Saudades

Lost in each other

Then losing each other

It had to happen. Maybe.

I look up high

My balloon blows, vibrating wind

My heart fills with melancholy tinged joy

Tears in my eyes now of happiness, and sadness

Looking down, surprised

Your hand, it faded

I hold tight and clasp the string you taught me to hold

A bit of you, in me

With me

Your feint hand inside mine, holding the string, together

And alone

I put my hand on my chest

Waves crash – energy from the past, I’m mesmorised

Sand touches my bare feet

I remember

Today it had to come out

Trickling, almost silent, then streaming right out

Saudades

Swan-song sky

Massive colourful sky 

One of the most captivating I’ve ever seen

Our sun sets absolutely majestically

Sublime stunning clouds

Green blue-grey and gorgeous

It’s sad. So sad.

And calming

And gentle like the soft wind

Young couple kiss and chat tenderly 

Purgatory’s magnificent waiting room – I’m not quite ready for 

This evening London is unfamiliar

Kind and loving , performing her beautiful swan-song 

A tear rolls out

Reminding me I’m scared 

And hopeful 

And sad 

And…

Ssshhhh…

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People without love have fallen for a picture

People without love crossing into nowhere

People without love digging holes for themselves I can see them in a restaurant sitting opposite each other

People without love full of empty laughter

People without love playing swollen games Pretending everything is fine Celebrities to themselves

Celebrities to themselves and lying all this time Whipping up a storm of dust Falling for the lie

People with love suffer for staying in the truth

People with love struggle to make it through

People with love look each other in the eye and love each other for their failings and lift each other up high

People with love give each other the gift of never having to lie

And their laughter is endless like their love is, is shuddering

It’s tearing down the walls that keep us apart It’s tearing down the walls that kept us apart

People without love will leave from this place alone

People without love cheats in other peoples dreams

People without love have forgotten how to be real A contortion of what they think that they’re meant to feel

People without love, a mess of pretending

People without love dressed up in the color of magazines

Celebrities to themselves

And lying all this time

Whipping up a storm of dust

Falling for the lie

People with love coming back from the fields

People carry the sight of the setting sun on their skin

People with love have children already

By catching each other’s gaze they have lived beside each other until the end of days

People with love, by stroking in all gentleness

People with love they have learned to swim in each other’s ocean

People with love are full of endings and beginnings again

Seeing their names slipping to the floor

Seeing their names slipping to the floor

People without love are not touching

People without love are only ever fucking

People without love you can see them in the streets,

Falling to their knees

They’ve forgotten how to please

People without love, strangers to the beat

People without love, stolen the world from under their feet

People without love, while everything appears to be in place

People without love are married to the cage

People with love have made it out the other side

People with love have the freedom to make up their mind

People with love have given up their life

And find that they have at last arrived

People with love remember her whisper

People with love can taste her shiver

People with love will leave this place more full Than it was before they passed through

Trickling sunset

The day’s brightness subsides and slides into soft gold
Trickling through mottled trees, diffracted into a thousand emeralds and saffrons
Revelling magpies hop, trampolining giddily
Lazy flies meander soaking up the day end
Trees sway gently, leaves shimmering magnificently, reaching to savour the sunset
Bluebell sky softly fades into almost-white
Change suspended above us, or upon us?
As day trickles into night

 

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Time (to breathe)

Each second falling slowly and delicately like blossom trickling
Time has slowed right
Down
Space opens between now and next
Instead of skipping through the sky, like yesterday
Today the sun rose
And stopped
High rays static and unwavering
Time has slowed right
Down
Yellow petals have time to bob and breathe
To catch the breeze
Butterflying gently and reassuringly
A celebration of white petals shower confetti
Applauding bright green and red leaves on sweeping trees
Brushing the cobalt horizon
Shhh….shhh…shhh…shhh…shhh
They soothe my soul

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Birthday

Frigid wind chilling unforgivingly blue
Bright yolky sun warms reassuringly
Unknowing children play happily, obliviously
Panicked adult pin balls dodge suspiciously

Green leaves unfurl and spring like clockwork energetically
Meanwhile day bleeds into night, night into day, day into night, night into day…
Beautifully, horrifically
Sunrises, sunsets, sunrises, sunsets, sunrises, sunsets…
Perfectly, terrifingly

Hopeful eyes glisten and sparkle
Fearfully
Seeping into us, sitting inside us, a black ink blot smudging life
Immaculate and staining nothing, but destroying everything

Longer, lighter days weigh us down
Plumb bell jar divers legs kicking below relentless waves
Above the tide cycles mechanically, effectively and permanently
And nature’s sublime and sorrow drenched renaissance continues…

 

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Authentic love

Balancing me like an anchor steadies a ship, equilibrium in rough seas
You
Holding me and nurturing me like the September soil secures a chestnut tight
You
Seeing my green shoots like the February sunlight caresses (almost-)bare branches
You
As unwavering as the cyclical Atlantic waves
You
Presence fixed as night-day-night-day-night-day
You
Showering me with love like drenching Amazonian storms
You
Rain pouring into my heart and filling it up
You

My words of gratitude clumsy, stuck or falling our ungracefully.
Writing now
(To You)
They are too precious to drop or mangle or break.

My inside words are your outside words now
Thank you for your magnificent love

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Secret Life

What are you keeping this from your self for?
Why are you biding your time, whore?
Angel in the light
Devil in the dark
Hot, red-hot
Embarassed and hidden
Cold, blue-cold
Calm and open
Subbuteo boyfriend, palm held
Open hand, no truth told
Come up for air, but not for too long
Dive back down into the underworld.
Deep sea.

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Envy

Like vomiting until you can’t vomit anymore
A thick yellow bile is all that comes out
Your mouth full with a disgusting bitterness so strong it burns the back of your tongue
Your don’t want to feel this sick, but fighting seems futile
Taste of puss filled abscess bursting sourness making you wince
Your instinct is to spit it out, as much as you can
But there is still an aftertaste so strong you stick your tongue to the roof of your mouth, and go on.

 

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January

Wet shiny floors gleam in the post shower sunshine
Blue winter sky dotted with fluffy clouds reflecting in black metallic puddles
A cold wind blows strongly carrying the waxing and waning smell of malt from the brewery
Warm, grey, ash clouds billow out of dark red chimneys
The sharp January sun low and blinding reflects off silver rails and handles
The clean air carried by a cutting breeze
Icy cheeks raw darting in the yellow streets
Dull greys, blacks and browns of the buildings and jackets contrast with nature’s azuls, organges and brilliant whites.
The sun leaks as the sky turns purple.
Wet snow flakes meander their way to the ground
The canal water slows as pieces of ice clog
The piercing evening cruelly dangles a distant spring