes that produces communal attachments, but just as often it seems to leave people each going through their own pain side-by-side with another but never, quite ,touching.

23. Omakase of Time – Cassandra Jenkins

My Light, My Destroyer was one of my favorite albums of 2024. This re-imagining of those songs as ambient instrumental pieces was a lovely little bonus surprise this year. This track was the most surprising. The original Omakase was pretty enough, but this version is stunningly simple, and pure as an ent-draught.

24. Svagare än jag – Ida-Lova

A big Swedish pop song about getting dumped and feeling great when you discover that you’re so much happier and so much better without him. It features a potentially ill-advised saxophone solo that just barely stays on the right side of tasteful. This was a big hit in Sweden, though I’m not sure it made much of a dent anywhere else.

25. Too Far Gone – Esme Emerson

A little indie pop masterpiece about the struggles of breaking up. The whole thing is lovely but the greatest bit is the final 20 seconds when her voice drops far back in the mix, rises with a sense of freedom and joy, and you understand that she’s managed to break the cycle and finally set herself free.

26. Tricky Questions – Allo Darlin’

The song is about the rare times when you get your own private window into something that’s otherwise wholly public. A nighttime stroll through the squares of Florence. A place that’s worth traveling across an ocean to see, but which we get all to ourselves in this moment.

27. Who Wronged You – Lucie Fredriks

It starts out gentle, even tender, and then carefully builds toward a crashing wave of vitriol for the guy who hurt her. “Who wronged you?” she asks, and it’s rhetorical, a way of saying ‘someone must have messed you up to make you this cruel.’ But in the final gasp, you still sense that she still can’t help but feel a bit of compassion.

28. Tennis – Lily Allen

Most of the songs from this album really need to be heard in context. But Tennis works entirely on its own, even without knowing anything else from the record, as a document of a very specific moment, when the slow-motion car crash shifts into regular speed. The realization, the panic that refuses to be contained. The eruption of anger doused in humiliation.

29. Waco, Texas – Ethel Cain

The album was (way) too long, but fortunately everything I wanted in the album is contained right here in this 15 minute epic.

30. Valhalla – Molly Nilsson

There was a wonderful wave of Swedish indie-pop (most of it on Labrador Records) that peaked in the late aughts and early 2010s (Club 8, Sambassadeur, The Radio Dept., Laurel Music, etc.). Some of those bands are still around (there’s even one on this list), but there was a window of time when you’d reliably get several killer albums full of jangly songs that evoked dark nights and even darker secrets. This Molly Nilsson record embodies the spirit of those days, and I love it.

31. 3rd Time Lucky – AJ Tracey

The thing that immediately grabbed me was his flow, stepping deliberately across a lovely skittering beat and a beautiful keyboard line. But then I started listening to the lyrics and realized it’s about his love for his mom and her fight with cancer, and I was all-in.

32. Staying Alive – Club 8

Club 8 have been making new versions of this same song for closing in on 30 years. You can say that an artist should try to expand their range, but when they’ve drifted too far away from atmospheric Swedish pop, it generally hasn’t been great (with the one exception of Spring Came, Rain Fell, back in 2002). And every time they make a new version of this song, it sounds great. So keep putting them out, I say!

33. Blueprint – Emily James

If you told me this was a lost track from an early 2010s Taylor Swift album, I would absolutely have believed it.

34. Folded Hands – Kylie Dailey

For the first verse, ‘are you a believer in love that could last’ is slightly resigned. It’s a real question, and one that she clearly doubts will receive a positive answer. The second time, it’s triumphant. It’s not a question that expects an answer; it’s an invitation. It’s worth taking the risk and believing, she says. Give it a try.

35. 23’s A Baby – Blondshell

The strange mixture of resentment and admiration that she feels for her mom for having a kid at 23. On the one hand, why. On the other hand, how.

36. Play – james K

Equal parts dream pop and psychotic breakdown. One of the best kiss-off songs of the last few years.

37. Clueless – Beach Bunny

It’s churlish to complain about a song this good, but I wish they had really set it on fire. The ‘ba da da’ refrain works sort of like a release valve, preventing the explosion from kicking off. Which I understand as a piece of songwriting craft, I suppose, but…I kind of just want the song to explode.

38. Bashville on the Sugar – Yumi Zouma

Yumi Zouma are experts at this sort of rambunctious pop song. It skitters and dances through your life, inviting you to follow along. For a while you tumble along with it until it eventually passes over a hill and rolls along off to the horizon.

39. Shapeshifter – Lorde

Lorde has that special knack of writing songs that are actually very specific and literal but which feel archetypal and universal. It’s the sort of thing that feels very simple when you hear it done right–of course we can all relate to these very normal human experiences—but it’s incredibly hard to actually do it. This song does it.

40. When You’re Sleeping – Katie Malco feat. mui zyu

Katie Malco has yet to put out a song I don’t like. Always hits the perfect balance between emotional and thoughtful, between caring too much and playing it cool.

41. Relationships – HAIM

My biggest regret about this song is that I didn’t get around to listening to it until the fall, when this is one of the most definitively summer songs you’ll ever hear.

42. After You – Babygirl

One of the great questions in philosophy is ‘what comes after?’ After evil, after the revolution, after an act of mercy, after injustice. After love. After you.

43. Headphones On – Addison Rae

The Lana Del Rey impersonation is uncanny, and not really in a good way. But damn it is just so unbelievably catchy that I’ll put up with it.

44. Future Tree – Emma Pollock

It’s been almost twenty years since I’ve heard an Emma Pollock song that hits as hard as this one. Still doesn’t quite live up to the glory days of the Delgadoes, but it’s a very fine entrant into her career discography.

45. Exhale – Skullcrusher

There’s something very strange about the act of creation. There’s this sense of anticipation, when you can feel the thing coming into existence. It feels both self-contained, emerging from within, but also external. Like an idea that’s there on the wind which you just happened to breathe in at the exact right moment. And then there’s the moment, captured in this song, when you carefully exhale and hope that it emerges the way you intended. Or maybe the way it was always meant to be if only it could find the right medium.

46. Elderberry Wine – Wednesday

I really ought to love Wednesday. They check pretty much all my boxes. But for some reason I’ve never quite been able to ‘get’ them. This song is the closest I’ve come.

47. World’s Worst Girlfriend – Shura

She described this as “me at my peak dramatic gay” which I think really sets the tone for a delightfully over-the-top, glossy 80s pop song.

48. New Bad – Esther Rose

Verses: 10/10 no notes, perfect. It’s a shame the rest of the song doesn’t match up. With a chorus to match, this thing would spit fire.

49. Opalite – Taylor Swift

The only two songs that have stuck in rotation from this mostly pretty forgettable album are Opalite and Fate of Ophelia. In part because those two seem to do a better job of wearing their influences (outright thefts) more lightly. I could have gone with either here, but gave Opalite the slight edge, since I’ve always loved that “oh oh oh oh oh” descending melodic line (borrowed from Be My Baby or, more recently, Mates of State).

50. Blade Bird – Oklou

The nursery rhyme delivery, the birdsong that sounds like a tiny rocket launch, the light touches of hyperpop production, the enigmatic lyrics…there’s a lot that’s peculiar about this song. I’m still not quite sure it actually works for me exactly. But I keep coming back.

 

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I have a substack

Several years behind the trend, that’s how I like to do things.

But anyway, I decided to make a Substack. It’s called Top Comment and I’d love it if you came on over.

It’s not primarily about music. More about culture, society, and relationships. But there will be a fair bit of music posting as well. Certainly more music posting than I’ve been doing here in the last couple years!

The post today is definitely about music, particularly the ways we discover it. And includes a fair bit of discussion about this blog. Very meta.

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Top 40 Songs of 2024

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Where are the rock songs of yesteryear?

As I was putting together this list, I noticed that the number of rock songs, even if you define the idea pretty broadly, was shockingly low. That isn’t a new trend–the number of rock songs on my end-of-year lists have been in slow decline for a decade or more–but this year it really cratered.

So I have been wondering, is this just part of the normal ebb and flow? Rock was ‘dying’ in the early 60s, only to be ‘saved’ by the Beatles. And then again in 80s, only for Nirvana to bust things up again. By the late 90s, ‘alternative’ rock had become a parody of itself, but within a few years the indie boom made rock cool again.

In fact, that’s part of the origin story of this blog. Music blogging was hardly limited to indie rock, but that was (by far) the dominant genre in those early days, and that shared sense of taste is part of what what it all feel like a community conversing together.

Those days are long gone, of course. And while I can’t help but feel some nostalgia for what was lost, I’m glad that this year’s list draws a lot more on pop, dance, electronic, R&B, trap, country, and a million other genres. It’s not like I’ve become a musical polyglot or anything–I remain an indie kid at heart, and I’m always going to love sad boys and girls with guitars–but it’s been good to really listen to more and wider sources. Hopefully this list reflects that.

As usual, I’ve created a Spotify playlist for ease of sharing. But Spotify pays artists basically nothing, so I’ll make my annual request: if you like this music, go pay real money for it. Music is so so good, and artists should be compensated for giving it to us.

1. Soup – Remi Wolf

There is an alchemy to songwriting that is still impenetrable to me, even after all these years of listening and analyzing. Why do some songs just work, when others fall flat? There’s nothing particularly complicated going on here. Verse, pre-chorus, into the chorus. It’s as simple as 1-2-3. Except it’s not. Because it’s only one song in a ten thousand that actually achieves this sort of effortless acceleration. For whatever reason, Soup is one of the few that manages escape velocity.

2. Positively 34th Street – Japandroids

A casual encounter. You put it aside, focus on your responsibilities, the things that make sense. But always, somewhere out there, there’s a tantalizing ‘what if,’ the question of what could have been. Maybe, somewhere out there, a green light…

3. Clams Casino – Cassandra Jenkins

Jenkins excels at storytelling, and this is her finest effort yet. She moves seamlessly between the hyper-specific (I heard someone order the Clams Casino / I said, “Hey, what’s that?” / They said, “I don’t know”) to the universal human experience (“I don’t wanna laugh alone anymore”). It’s an invitation to reflect on what exactly we’re here for, and what we can make of the time that remains.

4. Girl, So Confusing feat. Lorde – Charli XCX

The original is a nice song. The remix, with Lorde’s response, is this incredible bundle of pathos and compassion set to music. Some folks have pointed to “And it’s just self-defence until you’re building a weapon” as the critical line. And it is great. But the place where my heart cracks in two actually comes a little later, when she says “Forgot that inside the icon, there’s still a young girl from Essex.”

5. Love (F)or Money – DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ

It’s been quite a few years since I’ve been to a club. But damn if this song doesn’t make me feel young enough for it. You are buffeted between these huge melodic riffs but just as you’re about to become lost, the synths drop out and you’re left standing on a tightly coiled beat. After a few moments to breathe, you’re then thrown back out again into the tempest. And all you want is for it to last forever.

6. Juliet – Morgan Wade

Things I’m a sucker for: pedal steel, Juliet tropes, voices that crackle and fray just a little on the edges. I never had a chance.

7. North Country – Gillian Welch and David Rawlings

Welch and Rawlings have made a career out of haunting songs about loneliness and loss, and this one is a fine entry into the field. The instrumentation is sparse, allowing Welch’s voice to evoke as few can match. The long years, the quiet memory, the slow touch.

8. Lucky – Erika de Casier

This is one of those wonderful songs, which sounds tender and ethereal when played at a low volume, and which absolutely rips when played at a high volume.

9. Birds of a Feather – Billie Eilish

My favorite song from her yet, and also probably the furthest she’s moved into pure pop. I also think it’s her most emotionally vulnerable vocal performance, which adds so much to lyrics — which do read a little flat on the page but feel wholly alive when she sings them.

10. Nemesis – The Day

Just an immaculate slice of indie pop.

11. Some Kind of Angel – Georgia Gets By

It starts slow, atmospheric, rich and warm. Through a series of punctuated bursts, it grows in intensity, the waves riding higher and higher until finally…they crest.

12. Lost – Soccer Mommy

I never quite know what people mean by ‘chamber pop,’ since lists of chamber pop songs tend to include a lot of stuff that doesn’t seem to fit. For me, it means a blend of rich acoustic notes, delicate vocals, and a string section who dances in between the two. This is a great example.

13. 7 UP – Phoebe Go

A song that feels out of time in the best way. It has the warmth of 70s AM radio, the light bending notes of 80s new wave, the openness of 90s adult contemporary, but doesn’t feel of any of those times. It just feels here and now and right and good.

14. No Man’s Land – Miranda Lambert

Lambert sings with a plaintiveness that absolutely overflows. The song itself is a gentle ballad, slow and stately. But her voice imbues it with such incredible life.

15. Tragic – Charly Bliss

It’s built around a perfectly simple melodic line, which is more or less repeated throughout the entire song, apart from a brief bridge. But it’s just so damn catchy that you never want anything more.

16. Smaller Half – Kississippi

In the midst of a breakup, we tell ourselves all sorts of lies. Some of them are lies built on fear: I can’t live without this person, I’ll never be happy again. Some of them are lies that we tell because we need them to feel true: it’s for the best, they were wrong for me. This song is about the truth in the midst of the lies. That losing someone really does mean losing a part of yourself. But there’s also nothing we can do about it. And eventually, we discover that the pieces left over stitch themselves back together and somehow, impossibly, we are still better off for the experience.

17. Bikini – Nick León and Erika de Casier

Drawing on elements of glitch-pop, trance, R&B, and a bit of funk, I really am not sure how to categorize this song. Other than just to say that it’s insanely catchy and makes you feel like you’re skimming across the water, almost totally weightless.

18. Ya Ya – Beyoncé

Originally I was going to go with 16 Carriages, then I said ‘don’t overthink this, Texas Hold ‘Em is the best song.’ Then I decided on Bodyguard. Last minute I went with this one. I’m not sure it’s actually my favorite, but it may be the most interesting and it’s definitely the most fun.

19. Double – Wet

It feels like all of the core features of this song could have been packed into a tight 20 second burst of pure joy, or which could equally have been interpellated for hours without getting stale. It’s maybe just a happy accident that splitting the difference happened to give us a three minute pop song.

20. YZ80 – Starflyer 59

That feeling when you look to the sky and see a wave of dark clouds on the horizon slowly, but inexorably, advancing.

21. Diet Pepsi – Addison Rae

I have a genuinely hard time wrapping my head around precisely what this song is doing. On one level, it’s locked in a kind of hyper-nostalgia for an era that only ever existed in teen movies and soft drink commercials. A simple little pop song about sex and sunny days. On another level, it’s performative: taking those tropes and insisting on their reality. In the end, I think it ends up as nostalgia for a version of the present where memory is replaced by imagination. I’ve seen some people reference Lana Del Rey as a thematic inspiration, which does make a lot of sense.

22. Getting No Sleep – Tinashe

Sleek, slinky, and ready to groove.

23. Good Luck Babe! – Chappell Roan

Midwest Princess was the breakout record, but was a 2023 release (though, like a lot of people I didn’t start listening to it until this year). But for a 2024 track, this one is a pretty nice encapsulation of why she went supernova this year.

24. Everyone Who’s Not in Love With You is Wrong – Bess Atwell

Her voice is so rich, so deft, capable of telling an entire story in the way it rises and falls.

25. Hey Claire – Vanessa Peters

I wish it weren’t the soundtrack to 2024, but sadly “there are plans and then there’s how it falls apart” was all too prescient.

26. 半永久機関 – kinoue64

I’m always happy if I have a song on my list that defeats Spotify. In 2024, it’s this track from kinoue64, a Japanese shoegaze band. It’s a little glitchy, a little tender, and a lot pretty.

27. Espresso – Sabrina Carpenter

You probably don’t need me to tell you anything about this song. I can report that on the Helen Dance-O-Meter, this was easily a top 5 track among the Under 1 crowd.

28. Paperweight – Secret Sisters

Close harmonies, fiddle solos, a galloping tempo…what’s not to love.

29. 0898 HEARTACHE – Los Campesinos!

It would be a stretch to call this ‘polished’ but it’s far less messy than the Los Campesinos! of old. I don’t think the new sound totally worked across the record, but it absolutely slays on this track. It’s beautiful, almost stately at times, which makes the explosion at the end even more enthralling.

30. Blue Ruin – Say Lou Lou

I adored every single song from this duo when they first started dropping songs in 2012/2013. This isn’t a full return to glory, but it’s a pretty solid electro-pop song.

31. What’s Fair – Blondshell

A mixture of gauzy shoegaze, bubblegum pop, and quiet/loud alt-rock. If you told me this was a lost track from That Dog, I would absolutely have believed you.

32. glow (feat. Duskus, Four Tet, Joy Anonymous, Skrillex) – Fred Again…

Honestly, I’m not even sure what this even is or why so many artists and producers are involved. What exactly did they all do? But whatever the origin story, it ends up as a glorious mess of sound and kinetic energy.

33. Paranoid – Hippo Campus

The invitation comes from a wonderful bass line that stays surprisingly high in the mix throughout. Then it’s joined by the pinging guitar that sets a perfect melodic tone. Finally, there’s a delightfully understated guitar solo bridge.

34. New Woman (feat. ROSALÍA) – LISA

It opens with such incredible energy, and then takes a slightly odd detour into Rosalía’s verse. Why slow things down with this trap interlude? But it all makes sense when the tempo picks up again you hear them bouncing off each other. It’s those 45 seconds that make the song. Everything else is the infrastructure that lets it shine.

35. It Was Coming All Along – Maggie Rogers

It’s all long goodbyes.

36. Plenty Sun – Ice Spice

I am vaguely aware that there has been a lot of Discourse about whether Ice Spice is Actually Good, but I have managed to stay blissfully ignorant of basically the whole argument. My take is that I didn’t love most of Y2K, but think that this song slaps.

37. Ever Seen – beabadoobee

Listening to this song is like throwing open the windows on a sunny day and letting the warmth bathe you all over.

38. Summer Song – Remy Bond

The Lana Del Rey impersonation is…really something. But if you can get past that, it turns out to just be a good song.

39. Heavy Clouds – Command D

Truth in advertising. This song does in fact sound like heavy clouds.

40. All I Know – Club 8

They heyday of Swedish indie pop has sadly passed, but some of the mainstays are still around. It’s been a long time since they released a full-length but they did release some singles in 2024. This one was the best of the bunch: a whimsical lilting track that could easily slot right into The Boy Who Couldn’t Stop Dreaming (which my calendar tells me is now seventeen years old…oof).

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Top 15 albums of 2024

For the first time in almost two decades, I didn’t do my end-of-year lists in 2023. It was partly a case of life getting ahead of me. Parenting is a lot of work, and our second baby arrived three weeks early right at the start of December. So the couple weeks I had set aside for myself to revisit the music of the year ended up being busy with other more important stuff. But more than anything, I just let the best become the enemy of the good. I couldn’t put the sort of work into the process as I’ve always done. So I just didn’t do it at all. And then regretted it.

This year I’m not making the same mistake. I’m confident that there is a huge raft of music out there that I would have loved, and may well have found if I were in the same place I was five or ten years ago. But that’s not where I’m at right now, and I’m going to be okay with that.

So, unsurprisingly, the overwhelming majority of these albums come from artists I already knew coming into the year. That’s a bit sad, but it’s also just the way things go. The important thing is that I really enjoyed all of these albums and am happy to be able to document that love. I hope everyone else also found new music to appreciate in 2024. And thanks to everyone who’s still here reading Heartache With Hard Work after two decades, and after a long delay in posts. Happy new year!

13-15 (tie).Beyoncé – Cowboy CarterTaylor Swift – The Tortured Poets DepartmentKacey MusgravesDeeper Well: Deeper into the Well

I’m grouping these three albums together for a couple reasons. For one thing, there are just some obvious similarities. Established stars who released extremely (some might say aggressively and unnecessarily) long albums and dared anyone to tell them no. But the ways that they succeed (and in some cases fail to succeed) are actually very different, and do a lot to affect my personal relationships to the records.

Doing my best to look at it objectively, Cowboy Carter is the best album of this trio. By quite a distance. Beyoncé takes a lot of shots, some of them quite adventurous. That produces some songs that are borderline unlistenable to me. Which doesn’t mean they’re bad; they’re just not for me. It all adds up to a bold effort, but one that I didn’t actually enjoy all that much as a composite whole. Pick out the top half dozen tracks, and it would be a killer EP. Toss in the another five or six songs and it would be a great LP. But as a 27 track statement, I just didn’t connect all that much, even if I can recognize that it’s objectively quite good.

Tortured Poets and Deeper Well, by contrast, have basically no standout tracks. But they also don’t really have anything objectionable. Together, they comprise 40 or 50 songs that cover the huge distance between B+ to B-. Pleasing enough, but ultimately pretty unmemorable.

In a different time of my life, I could see myself being way more into the Beyoncé record. But this year, my honest truth is that I found myself more likely to just throw on Taylor’s or Kacey’s album in the background. So I’ll square the circle here and call it a tie, even though they’re actually super different.

12. Charly BlissFOREVER

This shares a lot more DNA with their debut Guppy than it does with the followup Young Enough. Which is a pretty big disappointment to me personally, since I found Guppy to be a nice pop record but think Young Enough is one of the best albums of the past ten years. So there’s nothing wrong here; it’s a good album full of tight songs which I mostly enjoy. That’s good! It just doesn’t make my heart sing.

11. Starflyer 59Lust For Gold

It’s been the better part of two decades since I listened to a new Starflyer album. Not for any particular reason. I just never really kept them on my radar. Would go back to the Silver and Gold recods now and then but never had any interest in checking out the new stuff. But for whatever reason, I checked this one out and…damn if it doesn’t take me right back. It’s not exactly sparse–this is shoegaze after all–but it’s a relatively stripped back take on the genre. Moody, evocative, strangely comforting.

10. Charli XCX – BRAT

I wouldn’t call myself a Charli superfan, but I got deep enough into this album to have cultivated my own personal cut, treating more than a few remixes as ‘my’ definitive take on the track. Girl So Confusing being the most obvious example. The original is a nice track. The remix with Lorde is one of the best songs of the year.

For the most part, I find the modes of pop music consumption in 2024 to be annoying at best and actively harmful at worst. But Brat was a notable exception–a case where the postmodern blended with the modern to produce something that felt authentic in its artificiality.

9. Sabrina CarpenterShort n’ Sweet

Maybe the biggest breakout record of the year, but it’s a little perplexing to me why it works so well. The songs are clever-ish, but not really that clever. The melodies are big and bright, but they don’t knock you over or anything. There’s also an archness that gives them just a bit of mystique, and which keeps them from falling into cringe territory, but which I think we’re supposed to understand is there for precisely this reason. It’s a knowing wink that says “Sure, these songs are a little bit too on the nose, but since you know that I know, can’t we all just enjoy them anyway?” Or maybe I’m overanalyzing it, and it’s a just a big dump pop record and that’s also okay. In any case, it’s full of bops and that’s ultimately what matters.

8. Vanessa PetersFlying on Instruments

Vanessa has been there since the early days of the blog, the wonderful case of an artist who enjoyed my writing and who (extremely correctly) guessed that I would love her music. I think I described her as reminiscent of Aimee Mann in that first review, and I’ve never seen a reason to back down from that comparison. Her songs don’t just feel personal and specific (though they certainly are both of those things), they also feel like living, breathing creatures in their own right. Flying On Instruments is another wonderful chapter in the ongoing story. Searching for adjectives this time around, I kept finding myself grasping around thing like ‘mid-tempo’ and ‘mature.’ But I hate those words because they sound like another word for boring, and this record is so far from boring. In the absence of inspiration, I suppose I can just say that Instruments is contemplative, honest, and beautiful and leave it there.

7. Miranda LambertPostcards from Texas

It’s a pretty standard Miranda Lambert album. Half the songs are great. Half the songs are okay. Given how prolific she is, I do wonder if she might do better to trim some of the weaker tracks, slow down the release schedule a bit, and truly park some of these records. But I can live with a ratio of four or five good albums for every great one, especially when they come out every year or two.

6. Adam Wiltzie – Eleven Fugues For Sodium Pentothal

We sadly lost Brian McBride last year–someone who I loved both for his incredible music and also as a brilliant and generous person–but this record from his long-time collaborator Adam Wiltzie provides a gentle salve for the soul. It’s quiet, reflective, and peaceful while also conveying a bit of menace in the waves of ambient drift.

5. Morgan WadeObsessed

Morgan Wade is a pretty polarizing force, with some extremely intense fans and some equally intense critics. I find myself somewhere in between, definitely more on the side of the adorers, but the intensity of the psychodrama is honestly a bit much for me, and the emotional stakes don’t quite hit. I also find her vocal performances a bit frustrating–they sometimes feel like they are challenging the underlying melodic structure of the songs too much, which breaks apart the revery. Still, the songs themselves are mostly gorgeous. And when the combination of intense emotional pain, ragged vocals, and beautiful pedal steel all hit the same register…it’s astonishing. I wish there were more of those moments, but it still edges into the top 5 records of the year for me, even with an imperfect hit rate.

4. Bess AtwellLight Sleeper

The music is light and gentle as a warm summer stream passing through a quiet meadow. The subject matter–coming off antidepressants and facing the pain of a complicated and uneven life–is heavy. The counterbalance of form and content produces that strange ineffable magic that can only be found in this sort of record. Would it be too much of a stretch to reference Joni Mitchell here? Maybe. How about Joan Shelley, then?

3. The DayThe Kids Are Alright

Another beautiful album from a band who has meant a lot to me over the past five years. More than anything, I love the way they make beautiful pop songs sound incredibly fresh, somehow both well-traveled but also perfectly pristine. As always, the production quality of this record is immaculate. The best song here is Tenderfoot, which was my #1 track of 2020 when it was released as a single. But there’s plenty of other great songs to go with it.

2. DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJHex

This album is–by a huge margin– my most-listened record of the year. Not something I ever would have predicted, but there’s something about the combination of insanely catchy hooks and long grooves. It’s a record I could put on and enjoy as one seamless whole, and then start right back at the beginning and go again. It also got a lot of action because our new baby loves dance music and was always happy to listen to DJ Sabrina.

1. JapandroidsFate & Alcohol

It’s might only be the third-best album from Japandroids, and yet it’s still topping my list for 2024. That’s partly an indication of how much time I had to listen to new music this year. I’m sure there are a few all-timers out there that I just never found. But it’s also a sign of just how damn good this band is. I’m very sad that this seems like it is their swansong. It doesn’t stray too far from their previous work, but manages to bring a nice dollop of maturity to the high octane chaos that has always made them so great.

Honorable Mentions

  • Say Lou Lou – Dust
  • Andy Aquarius – Golla Gorroppu
  • kinoue64 – 半永久機関
  • Cassandra Jenkins – My Light, My Destroyer
  • Katie Pruitt – Mantras
  • Marika Hackman – Big Sigh
  • Soccer Mommy – Evergreen
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Top 15 albums of 2022

It’s the biggest cliche, but it turns out to be true: when you have a kid, it gets a lot harder to listen to new music.

Part of it is simple math. There are just a finite number of hours in the day, and parenthood takes up many of those hours. But it’s not like I didn’t listen to music this year. I love having music on around the house when playing with the kiddo. But we spent a lot of that time with old favorites–at 21 months he’s already intimately familiar with all the Beatles deep cuts, and has heard a lot of New Orleans brass. And even when I put on new stuff, there’s a difference between solitary time when you can really focus on the music, and busy time when music is a nice accompaniment.

So I found plenty to love this year. And some of it feels especially important to me, since I got to share it with Eric. So if my listening was a little less comprehensive this year, I certainly didn’t miss out on the joy of music, which is really the important part.

As usual, I’ve created a Spotify list. But Spotify pays artists basically nothing, so I’ll make my annual request: if you like this music, go pay real money for it. At Bandcamp preferably. Artists are really hurting these days, after two years of limited or non-existent touring. Music is so so good, and artists should be compensated for giving it to us.

15. First Aid Kit – Palomino

I don’t think these sisters are capable of making an album I don’t enjoy. There’s more of a 70s FM radio feel to it than anything else they’ve done, which is a nice change–albeit one that I hope doesn’t define their new sound going forward. It didn’t grab me as forcefully as their other records have, but it still perfectly lovely.

14. Taylor Swift – Midnights

This album makes my list this year almost entirely because of the aforementioned difficulties finding time for music. I’m almost certain that some of the honorable mentions below will end up mattering more to me over the next few years. But Taylor Swift writes some ACCESSIBLE music. Which might sound like a diss, but it’s really not. If there’s nothing I truly loved on this record, I still listened to it a lot and got plenty of enjoyment from it. And that’s fine; not everything has to be a game-changer.

13. Tiny Moving PartsTiny Moving Parts

Midwestern emo punk that delivers exactly what it says on the tin. There’s nothing here that surprised me, and even after a fair few listens I still can barely distinguish any of the specific tracks in my mind. So I suppose that makes it a bit disappointing. But I’m hardly the sort to believe that everything needs to be Great Art in order to count as sucessful. if the standard is less ‘Great American Novel’ and more ’13th installment in a page-turning detective series that you enjoy’ then it delivers just fine.

12. LumenetteAll Around My Head

It’s produced by one of the guys from Hammock (who have shown up plenty of times on my year-end lists over the years), and you can definitely hear the similar vibes. But when Hammock does ambient/post-rock, this has far more dream pop sensibilities. It’s a lot warmer than you might expect from a Cocteau Twins or Mazzy Star, but those are still the reference points that make the most sense to me.

11. Caroline SpenceTrue North

It lacks the standout song that has really elevated her previous records, but if there aren’t any gamechangers here, there certainly aren’t any missteps either. The result is just a dozen lovely songs. My biggest complaint is actually with the production, which is a bit too clean, and with the drums in particular coming in too high in the mix. Every time I listen, I find myself wishing I was hearing these songs live–preferably in room with only mediocre acoustics. Her vocal delivery is so perfect that I want to hear it struggling against something, to give it the full range of possibility.

10. PixeyDreams, Pains & Paper Planes

It feels like there’s been a lot of this sort of thing–music that seems to be drawing from both the alternative and pop traditions of the mid-90s. As a 90s kid, this manages to feel simultaneously nostalgic but also kind of alien. On the whole, I can’t say it’s a fusion that I generally enjoy all that much. But this record definitely makes me see the potential. The pop bops definitely pop. And the hooks have plenty of hook.

9. GordiInhuman EP

I have yet to find a Gordi record I don’t love. Even this short EP offers more than enough to justify a spot on the list. Gordi excels at building soundscapes, but that can come in a lot of forms. You can literally hear the progression of ideas as you work through the record. The opening tracks are acoustic-driven, built around some very simple chords. The later tracks are far more laden with studio production–with her delightfully sparse cover of Grass is Blue providing a palate-cleanser before the closing title track. To my ears, the soft contemplative tracks are the best. But the real joy is in the interplay.

8. Nina NesbittÄlskar Nights
7. Yumi ZoumaPresent Tense

You’d think that the better part of a century into the history of modern pop music, the supply of perfect pop gems would be starting to run low. But they somehow keep finding new ways to play with the same basic components and produce things that sound fresh and lively. These two records fit together very nicely, in that they both explore aspects of the contemporary pop scene.

Yumi Zouma starts with a dream pop template, but has added quite a bit of jauntiness on this record, to wonderful effect. Nina Nesbitt’s record is a bit more mainstream in its songcraft, albeit the mainstream of a few years back. Which is just to say that if Katy Perry had released some of these songs in the early 2010s, they would absolutely have rocketed up the charts. But the best moments are the ones that get away from the big anthemic choruses and dwell in the particulars. It’s also worth getting the Älskar Nights deluxe edition, since several of the best tracks were inexplicably relegated to the bonus disc.

6. Mariel BuckleyEverywhere I Used to Be

It bounces between melancholy and depression. If at times, that makes it all feel just a little TOO bleak, she rescues things with some quite jaunty tunes. It’s a country record on the surface and deep in its bones, but in between you can find plenty of synthetic elements and AOR vibes. The effect is something that’s pleasantly timeless.

5. Caitlin RoseCAZIMI

It’s been almost a decade since her last album, which is far far too long. Her music is deeply Nashville, but in the fullest sense. These songs are immaculately produced, but they also feel utterly real and specific–full of all the life and love and sadness of the struggling busker, the fresh-eyed kid chasing a dream, the lifer trying to recall what made them fall in love in the first place.

4. Etran de L’AïrAgadez

By self-description, Etran de L’Air are “stars of the local wedding circuit” in the city of Agadez on the southern edge of the Sahara–quite literally the last homely house before a thousand miles of desert. That’s not exactly the bio I would have expected to be responsible for maybe the most kickass record of the year. But apparently that supposition was a product of my own ignorance, because damn this thing SMOKES.

3. Soft Blue ShimmerLove Lives in the Body

If you name your band Soft Blue Shimmer, you better sound like a soft blue shimmer. Mission Accomplished. Damn this album is good.

2. Built to SpillWhen The Wind Forgets Your Name

Built to Spill isn’t the sort of band that inspires a lot of anticipation. These days, they just drop a new album every five years or so. They all still sound like Built to Spill, but also all have their own unique vibe. Some are merely fine. Some are genuinely great. This one falls on the very high end of that range. I still probably think There Is No Enemy is my favorite of their post-90s albums, but this one is pretty close.

1. marine eyeschamomile

An absolutely gorgeous record. I’m tempted to call it things like ‘exquisite’ and ‘delicate,’ because it absolutely is. But I worry that those words will make it sound fragile. And it’s anything but fragile. Listening to this record makes you feel like the ocean and the clouds and the stars and the sunshine, all humming together. It’s my favorite album of the year, and there isn’t really anything else that came close. Every time I listen to it, I find new depths and new joys.

Honorable Mentions:

  • bahía mansa – boyas + monolitos
  • Bruce Springsteen – Only the Strong Survive
  • HOLY FAWN – Dimensional Bleed
  • Viul & Benoit Pioulard – Konec
  • Hayley Kiyoko – Panorama
  • The Window Smashing Job Creators – The Power of Friendship
  • Ethel Cain – Preacher’s Daughter
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Top 15 albums of 2021

I’ve been writing up my lists of favorite albums here for fifteen years now. This is the first year in all that time that I don’t have full writeups on all the albums that I’d like to cover. I tried to carve out some space for it, but 2021 has been a pretty eventful year. Among everything going on out there, in our little corner of the world we had a baby and then moved to Sweden. So for the past few months I’ve been full-time parenting while also teaching three classes, and doing all that while trying to deal with an intercontinental move. It has been an incredible experience, but also a very busy one.

So I’ve enjoyed a lot of music this year, but haven’t had nearly as much time to sit listening carefully. Whether or not that’s reflected in this list, I’m not sure. But I can say that these are mostly the albums that I enjoyed listening to with our little guy.

As usual, I’ve created a Spotify list. But Spotify pays artists basically nothing, so I’ll make my annual request: if you like this music, go pay real money for it. At Bandcamp preferably. Artists are really hurting these days, after two years of limited or non-existent touring. Music is so so good, and artists should be compensated for giving it to us.

10. Harmony WoodsGRACEFUL RAGE

I’ve loved the last two Harmony Woods records, and this one is more of the same. But more. More of what? More emo, more explosions, more audio saturation. It doesn’t always work out—the middle section of the record in particular feels a little overworked—but it makes for a powerful punch.

9. Vanessa PetersModern Age

One of my favorite artists with another lovely record. It’s the loudest record she’s released in a long time, and in general I prefer her quieter, more introspective songs. But there’s something refreshing about letting your hair down and playing it loud. That was especially true this year, when this CD lived in our car stereo all spring and summer and soundtracked our trips to the park with the baby.

8. Magdalena BayMercurial World

The music of the 2020s often feels like it’s really just 80s music made by kids born in the 90s for kids born in the 2000s using the production techniques of the 2010s. Magdalena Bay feel like a peak example of this phenomenon. It’s Madonna interpolated through Grimes and broadcast on TikTok. As an old millennial, I find almost everything around the band to be somewhat baffling (and more than a little annoying). But the music…the music absolutely rips. And that’s enough.

7. DeafheavenInfinite Granite

They’ve been dialing down the metal in recent years, but this one is a major step beyond what they’ve done before. Where the melodic element used to live underneath the noise, providing a tiny counterpoint, the hierarchy is fully reversed here. These songs are soft, almost tender. That doesn’t mean it’s not a loud record. But they’re hitting the drums hard and turning the amps up high not to blow you away, but to give you a chance to fully experience every harmonic breath.

6. Middle KidsToday We’re The Greatest

A blend of mid-2000s indie rock, late 70s power pop, with songs that could just as easily have been written in a folk tradition. But lyrically, it owes far more to a contemporary sensibility. There is pain here, and loss, but also an insistent joyfulness.

5. GrouperShade

Another record built around aural texture. It does not feel like a cohesive whole, unsurprising for an album composed from pieces recorded over the course of fifteen years. It works best in the extremes—the pure quiet beauty and the chaotic destructive madness—and in the relationship between those experiences. That relationship is captured very well by the opening two tracks, which cast the whole world into the storm and then strum softly back into the light.

4. Kacey Musgravesstar-crossed

One of those records that managed to be both a huge disappointment and a stirring success. Given her career progression to this point, it felt like a Kacey Musgraves breakup album had the potential to become a new all-time standard in the genre. But instead of leaning into the pathos, she tried to make Art. But the thematic structure doesn’t really work, and some of the genre-busting choices succeed but others really don’t. Even still, there are some absolutely killer tunes here. And that’s more than enough to save it.

3. Benoît PioulardBloodless

Soundscapes that layer gorgeous slow sweeping melodies on top of tape hiss and the distant crackling of stars. I love everything he does, and this record is no exception.

2. The War on DrugsI Don’t Live Here Anymore

Another gem from one of the best bands in the world right now. The production is going to turn some folks off—I’ve seen some unfavorable comparisons to Steely Dan—but I think that’s a little misguided. Yes, it’s sleek. And yes, the musicianship is expert. But this record is filled with unexpected twists and turns that keep it from ever feeling even a little bit sterile.

1. James McMurtryThe Horses and the Hounds

This one really snuck up on me as my #1 for the year. I enjoyed it on the first listen, but would never have flagged it as the year’s best. But the more time I spent with it, the more it meant to me. McMurtry has always been a genius of character studies, but he’s really outdone himself this time. Every song feels like a novel sanded down to its pure, perfect core. The back half of the record drags a tiny bit, but the opening sextet absolutely blows me away every time.

Honorable Mentions

11. Antlers – Green to Gold
12. Olivia Rodrigo – SOUR
13. Rodeola – Arlene
14. Amy Shark – Cry Forever
15. Lightning Bug – A Color of the Sky

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Top 40 Songs of 2021

These lists are always a sort of personal soundtrack. They remind me of where I was and what I was doing each year. More than anything this year, ‘where I was and what I was doing’ was very simple: at home with my family. So it’s probably no surprise that many of these songs tend toward the contemplative. That doesn’t mean there’s no joy here, but it’s probably the quietest list I’ve put together in a while.

I’ve created a Spotify list. But Spotify pays artists basically nothing, so I’ll make my annual request: if you like this music, go pay real money for it. At Bandcamp preferably. Artists are really hurting these days, after two years of limited or non-existent touring. Music is so so good, and artists should be compensated for giving it to us

40. I Need Your Love – Tristen
There’s something soul-enriching about a perfect two minute pop song. No artifice, no unnecessary exertions. Pure conservation of energy.

39. Long Distance Conjoined Twins – Home Is Where
Folk emo hardcore riots. With harmonicas.

38. Shellstar – Deafheaven
This sort of neo-90s shimmering guitar noise has never fully gone out of style, which also means it’s never really experienced a revival. But this is among the best of the genre in recent years.

37. Don’t Go Puttin Wishes in My Head – TORRES
An indie rock fireworks display.

36. Peace of Mind – Tim Easton
Back in the early 2000s, a friend of mine got in touch with Tim Easton when he was on tour and got him to swing through our tiny college town to play a backyard show. Most of the audience was the made up the high schoolers from our debate camp. To this day, it’s still probably one of the 10 or 15 best shows I’ve ever seen.

35. Make Up My Mind – Vanessa Peters
A beautiful day out kayaking. Most of the time you can glide calmly along enjoying the scenery. But then the rapids come, your pulse rises, and you begin paddling for your life.

34. Valentine – Snail Mail
Nothing on this album hit me with nearly the same force as her debut, but this one comes the closest. Especially that moment when she explodes “why’d you wanna ERASE me.”

33. At It Again (Again) – Slow Pulp
Dreamy bedroom pop that is here and gone in two minutes.

32. Cut Cut – CUIR
I have no idea what these French punks are screaming about in this song, but it absolutely slays.

31. Paprika – Japanese Breakfast
I mostly didn’t love the turn toward bubblegum pop on this record, but this song is a strong exception. I absolutely adore the horns.

30. Qué Lío – Natti Natasha
I tend to expect big thumping songs from Natti Natasha, so I’m always delighted to discover songs like this one, which seem to just float on the breeze as it passes by.

29. Spike the Punch – Alex Lahey
A lovely little slice of power pop

28. God’s Gift To Women – Harmony Woods
Best line of the year: “Keep writing those records about how you know best, like you’re a walking fucking copy of Infinite Jest.”

27. La Perla – Sofia Kourtesis
Coiled energy being released in carefully measured doses.

26. Dominoes – Lorde
I was hoping for a barn-burner from Lorde this year, and it didn’t quite happen. But I’m reasonably happy to settle for this very relaxed little diss track.

25. Followed the Ocean – Grouper
A beautiful noise.

24. Introvert – Little Simz
Kicks the album off in incredible style. The orchestral sweep sets the stage and then she strolls out: cool, collected, ready to blow you away.

23. Do You Mind? – Orla Gartland
Long after the pain first tears through you, when it’s no longer reasonable to act like your world is being torn apart but you also can’t make yourself act normal. And more than anything you just want to get away.

22. No Sense – Blankenberge
Blankerberge excel at big driving shoegaze. This one doesn’t really offer anything to deviate from that mold, but if you’ve got a good fastball, sometimes it’s a perfectly good idea to just throw another one right down the middle.

21. Ghost – Rodeola
The sort of song that feels like being wrapped up in a warm blanket.

20. Kiss Me More – Doja Cat ft. SZA
I’ve seen this song described as ‘bubblegum pop’ and ‘R&B’ and ‘disco’ and ‘funk’ among many other things. I don’t know about all that. But whatever label you want to settle on, it’s a delight.

19. Male Fantasy – Billie Eilish
I know a lot of people were mildly disappointed in this album, but I actually dug it a lot more than the debut. The idea of a followup record that deals with the languid ennui of becoming a star is a cliché, but very rarely is it addressed so deftly.

18. New Age – Mackie
Mackie was a member of the punk band Blitz back in the 80s. He left the band before the recorded this song. So now, four decades later, he’s covering it. And absolutely killing it, too.

17. The Right Thing Is Hard to Do – Lightning Bug
I’m such a sucker for a stately shoegazy torch song.

16. Tried To Tell You – The Weather Station
A song about the things we lose by refusing to be open to the beauty of the world around us, which is, appropriately, stunningly beautiful itself.

15. Pretty Pictures – Indigo De Souza
This was a really nice album with plenty of other less conventional tracks. In another year, I might have gone with one of them. But this year, I just wanted something beautiful.

14. Grass Is Blue – Gordi
Gordi covering a Dolly Parton tune, and yes it’s exactly as good as you would expect.

13. Brando – Lucy Dacus
“You called me cerebral. I didn’t know what you meant. But now I do, would it have killed you to call me pretty instead?”

12. Dino’s – Gordi & Alex Lahey
I love Gordi and I love Alex Lahey (see: elsewhere on this list), so it’s no surprise I love their collaboration. It really captures that feeling of falling for someone long before you know enough about them for it to actually make sense.

11. coping mechanism dub – Car Culture
I have literally no information about this song. I’m pretty sure I found it on Bandcamp, but it doesn’t appear to exist there anymore. Who is this? What even is going on here? No idea. But I love it.

10. Little Things – Big Thief
It never fails to amaze me what magic you can create with one guitar and two chords.

9. Morne – Benoît Pioulard
The sound of the universe breathing.

8. Last Day on Earth – Beabadoobee
An indie pop gem about the onset of lockdown. Produced by Matty Healy from The 1975 and you can really hear that influence in the chiming guitars.

7. Farfalla Run (Tossing Remix) – Batch Kalat
Deep ambient textures, a hint of unexplored menace, the crisp clarity of a cold winter night.

6. Jackie – James McMurtry
So many gorgeous lines in this song: “Half a section in the short grass at the foot of the plains / Grows broomweed in the dry times, ragweed when it rains” – “Watch the country roll by in the halogens’ glow” – “She jack knifed on black ice with an oversized load / There’s a white cross in the borrow ditch where she went off the road”

5. Drivers License – Olivia Rodrigo
The thing I love most about this song is its emphatic earnestness. She knows it’s silly, she knows that it’s an overreaction. But knowing doesn’t make it hurt any less, and doesn’t make it any less important to really feel the feelings as they are.

4. Camera Roll – Kacey Musgraves
A very close call between this and Hookup Scene–two absolutely jewels from the record. This one gets the slight edge for that final verse, which just breaks my heart every time.

3. Occasional Rain – The War On Drugs
I really do like the incredible attention to detail in this album’s production, but I also think its best song is the one with the lightest touch. It’s a perfect album closer: contemplative, heartfelt, just a little bit wistful.

2. Play It By Fear – The Sonder Bombs
A propulsive explosion of a song with the best chorus of the year, which starts “I’m too big of a nihilist for a world like this, I know.”

1. R U 4 Me? – Middle Kids
A blistering, joyous, emotional rollercoaster. I first heard this song on a crisp spring morning out walking the dog and immediately fell in love. It’s only grown in my affection over the year.

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Vaccine optimism

I want to offer some vaccine optimism. I see a lot of negative feelings out there, and I understand them. This has been a terrible year, and it sometimes feels like even the good news is drowned by the never-ending tidal waves of bad news. But it’s worth understanding just how good our trajectory is, compared to where we could be.

We have vaccines long before we could have reasonably expected them, they are far more effective than we could have reasonably hoped, and they’re being distributed at a decent (though not great) pace. There’s every reason to think the world could be back to a reasonable approximation of normal by the end of summer. If we can buckle down and stay safe for just a few more months, things are going to start getting massively better.

The vaccines are near-miracles

It has been almost exactly one year since COVID hit the US and we have not only created a vaccine, we have already distributed it to 20 million people. This is absolutely unprecedented, and far faster than all the experts expected last spring.

And the vaccines themselves are incredibly effective. They almost completely eliminate the risk of catching COVID, and for all practical purposes they completely eliminate the risk of a serious case. We don’t know for sure that the vaccine prevents one from being a carrier—passing it along without catching it yourself—but the experts think this is extremely unlikely.

These vaccines are not quite miracles, but they’re the next best thing. Once we get to herd immunity levels, things will be able to go back to normal. And even before then, we’ll start massively driving down rates of transmission and cutting into these absolutely horrifying hospitalization and death numbers.

Vaccine distribution is going okay

Of course, there is a lot of negative news about the rates of vaccine dispersal. But it’s worth putting it into context. I’ve heard a lot of people who think that the program has been a disaster because ‘we were promised 20 million doses by the end of 2020.’ Obviously that didn’t come close to proving true. But the important thing to remember about that promise is that the people who made it are huge liars who lie about everything all the time. It was never realistic! The far more realistic promise of 100 million doses in the first 100 days of Biden’s administration is not only achievable, we will likely blow past it.

You will also hear people say things like: ‘at the current pace it will take a full year or more to vaccinate everyone.’ That’s true, but not very informative. The ‘current pace’ changes every day as distribution ramps up. It took 3 weeks to give out the first 5 million doses. But it only took 7 days for the next five million, 6 days for the next five, and only 4 days for the most recent five. We won’t get endless acceleration, but we certainly shouldn’t expect the current rate to be the plateau. And things will only get better when the Johnson & Johnson vaccine (which only takes one shot) is available.

Light at the end of the tunnel means we need to double down in the meantime

None of this is a reason to be satisfied. We can and should invest way more in the vaccine program. Every minute of delay means more people getting this virus and more people dying.

But there really is light at the end of the tunnel. By April, we should expect a fifth of the country to be vaccinated, with another fifth entering the pipeline. A lot of people will be inoculated, and everyone else will be a lot safer.

In the meantime, we really REALLY need to buckle down and stay safe. There’s light at the end of the tunnel but that doesn’t change the fact that we’re currently in the middle of the worst stage of the pandemic, with hundreds of thousands of infections, and several thousand deaths, every day. And the newer, much more contagious strain is starting to spread. This strain, along with the scope of the current breakout, means a lot of stuff that was safe enough to justify the risk a few months ago is not safe anymore.

Folks have put up with a lot over the past ten months. It’s been an incredible collective effort to protect each other. And I know it’s wearing thin. A lot of people are struggling. But we’re close. We aren’t going to have to live like this forever. It’s really just another few months before the corner will truly be turned.

So please please please consider the following recommendations:

  • Avoid any situation where you have to be indoors with other people. Even if you’re distanced, even if you’re masked. In three months, it will be pretty safe. Right now, it’s really not. If you absolutely can’t avoid going somewhere, try to limit your time. Every little bit makes a difference to reduce the risk.
  • Get better masks. Cloth masks are better than nothing, but they really don’t do enough. If you can afford it, get yourself some N95 or KF94 masks. If not, layering masks helps a lot.
  • Be careful outside. The newer strain is more easily transmitted outdoors. In general, outdoors activity is still pretty safe, but it’s not nearly as safe as it used to be. Keep your distance, wear a mask.
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Top 15 albums of 2020

Music has been so important this year, given how we have lost so many of the intimate connections of friends and family that bring us peace and stability. Music can’t replace those things, but it’s something. A warm fire on a dark night, a promise that love and connection is still out there, just over the horizon.

I think those feelings help explain why some kinds of music spoke more to me this year. I often found myself looking for something contemplative, quiet, comforting. That led me to a lot more ambient and instrumental music. But it also meant that I really wanted to spend the most time with records that put empathy front and center. I didn’t reflexively shy away from anything that was difficult or dark, but if I let myself drift, it generally wasn’t in that direction.

So my usual caveat applies: this is a list of my favorites, not an attempt to categorize what is objectively ‘the best.’ But it’s even more true this year than usual. I can’t say whether these are all Great albums. I just know they meant a lot to me.

One other note: I’ve only listed 15, in part due to a lack of time to write up my thoughts. The ten honorable mentions were all great, and I wish I had the bandwidth to give them a full discussion.

I’ve created a Spotify list, but Spotify pays artists effectively nothing so please if you like the music, click the links and go buy it. Bandcamp is great, and even includes some artists who you can’t find on Spotify.

15. Andrew WasylykFugitive Light and Themes of Consolation

An instrumental investigation of the Scottish coastline, built around the idea of fugitive light. You hear the interplay of ocean and fog, the tentative warmth of sun rays cutting through a cold spring morning, the sense of separation between past and present. This is probably best understood as a jazz record, but there are strong currents of 60s pop, classical baroque music, ambient found sound, even old western film scores.

Highlights: Black Bay Dream Minor, Last Sunbeams of Childhood, Fugitive Light Restless Water, Everywhere Something Sublime

14. The War on DrugsLIVE DRUGS

I’m always hesitant to include live albums on these lists. But The War on Drugs are one of the tightest live bands in the world right now, and Adam Granduciel has written some absolutely world class songs in recent years. So while this record doesn’t do much to surprise, it still manages to punch hard enough to justify a place on the list. It’s inessential if you aren’t already inclined to like the band, but is a very pleasant way to spend an hour if you’re already on the bandwagon. My only real regret is the performance of An Ocean Between the Waves. When I saw them back in 2014 on the Lost in the Dream tour, that song was absolutely electric. This take sadly didn’t fully capture that energy.

Highlights: Not the best songs of the bunch, but the best performances relative to their studio versions: Buenos Aires Beach, Pain, Strangest Place, Thinking of a Place, and the nice cover of Zevon’s Accidentally Like A Martyr

13. The BethsJump Rope Gazers

In its best moments, this record blends winsomeness and dreamy chord progressions with just enough cutting edge to stay sharp. The middle third of the record—from the title track to Out of Sight—manage this balance extremely well. Outside of that run, some tracks dip a bit too heavily into the sugar bag while others push the 70s power pop buttons a little too heavily. There certainly aren’t any bad songs here; I just wish they could have sustained the strength of that middle stretch over the whole record.

Highlights: Out of Sight, Jump Rope Gazers, Do You Want Me Now, Just Shy of Sure

12. snarlsBurst

The line between present life and nostalgia and has never felt thinner to me. Maybe it’s a function of the terminally online social media world we all inhabit. Maybe it’s the pandemic. Maybe it’s just my own age. But a record like this really gets me thinking about the forever-life of fuzzed out rock and roll. snarls certainly haven’t done anything to reinvent the genre, but if you can produce perfect songs like this, there’s absolutely no need to expand the range just for the sake of doing so. More than enough to blend monster hooks, jangly chords, dreamy interludes, and long arcs of shoegaze noise.

Highlights: Walk in the Woods, Falling, Marbles, Burst

11. The DaySoon I Will Forget

I said above that I’m generally hesitant to rank live albums. And this isn’t even really an album; it’s just four songs selected from a live performance in June during lockdown. But it makes the list anyways because that livestream will forever be a shining memory when I think back on this terrible year.

At the time, I had spent three months in a tiny bubble, with just Caroline and our dog as company. No friends, no events. I literally didn’t step inside a building that wasn’t my own home for seven straight weeks at one point. But I was able to sign into a stream and watch one of my favorite bands together in a big empty room, playing their music, opening their hearts to the world. I spent the whole week floating on a cloud, just remembering what it felt like to connect with other people, taking joy together from our shared experience of something beautiful.

10. Goran GetoAтмосфера Два

A blend of ambient elements with driving house beats. It’s deeply meditative, but still active, driving, engaging. The mix is full of sounds from field recordings—mountain streams, birds, wind—which balance the electronic textures nicely to communicate the lived experience of human beings interacting with the natural world.

Highlights: Rtanj (Original Mix), Tornik (Original Mix), Rudnik (Mechanist Retexture)

9. Lawrence ArmsSkeleton Coast

I’m pretty sure that there’s never going to be a Brendan Kelly record I don’t enjoy. This one is certainly no exception. Even if it doesn’t quite match up with the band’s best work. Unlike 2014’s Metropole, which took some steps toward more classic pop forms, this one falls back in their wheelhouse of fast-paced punk rock. At times, the metaphors are laid on a little thick, but with 14 songs spread over just 34 minutes, none ever have enough time to truly wear out their welcome.

Highlights: PTA, Goblin Foxhunt, Pigeons and Spies, Last Last Words, Lose Control

8. Taylor SwiftFolklore

There was absolutely nothing surprising about Taylor Swift releasing a record full of mostly acoustic songs with quiet reflections on youth and lost love. Nor was there anything surprising about critics lauding the more mature turn in her music. Of course that was the next step in her career progression. But while it may have all been inevitable, the context of COVID kept it from feeling overdetermined. And it’s to the credit of the music critic community that there was far less navel-gazing about Taylor and the epistemology of authenticity than I’d have expected. Mostly, people just focused on the songs themselves. And that’s nice, because this is a great collection of songs.

Mirrorball shimmers in the pale light. Betty is a sun-drenched exercise in radical empathy. The Last Great American Dynasty is a joyful romp. Exile is the Bon Iver/Taylor Swift duet that we all obviously needed. Epiphany is the leisurely piano ballad that brings us home at the end of the night. Does it all add up to her best record? Maybe, or maybe not. But it’s certainly the best record she could have released in 2020.

(For what it’s worth, I haven’t had the time to spend with Evermore to really judge it yet, but on first listen it feels significantly inferior to Folklore. If the sense of looseness made the first record feel free and untrammeled, on Evermore it just feels…unedited)

Highlights: Mirrorball, Betty, Exile, Epiphany, The 1, The Last Great American Dynasty

7. Six Organs Of AdmittanceSleep Tones

While designed as music to help you sleep, for me it’s been even more important during the hour before sleep. It’s a time for laying back, reading by candlelight, letting the day soak away. There’s something meditative about it, but it’s not the work of true meditation, just the quiet restoration that comes from relaxed attentiveness. These tracks are almost impossibly sparse in terms of melody—literally just a couple notes worth of movement spread out of twenty minutes. But the sensation is as comforting as the ebb and flow of the tides as they lap up against the distant shore.

Highlights: They are all lovely in their own way, but Alnitak is one of the most beautiful pieces of ambient music I’ve heard in years

6. Katie PruittExpectations

This is a truly comfortable record. But not comfort in the sense of lightness or superficiality. It’s that comfortable feeling that comes from being outside on a cool autumn evening, all wrapped up in a fluffy sweater. The chill nips as you a bit, but that only makes you feel a little more alive. And a little more thankful at the warmth. The title Expectations structures the whole record, which is a true bildungsroman about the pain of growing up. Specifically, the pain of growing up queer in a world that seems to provide no place for you.

“What’s it like to be normal” she muses, before turning to that oh-so-common reply to expectations: “If I could be normal, then trust me, I would.” Of course, it’s not really true. The difference hurts. It’s hurts terribly. But it would hurt even more to shut up that true part of yourself.

Those themes come through most powerfully on the heartfelt Georgia, about the home state that she felt would never accept her. But this is also where the ending is happiest. Now in her mid-20s, putting the finishing touches on this beautiful record, she sent a recording of the song to her mother. Some might have heard it as an accusation, but the thing about expectations is that all of us are still learning how to manage them.

It’s not exactly a happy ending, all smiles with everything tied up in bows. But there’s hope. And that’s enough for now.

Highlights: Georgia, Normal, My Mind’s A Ship (That’s Going Down), Expectations, Grace Has A Gun

5. HumInlet

Hum released two perfect space rock albums in the mid 90s, and then effectively disappeared. It’s always a shame when a band shuffles off the stage while they’re still producing at the highest level. But there’s almost something worse about the bands who keep releasing increasingly inessential work until the initial creative spark is completely smothered. So I didn’t lament too much. I mean, You’d Prefer an Astronaut literally closed with a track called Songs Of Farewell And Departure. It seemed like these guys knew when it was time to drift into the mist. And after all, they’d left us with two shining stars hanging in the sky.

And yet, here we are. A new Hum record in 2020. And defying all the odds, it’s really really good. Just listening to that opening riff on Waves. These guys are not messing around.

In terms of style, it picks right up from Downward is Heavenward, but with a couple decades worth of experience to enrich things on the margins. The surprising result: a deeper sense of optimism. These songs still communicate the grand sweep of time and space—the certainty that all things must pass. But they do so with a greater sensitivity for the time that remains.

Highlights: Waves, Step Into You, Folding, Cloud City, In the Den

4. GrimesMiss Anthropocene

Each Grimes album is a project of Hegelian Becoming–following from, but also structured in opposition to, her previous record. In this case, Miss Anthropocene is primarily a sublation of Art Angels–extracting the pop elements, fracturing them into pieces, and then reassembling them in new forms. But you can also hear traces of Visions, and even of her more esoteric earlier works. This process of destruction and rebirth can be a little uneven, and that’s certainly true this time around. But there’s more than enough great stuff here to produce a top-class album.

Delete Forever is almost pure folk, poignant, and beautiful. You’ll Miss Me When I’m Not Around is a bit of perfect angular pop. Before the Fever is a quiet dance with fire. And every song has something to offer. But even after spending a year with this record, I still can’t quite make sense of it. There’s a slight bitterness to the final concoction which goes uncut. Then again, I’m not quite sure that’s a bad thing. After all, the world itself is falling apart so why shouldn’t our art represent that fact?

Highlights: You’ll Miss Me When I’m Not Around, Delete Forever, So Heavy I Fell Through the Earth, Before the Fever, 4ÆM

3. sea oleenaWeaving a Basket

Imagine Grouper covering a Stars of the Lid record and you’ll just about hit the mark. These songs are quiet, gossamer thin, and impossibly beautiful. The textures are almost entirely acoustic, but the atmosphere is broadened substantially with deft touches of feedback, double-tracking, tape loops, and other effects. Listen to it as background music and you’ll savor its wistfulness and peacefulness. Listen to it on headphones in a dark room and you’ll find your soul shattered into a million pieces and then put back together again.

Highlights: Horses, Calvisius, Carrying, Will I Know

2. Katie MalcoFailures

A pack of tightly-crafted pop songs built around chiming guitars, resolute drums, and heartfelt lyrics. The record as a whole feels tender, but there’s also a sense of desperation here, of deep loss. It comes from the perspective of someone who finally feels like she might understand what it means to face those fears.

I’ve spent a lot of time this year thinking about this record, and the feelings it evokes in me. And the thing I keep thinking about is this: Failures reminds me of everything that made me want to start a music blog, back in the heady days of the mid-aughts when ‘indie’ was suddenly trendy and the medium allowed us to all talk to each other. There was a joyfulness about finding yet another great artist making great music that you could share with the world. That’s how I feel about Katie Malco, and I’m just a little bit sad that the form isn’t really alive anymore. So all I can do include it here on my year-end list, and encourage everyone out there to listen.

Highlights: Animal, September, Brooklyn, Creatures, The First Snow

1. GordiOur Two Skins

By far my most-listened record of the year. I’m pretty sure you could cut the number of times I listened to it in half, it would still be first on the list.

These songs are highly specific to a particular moment, place, and person: a young woman in Australia in the 2010s, queer and just coming out to her family, a grandmother who has shaped her life on the verge of passing into the next world. But that specificity is precisely what makes it feel so universal. This is a record for anyone who experienced the love of family, the trauma of loss, the terror of exposing your true self to the world, the even deeper terror of exposing your true self to yourself.

Each track is brimming with warmth—from the effervescent Unready to the open-hearted Limits to the stubborn hopefulness of Hate the World. As always, her arrangements are impeccable but the studio effects have been dialed back a bit—enough to build a stage but still leaving plenty of room for the imagination to work. The result is something that feels grand in terms of its reach but also intimate in terms of its scale.

I would have loved this record no matter when it was released. But it felt particularly essential this year. It arrived in June, at a time when the drain of separation from friends and the social world was starting to feel like a new normal. Listening to it breathed life back into me, lifted me up, and helped me to find new reasons to feel hopeful. And for that I am endlessly thankful.

Highlights: Extraordinary Life, Unready, Volcanic, Sandwiches, Limits, Free Association

Honorable mentions:

  • Recondite – Dwell
  • Ólafur Arnalds – Some Kind of Peace
  • Vanessa Peters – Mixtape
  • Run the Jewels – RTJ4
  • Dua Lipa – Future Nostalgia
  • Beach Bunny – Honeymoon
  • Hammock – Into the Blank / Madi
  • Ratboys – Printer’s Devil
  • Bxnjamin – Some Colour Us Mad (SCUM)
  • Cloud Nothings – The Black Hole Understands
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