I've been pissed off since the morning. I don't know kung ang irrational ko o ano. Nagpaalam kasi ako magleave sa 29. Then ang sagot, if fate permits, then it is good. I sent the message para unahan na nga. Bakit ganun? Minsan na nga lang ako mag leave. May 10 days pa nga akong… Continue reading
I feel so angry. I slammed the top of the cabinet twice with my right hand. Then I am crying. What the fuck is wrong with me? I don't even know why I am angry or why I am crying.
Bought Nanay a TV Plus
I am overthinking again. I hate this. 😦
Every day, I am worrying about things. Because I didn't know what happened. Because things have changed. Because someone backed out. Some, I wasn't informed. Why do all these things have to happen? I am afraid the blame would be on me. I am so afraid. Before I go to sleep and when I wake… Continue reading
Went to watch The Little Prince last night. Sabi nga ni GL na sinabi lang sa akin ni Ma'am Ana, Do not lose the child in you. I think that's what The Little Prince has always been about. Most people want to grow up so fast that they forget how fun and happy it is… Continue reading
Scared
I am so scared about work, once again. I really hate this feeling. Overthinking kills. I think I am very much near to my death.
Pahina
Ngunit hindi ka na kasama sa mga pangarap. Isa ka na lamang pahina ng kwadernong pinilas, Tinupi, ginawang eroplanong papel at pinalipad hanggang bumagsak. Hindi na papansinin. Tinupi, pinunit, ginawang bangkang papel at pinaanod sa tubig hanggang malunod. Magkakagutay-gutay. Pinilas, nilukot, binato sa basurahan. Mawawala na nang tuluyan. Dahil hindi ka na kasama sa mga… Continue reading Pahina
Dear Althea, Please stop checking her blog or profile to see if she has written sth about you. She wouldn't. She's so done. You're out. And she no longer loves you. Maybe she no longer does, period. Or she no longer does like before. She has moved on. She has let go. Is that so… Continue reading
Every night, I go to sleep sad. Every day, I wake up sad. I just want you back.
The Stars, Goodnight 