things have been going okay/good. little stress here and there. i have made it through the wedding; no, not my wedding. a family friend’s. social events.. bleh… i really do think i will end up a hermit.
occurrences of self-destruction have been minimal.. phew. *crosses her fingers* at this point, i’ve avoided the topic in my mind so my current status mentally is still a bit fuzzy. but i am getting through my days, which is a plus i suppose.
something that is bugging me at the moment is a dire need for some new music to listen to at work.
i am really sick of this pop/punk rock crap. i liked it when it was new. now, it’s old. too many new bands of the same stuff. i don’t know if i’m looking for more depressing music or more happy music, because there doesn’t seem to be any happy medium for me. maybe, i’m just sick of old things. not quite fed up, but close. if anyone has suggestions, it would be much appreciated.
for now i will just have to survive with artists screaming into my ear or singing sweet nothings that i don’t care about. always trying to survive the next thing. i am feeling quite morbid at the moment and i’m sure the bf would have something to say about that. well what do i say to that? poo!
Unfitting 