Thefirstknight’s Weblog

A thousand kisses will never be,
Enough to satisfy my craving heart’s plea,

Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,

Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,

Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,

I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,

Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I’m feeling, it’s only begun,

Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,
My heart feels as though it’s within a cage,

You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star,

I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair,

All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet again as that is our fate,

I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day,

Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,

Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,

Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand,

I’ll wish for that moment as I always do,
And I’ve wished upon a star, so my wish will come true.

He walked down his usual road

living his usual life

when he spotted her in the crowd

is it she??

is it his dream girl that he has been longing for his entire life?

could that be real?

same eyes

same hair

same lips

same look

same smile

yes, she smiled at him from within the crowd

he rushed there,

stood in front of her in awe

he didn’t believe she could exist

but now she is real

in front of him

they started to talk,

but with no words

a talk from heart to heart

they communicated through their souls

he held her hands and walked down the long road,

still talking with no words,

feeling nobody except their souls together,

they were telling their memories together’

although they just met now, they do have common memories

they went to the sea

they sat there for hours, looking at the glorious mysterious sea

still, no words spoken

only souls’ talk

they went to the river bank

they had a horse ride

with a lovely white horse

he gave her a flower, she gave him a kiss

how amazing the ride was,

how lovely her kiss was,

how beautiful they fit together

a perfect match

nothing could ever be more perfect

they went together to their closy home

had a night by the fire place

a long long night

all this with no words spoken

only souls’ talk

they slept in each other’s arms

they slept as if they have never slept before,

if you could see them,

nothing could be more beautiful

nothing could be more intimate

nothing could be more perfect

Then he woke up, ALONE

she was gone

he looked for her everywhere

NOTHING

he sat there in a state of denial

why did she leave?

or, was she really there?

is she true?

was it a delusion?

is she TRUE?

OR

is it just a Glimpse from the fate?

he will never know

for me,

what i think

she was, is and will be

just a Glimpse

I love you more every day,

My name I long for you to say.

Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?

Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?

Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?

Do you think we’re meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?

These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.

It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and keep loving you?

Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?

I just don’t know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it’s sore.

I love you more than you could know,
And I don’t want to ever let you go.

So even if I’m just a friend,
I’ll always love you until the end.

Once upon a time,

Don’t know when and don’t know where,

All I know is that there was a lonely girl,

she was sweet as honey,

delightful as a morning treat,

shiny like a summer sun,

peaceful like a clear sky in a summer night,

she plays violin,

she is amazing,

But she was alone,

she loved to be alone,

Loved to be with her own old memories,

she loved to walk backwards,

she never knew why, but that is way she lived,

she was sad just like a violin note,

one night, a light shined

it was dim at first but was getting more intense,

with the light came a whispering sound,

saying, go ahead girl

life is all in front of you

get up, face your fears

stand up for all,

pull yourself together

be the one you should be not the one who you think you are now,

you are strong, be strong

don’t let life manipulates you,

make the sky your limit,

open your mind and heart to life,

life is all ahead of you,

you have all what it takes to own your destiny,

don’t let your life slip off your hands,

don’t let others control your life

don’t let your fears hold you back,

have the life you deserve,

She listened to the voice, but

would she really listen,

would she really understand,

Or, she would rather be as usual,

ALONE

Sitting together by the sea at sunset,

holding hands

looking at the sun sinking in the water,

as if she is taking a bath or,

she is tired and wants to get some rest,

don’t know

that will always remains a secret

listening to the sounds of the sea waves hugging the shore,

and darkness slowly falls in a sad yet a lovely scene

the cold breeze hits our faces with a nice lovely chill

the breeze plays with your long beautiful hair

you reach your hand to take the hair off your face

I look at you and smile,

no one is out there but us

no sound is heared but the sea waves hitting the shore

the sea looks glorious,

mysterious,

yet adorable, lovely, loyal

it keeps secrets since the beginning of the times,

how many secrets are out there?

you feel a little cold as it gets darker and the breeze gets colder,

I can see you shivering

I reach my hand to your shoulder and hold you,

you smile at me gracefully and give me a light kiss in the air,

hold you closer to warm you more,

you lay your head against my chest,

hold you closer,

you lay there feeling safe,

my embrace is your shelter,

it is where you belong,

it is your world,

I can feel the sea watching us,

smiling at us,

he knows

Yes he knows,

he knows that we are deeply in love,

he knows because he witnessed lots and lots of love stories,

he knows how love looks like,

and he knows that our love is nothing like any other,

because it is not just love,

it is expression of one soul in two bodies,

we don’t have to talk,

we don’t have to tell,

we don’t even have to look,

we just know,

I don’t know how it is started,

I don’t know how it is going to end,

and I don’t want to know,

I don’t care to know,

all I want to know is,

Could this be real one day??