We’re in SMA awareness month

Spinraza 
When we got Rexy’s diagnosis there was no hope, no treatment. We were told it was an exciting time for SMA, not much comfort really. We’d googled SMA type 1, we knew the craic. Our awesome team are from the Centre for Life which is a centre for excellence for Muscular Dystrophies (SMA comes under the umbrella of MD but I guess technically speaking it’s a Motor Neurone condition) and they are also a drug trial site. After diagnosis I hit the tinterweb, joined all the Facebook groups and saw all these type 1 children sitting, and pretty healthy all down to a drug that was being trialed called Nusinersen. This was being trialed in NEWCASTLE by our team! But Rex was too old so couldn’t be included. There was a type 2 trial for the drug coming up, I became obsessed with getting Rex sitting by 2years old so he could maybe get on the trial; he never sat, the trial was delayed due to an ethics committee and it never happened in the uk. Rex never got over the 1/2 borderline, due to not sitting unassisted he’s a 1 even though he presents more like a very weak 2 and he never got on the trial. At the end of last summer the drug company Biogen announced an expanded access program for nusinersen for type 1s. Their trial results were so successful the trial was cut short. 
The EAP criteria was announced and Rex fit it perfectly. So we were under a site approved by Biogen, with a team that knew the drug and research, and the drug was to be provided for FREE by Biogen, sounds easy eh? Nope! The day the EAP was announced I contacted his team, I wanted his notes checked and I wanted it confirmed he was eligible; they agreed and I spent the next few months basically hounding the hell out of them! Constant emails, phone calls and even when he was in PICU I asked the team every single day. Literally no one at all in the uk was getting on that EAP. Christmas came and the America approved Nusinersen for all types. Cue me stepping up the annoying of his poor team! Its not that they didn’t want him on the drug, they were desperate for him to start the problem was funding for administration. This isn’t a tablet or a medicine this is a lumbar puncture, a lumber puncture on a child that’s been through and seen things a child should never see. This LP would be done whilst doctors held him down, when he doesn’t understand at all. With all he’s been through there was no chance ethically they’d do it; so the other option was a general anaesthetic, huge huge huge risk for an SMAer, huge costs for administration; now to administer it we need an anaesthetist willing to put an SMA child under, their theatre team, a theatre space, an onchologist (most experienced doctor for LP in kids), theatre space, a room for the day, a recovery team, a nurse for the day, an outpatient room for the day, a respiratory physio, a respiratory consultant on standby in case things don’t go to plan, a neuromuscular consultant and physio. Plus add in a play therapist. Shiiit this went from a free drug to incredibly expensive and risky. Did I also mention this is the 3rd most expensive drug to ever be produced, so once approved the NHS will have to take over the drug costs. 
Roll in our lovely Dr Chiara 💗 yes Rexy would be getting it at some point but who knows when. Chiara and the team were working incredibly hard trying to convince Newcastle’s health authority to pay for it. She did this whilst in desperation I was harassing the hell out of her. I’m sure she just knows me as ‘fucking woman’ whenever my name pops up in her inbox. Then one Friday night another Newcastle mam posted on fb that their child was getting the drug. We hadn’t heard that Rex would be and I was completely devastated, after lots of tears I email our Chiara who reassures me Rex was most definitely getting it and she’s already had my consent through my constant harassment so she hadn’t rang us. Poor woman was on her mobile to me at like 9pm on a Friday night! God I love her! Rex would get his first injection very early February. He would be one of the very first EAP kiddos in the uk and Newcastle would lead the way by being the first to get all their 1s treatment. 
So tomorrow we go for injection number 5! My boy has gone from a floppy rag doll starting with a cycle of being in and out of PICU, weak chest, failing swallow to almost sitting, safe swallow, proper cough to hospital stays with no PICU and actually no symptoms (other than low o2 saturation) when ill. Now my emails to Chiara are photos and videos of things a type 1 SMA child should never achieve. 
I try not to post about Spinraza (trade name of nusinersen) as there’s so many families fighting like hell to get on the EAP and more importantly families right on the wrong side of that borderline that cannot access the drug in our country. It seems unfair to post our successes. 

Mixed day

THIS WAS WRITTEN YESTERDAY (Sunday) FOR SOME REASON MY PHONE WOULDN’T LET ME UPLOAD THE PHOTOS. 

We live like 2 miles from the sea, but we never go to the beach! We have local beaches that have a charity beach wheelchairs but our lovely closest one doesn’t so we got creative. All four of us and the dog piled into the van armed with a bath seat and a garden trolley (we use this for carrying the huge amount of shit we need for hospital visits). We got onto the beach without damaging his beautiful Kudu wheelchair. Rexy absolutely LOVED IT, we need to fine tune it but it’s a starting point. It was pretty hard to pull on the soft sand but Rexy was comfortable and safe so we’ll have another think. It would be awesome to be able to chuck everything in the van on a whim and get onto the beach anytime in the summer.
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Did I tell you about Rexy’s van?? I don’t think I did, we now have a suitable wheelchair accessible vehicle. It’s totally awesome, we can all fit in it with his wheelchair, a pram, a Dodger and all his machines if we need to go to hospital. Rexy loves traveling in his wheelchair but it’s also so much easier with his special car seat. Its lovely to drive and I feel so much more comfortable that our family is completely safe.

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Unfortunately before we went to the beach we found our very old cat Percy’s back legs had gone. He’s in his 20s and we’ve been on his 9th life for many a year. The last year or so he’s struggled cleaning himself, he’s lost even more weight, he’s living on sardines and he’s been falling off things but he’s been more than happy, terrorising our other cat and dog and going out. We rang the emergency vet but tomorrow we’ll be taking him to our lovely family vet who has looked after him so well for the last decade. He’s in no pain and is walking around but not too well. It’s been a heartbreaking decision but we can’t let him go on with his poor old back legs giving way. Percy has been with me for about 11years, I moved into a flat at uni that came with a magnificent white cat and he’s been with me ever since. He’s been loved and has had an amazing life with me and James. He’s been my best friend, and although I always grew up with cats he is the first cat I’ve owned myself. Our home won’t be the same without him, I’m dreading tomorrow; my heart is in a million pieces. carview.php?tsp=

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All change…

Rexy got out of hospital last Monday and is doing amazing! His chest is completely clear, he didn’t really lose weight and he’s settling back into home life. We made a big decision whilst in hospital and met with a very lovely surgeon and Rexy will be getting peg surgery over the next couple of months. He will continue to eat 100% orally but when he’s ill we’ll use the peg for medication and feeds, it will also allow us to ‘top up’ if needed. When he was in hospital he refused to eat, I don’t blame him at all and he ended up with another NG. It was incredibly traumatic for Rexy (and me) so there’s no chance we can keep putting him through that. A peg is the sensible option. 

So we got Rexy home quite late Monday night and on Wednesday morning James and I headed off to hospital and welcomed baby Cass into the world. She was born by planned section but unfortunately was rushed straight to SCBU for breathing support as she had wet lung. Obviously wouldn’t be a Hutchy child without a medical drama! We eventually became a family of 4 at home on Saturday and we’re trying to get into a routine. Rexy’s not too sure yet, I think he was expecting a sister he could play with rather than an angry small human that just wees and screams and takes lots of attention off him. We’re trying to do lots of fun things just with Rex, so he’s been to the museum, we’ve done lots of fun games, Gillian from nursery has been coming to work with him and today he went to his nursery sports day!!

I was a bit concerned that he wouldn’t be able to join in because he has been off for the last few weeks but he had a place in all the races. He did the normal running race, the backwards race, the jumping race and others; all in his manual chair with Gillian pushing him. He absolutely loved it! He had so much fun, he won a certificate and a medal and even won a special award for joining in to the best of his ability which was a coconut! He was incredibly proud of the coconut, tomorrow we’re going to decorate it and put a face on it. I’m very grateful that his nursery made sure he could join in. It was lovely to see him with all his little friends, as soon as he got there he had a crowd of kids around him everyone was very excited to see him. After long discussions with one of his lovely respiratory consultants we’ve decided to keep him off nursery until after the summer holidays to give him a chance to build up and also get another injection under his belt. He’s desperate to get back but we’ll have a super fun summer holiday first!

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A little update…

So we’ve been quiet, guess why! We’re back in hospital wooo 🙄

Rexy started with a cough last week and we ended up in A&E last Friday night and we’ve been here since. In that time Rexy has been refusing to eat and the pressures have gone up on his bipap so unfortunately the dreaded NG tube has gone back in. To be honest I’m not surprised he hasn’t wanted to eat, he’s not been feeling well, has been on a gruelling physio regime which involves suctioning the back of his mouth and top of his throats which must be so sore, on a load of antibiotics and then hospital food which is enough to make anyone not want to eat! So he’s doing loads better now and had been off his bipap most of the day and even went shopping to choose clothes for Baby Sister. There was talk of him going home in the morning but when he’s gone to sleep he’s needed that little bit of oxygen and I don’t want to take him anywhere without one night of no oxygen and a day off vent. Although Rexy has been really good during this stay it’s been far more stressful than usual as Baby Sister is arriving this coming Wednesday, at a different hospital! We tried moving my care here but they can’t fit us in so we have no choice but to stick to the original plan. Hopefully Rexy will be home and the AMAZING respiratory physio Laura has trained MeeMaw how to do all of his chest physio so MeeMaw and Granda can now look after Rexy so we don’t need to worry about anything on the day. 

We’ve entered Rexy into a competition on Facebook for the Cheekiest Child on a local photography studios page so if you’re on FB please follow the link and in the comments ‘like’ Rexy’s Olaf picture. We could win a £50 voucher towards a session which would be really lovely. Also pop a like on Capture the Rainbow’s page 🌈

Happy Father’s Day

Parenthood is far from what we expected but we wouldn’t change it for the world. Everyone always tells me how amazing James is as a dad and I have to agree, from the minute we found out we were pregnant he was totally hands on. From birth he was helping with every midnight feed, we had a nightmare breastfeeding so he’d wake up with me, feed Rexy when I expressed. He did this every single night even in early shifts. He works long hours then takes over from me when he gets in to give me a rest, when he’s on late shift he gets up with Rexy so I can sleep. He’s the only person I know can care for Rexy like me. He’s never leaves his bedside when he’s in hospital, he never misses an important appointment. He has my back when I’m on the warpath, no matter how crazy I’m being. I’d be completely lost without him, we’re a team!

He also likes to do crazy challenges for charities that help Rexy. This year is no different! On the 11th September (the day before we go on holiday) James will run from our house in New Hartley to Newcastle, he’ll then run the Great North Run which ends in South Shields, he’ll then run from South Sheilds back home to Hartley (I think he plans on getting the ferry from South to North Shields). All in all it’s about 34 miles or something! He’s chosen The Great North Children’s Hospital as his charity, as you know they have saved Rexy’s life on more than one occasion, they provide him with excellent care and are one of the only hospitals to provide all their Type 1 children with Spinraza. The PICU, respiratory and muscle teams are second to none and we’ll be eternally grateful for the doctors, nurses and physios that fight for our son. If you want to sponsor this ridiculous challenge please click the link, https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/james-hutchinson8?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=socsponmobile&utm_content=james-hutchinson8&utm_campaign=post-sponsorship-donation-mobile

Me and Rexy will probably be at the GNCH tent at the end of the GNR if you want to say hello x

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Back to nursery 

Super scary as always after he’s been poorly but Rexy went back to nursery yesterday and has settled in again like he’s never been away! All together he was off 1 week at home ill, 2 in hospital then the half term holiday. Today when I took him in he was pretty tired and when I picked him up again he was completely exhausted, so much so that he had a complete meltdown and slept most of the afternoon. I’m hoping it’s just because he’s tired and he’s not coming down with another bug. 

He had a pretty tough week last week as 4 weeks of very strong antibiotics have played absolute havoc with his poor tummy but hopefully we turned a corner at the weekend and he hasn’t complained since Friday. It’s so hard after watching your child go through the trauma in hospital to then have to deal with the aftermath and him suffering due to medicine. 

Weeks and weeks ago we had a new seat for the house delivered, Rexy has had seating issues since the end of last year! He was too big for his Bug seat, which he also had to use as both a wheelchair and seat in the house which I’ve never been 100% happy with. We went to wheelchair services last November and chose his new wheelchair, this choice had to go before various panels and we received it just before his birthday. We’ve been using his new wheelchair as his seat in the house as I can’t lift it into the car (we’ve been waiting for his WAV) and unless he’s out with both of us we’ve been having to use his old Bug seat out and about, not ideal! We had a new specialist seat for home delivered weeks and weeks (possibly even months) ago but we haven’t been allowed to use it until the rep set it up properly so eventually this was set up today. He looks amazing in it but isn’t amused by having to use his harness. We get his WAV tomorrow so we’ll be able to use his new wheelchair properly too! 

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We’re home 

So on Friday Rexy was released from hospital, hooray! He spent almost 2 weeks in hospital, he tested positive for rhinovirus which is just a posh name for the common cold. Even with the higher bipap pressures and relentless physio the bottom of his left lung collapsed again! That bottom left base is a bugger tbh, it always seems to be where we have the issues. Physios worked their magic though and got it reinflated pretty quickly, they are freaking amazing!! We had a few ropey nights where I thought shit we’re going to PICU we need the big life support vents but nope those awesome physios got him sorted and he stayed on ward. 

Although we’ve been in hospital Rexy hasn’t really been unwell, which sounds odd but it’s true. No temperatures, no increased work in breathing, no general poorlyness. If he hadn’t been hooked up to a sats monitor other than a bit of a cough you wouldn’t know! Usually if he’s ill I can look at him and without the monitors I know his numbers, I can tell by how ill he looks and how hard he’s breathing but not this time! Even physios commented that his numbers and his bright and cheery wellness just didn’t correlate. Everyone, doctors, consultants, nurses and physios mentioned how he’s so much stronger now! We can only presume it’s down to Spinraza. 

He even went through a video fluoroscopy (procedure where they X-ray as he’s eating and drinking so they can make sure everything is going where it should be) and for the first time in almost six months we’re allowed to give him drinks again and once he regains the weight he lost being ill his ng tube will be going and we’re going to try going back to 100% oral feeds as there’s no danger. 

We’d like to thank everyone for the kind messages and Lego cards. Today he finished his collection, we still have lots of swaps so these will be passed on to other children. 

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Obviously we owe even more to our lovely friends at Great North Children’s Hospital so I’ll eventually release details of James’s crazy Great North Run challenge tomorrow, we hope you can support our amazing hospital!

Update 

If you know us in real life you’ll probably know that Rexy’s currently in hospital. We came in on Sunday night with low o2 but very well. We had the option to stay in or go home (with the warning that we’d most likely be back), we stayed and Rexy has become gradually more unwell. We had been dealing with an upper respiratory infection at home for a week before coming in, now it’s moved to his lungs. As he’s now so much stronger this admission is very different from previous ones, he’s on the respiratory ward rather than PICU. He’s having intensive chest physio and antibiotics and today they will most likely start Percussionaire (a bizarre machine that shakes the lungs from the inside). He’s been in very high spirits although the physio is really taking its toll on him now. We’re lucky to be looked after by Newcastle’s Great North Children’s Hospital (within the RVI) as they have a fantastic understanding of the very specialist care an SMA child needs. I didn’t update sooner as I honestly thought this would be a flying visit but it looks like he’s going to be in for the foreseeable future. 

Spinraza Update and #TreatSMA

I haven’t don’t a proper update for a while, I’ve just had so much to sort out and organise I just haven’t had the time. 

So yesterday Rexy had his 4th dose of Spinraza, and has now completed the ‘loading’ phase of the treatment. This happens at the beginning where he had four treatments very close together. From now on we go to maintenance doses which are 3 injections per year, next treatment will be in August. It’s a relief that we won’t be putting him through this as regularly now. It’s a lot for a preschooler to have to go through. 

Before our injection yesterday he had another filmed physio assessment and although refused to really perform showed improvement compared to the one before the first. We knew he had improved but it’s nice to have it I guess confirmed officially. The consultant and neuromuscular physio were very happy with him. Especially the doctor we saw yesterday (Michela) as she hadn’t seen him since he was at his worst in PICU so she was ecstatic to see him doing so well and looking so healthy. Michela is very special to us, she diagnosed Rexy and has been a great support to us. It was so lovely to spend time with her on a happier occasion. 

We managed to keep Rexy a lot calmer than usual yesterday, a huge box of arts and crafts materials including Rexy’s most favourite in the whole world, glue; kept him entertained in the morning then we traveled to theatre on the bed with his tablet and headphones which he kept on right until anaesthetic. Again the procedure was done and he was back in recovery within minutes.

After he was properly awake and had some food he was completely hyper, he never stopped chattering on and being silly. This continued all the way home, right up to well passed bedtime. Somehow he had the energy to be playing the bloody recorder at 7.30pm. Usually on hospital days he falls asleep in the car, I was sure Newcastle’s rush hour would send him off but nope!

We got to spend a little time yesterday afternoon with C, a gorgeous type 2 local boy and his mam and brother as they were in for clinic. We’ve met in real life before briefly and I talk to him mam online but it was lovely to be able to chat properly. Unfortunately C can’t access Spinraza, which is completely heartbreaking, research from trials has shown it can have a great impact on type 2 and 3s also but the drug company only allows type 1s on the EAP and it’s not yet licensed here. I really wanted to talk about this a little bit…

The whole SMA type thing is a really complicated issue, back in the day you had your type by the age of diagnosis, then they realised that wasn’t the best way of doing it so now doctors give you a type by the milestone you reach, type 1s never sit unaided, type 2s can sit unaided but never walk, type 3s walk at some time but they’ll most likely lose this ability. There’s also type 0s that stop moving or have very limited movement in the womb, these babies don’t usually survive and type 4 which is adult onset. So on paper this seems a very sensible, logical way of classifying the severity of the condition BUT and this is a huge huge but there is a such a huge difference of abilities and strength just within a type; take Rexy for example, he is a very strong 1, he’s borderline type 2 the only thing stopping him being a type 2 is his inability to sit unaided. Respiratory wise he’s also pretty strong, he only uses bipap for sleep he swallows, manages secretion and talks, he spends his days able to be upright, he holds his oxygen saturation with no increased work of breathing as any other child would unless unwell. He’s miles away from a typical type 1 but also miles away from a typical 2. So up until now unless you wanted to get onto a clinical trial (and as long as you’re under a hospital that really understands SMA, this is a massive point but a story for another day) type wasn’t such a big deal, I mean obviously you didn’t want to be a type 1, just google and you’ll know why but really it was just a number but now things are different. So to be eligible for the EAP the patient has to have a certain genetic mutation (most SMAers have this particular mutation), have shown symptoms before six months and be a type 1. So now think about this from the point of view of a 2, probably have that mutation, probably saw signs something wasn’t quite normal before 6 months but at some point they’ve sat unaided. This might have been only once, they might have had this ability for only a few weeks but this stops access to the EAP. This isn’t just an issue for borderline patients but all, the drug (although it affect all patients differently) could mean the difference between using a power chair or a manual chair, constantly falling over or walking, having multiple chest infections a year or having a cough that can keep the chest clear. It could be the opportunity to be more independent and it could be the difference between life and death for all types. Last week the EMA recommend the drug for broad use across all types, we now have to wait for a second recommendation from another European board then NICE and the NHS will look at the evidence to make a decision here. The evidence it works is strong, but the timeframe the evidence was gathered was relatively short and another thing to consider is Spinraza is the 3rd most expensive drug that has ever been manufactured. We’ve got a long way to go and probably a big fight. Team Rexy will be supporting the #TreatSMA campaign, who believe that all SMA patients have the right to be able to access this drug if they want to. We believe that no matter of age or type all patients deserve it and no restrictions should be placed on access and we need it as quickly as possible. Evidence shows the quicker the patient receives treatment the better the results. So stay tuned for updates!

Right so if you’re still reading I’ll get back to the Kwondo! We’ve seen huge huge improvements with the treatment but I wanted to do a proper roundup of our results after the 4th loading dose, so I’ll update in the next couple of weeks. Tomorrow is a big day for Rexy, he turns 3! Only 6 months ago we were in PICU unsure we’d ever reach this milestone and now he’s stronger than ever. We know we have the RVI’s Great North Children’s Hospital to thank for this so James will be taking part in his own (completely ridiculous) Great North Run challenge to say thank you and raise well needed funds for them. I’ll post details once he’s got it all totally worked out and after I’ve pointed out a few more times that it’s a crazy idea, but apparently the GNR wasn’t a challenge for him 😱