When is the time I will know in my mind Where is the place I will then leave behind Where is true love I know I will find Stop chasing Stop looking Stop pushing the issue If you force it It's never real If you fake it You'll never feel So many questions So many directions So what do I do...
So keep on cruisin Do whatever you feel Only in your heart Will you know when life's real Don't let anyone Stand in the way Get what you want Out of every day If you aren't enjoying life Why are you living it If you don't feel fulfilled You shouldn't just quit Quit your monotony Quit your routine Start your revolution Tremble your scene Push yourself Push your direction Push your expectations No fear of rejection Get up now Start your head Stop the predictability Of where you've been led Don't lie to your family Don't lie to your friends Don't lie to yourself It's time this must end Goals have become Set into stone No one can help you Now you're alone Harness your rage That burned so damn bright Wake up from this coma Get up and fight
How do I say What you've wanted to hear How can I be The one you want near How do you approach this Without any fear So scared of this Every damn time So fucking scared I'm losing my mind I brush it all off Because I don't need it I lie to myself So I justify leaving it Why am I like this When will this stop When will I be Back up on the top Those times are golden So calm and so warm I've already had some And now I want more I search and destroy Anything I can find Because I still think Of what happened that time It won't happen now Because I won't let it I won't get involved And I always regret it I'm so jealous Of some that I see I look all around Why can't it be me The exitement The chase The ultimate goal Or the fling The fun And some loud rock and roll Go for the good ones Or go for the bad I'm just not sure now On which side I stand Keep searching and searching Please don't ever stop Just keep your eyes open And you'll be back on the top
New scenes Old scenes Talkin' to everyone he sees Time is Flyin' Who knows where he'll be What did he do What did he say He's had way too much Where does he go Who does he know He's the other me His mouth is way too big His songs are out of key His funds are neverending He's the other me I hear stories I've seen pictures Of all his reckless wander I've got history I've got scars Of all his careless judgement He is so fun And he loves everyone He's the other me Balls to the wall He feels ten feet tall He's the other me I'll see you at the club He'll meet you at the pub And we'll be there till close
So far away from me to be happy So far away to give me enough time So far away Why can't I stay Just one more day I don't want to...walk away So close to you that we can talk so long So close to you that we know something's there So close to you I can't wait to See this through to the very end So close So far Too close Too far Not close Not far What the hell is going on here? I never would've believed this I never would've imagined it I never saw this coming I've never felt this before... So awkward and fun So new and unfamiliar So gorgeous and cool So what's happenin in my head? So far away from you to be happy So far away to give you enough time So far away Why can't you stay Just one more day I don't want you to...walk away So close to me that we can talk so long So close to me that we know something's there So close to me Why can't we be I know you see the start of something...amazing
So close to her So far from her I don't wanna wait I know it's there I just don't care If there is someone else You know you want me Quit fuckin with my head I know I want you I can't think of nothin else She's been there before She'll hide no more She said she wanted me If it could start If she'd trust her heart I'd show her a new world You know you want me Quit fuckin with my head I know I want you I can't think of nothin else Who is he? What did he do to deserve you Where is he? He's not here when you need him How is he? Ever gonna make you happy Why can't you? See the light Don't forget What you felt Don't regret What you said You know you want me Quit fuckin with my head I know I want you I can't think of nothin else I think I'm in love...
Today will tell what tomorrow will bring The life to live is here The time to move is now I could be so happy If only I knew how If it wasn't for the good times I wouldn't still be here If it wasn't for the bad times I couldn't live now without fear Yesterday has made me who I am I can see this ending And I fear all the rest The comfort I maintain Is that I'll do my best When is the climax The peak to my whole life The end to my story The next chapter begins...
Stumble through this month And all the rest to come Without any drive I just don't feel alive With my eyes always closed And my mind always shut I never feel alert But I guess it's always worked How did I make it here I really haven't tried that hard Everyone is proud so far I know I've cheated me I'll have something to show Doesn't mean I really know Am I the only one Who knows it's all constructed I jumped through all the hoops I played all the games Just another day Just another way Do people ever stop And step out of their life Or is it just repeating Is it just routine
So you spent the night In my room one day So we didn't know The next day what to say So we kept in touch By phone by mail someway So we started it I asked you said OK I meant what I said You felt what I meant We liked how it felt I'm so sorry I'm fucked up So you asked if I Wanted to go somewhere So I said Hell yeah I'll be there So we left Everything without a care So together We went everywhere I tried my best To be there for you I tried my best Not to hurt you I want so bad Just to talk to you It has drawn me to tears.....
So I made a choice For me and for you My fucked up head I didn't want to put you through I tried so hard I just didn't know what to do To leave us So I could still know you So she says I'm comin back to town So she says I don't want you around So she goes And kicks me while I'm down So he says What did I do to deserve this? You know who I am You knew who I was Don't act like I'm some jerk Who was using you for love I care so much I proved that before I can't prove it now Cause I can't see you no more You can always count on me If only you'd let it be More than it is right now Don't write me? Don't call me? Don't forget Don't forget our times Friends before It became more I'm sorry for Following my heart
Who is this man in front of me Who is this girl taking him Is he being himself Can she take the test Where is this man going Where is she moving him Can she support him Will she hurt him She stands the trial Many times over She is sentenced By the toughest judge She never knew she was watched The details, the overall She seems too perfect Is this honesty, is this genuine She stood firm She was always there I have a sister And she a new brother I see no lines This man is changing She is the motivation This man is maturing? Is this possible At home we played We were powerful We were super-heroes We were kings Inseparable in our kingdom Unstoppable in our world With a heart of pure gold And a personality that will not stop He will bring a smile He will touch your soul With never-ending kindness And genuine consideration She will make you feel welcome She will warm your heart Their interests will hold them as one They are artists In song, in act, in expression, in performance Their chosen path is molding Molding young people They were young people when they met They have grown so much together They have molded each other Their job was well done This union is strong This union will last In a new life together They will change the world As we once were at home They are now Inseparable in their kingdom Unstoppable in their world
What will we be tomorrow Will you still remember me What will we be tomorrow I can't wait to see Will you be here Do you have fear Do you have faith in me I need you near Can we shift gears Will you stay with me What will we be tomorrow Will you still remember me What will we be tomorrow I can't wait to see Can't you see more Please don't ignore What you feel for me I need you so I can't let you go Did you ever love me
Prove yourself Show your might Show me what you're worth tonight Show me that you deserve my girl Are you as tough as me Can you see Just how much she means to me Even though I've left her on her own When I'm there She has no...cares When you're not She needs you...so When I'm there I make her...happy Do something Or give it...up Move on Move on down Stop wastin her fuckin time Or step up and take back what's mine She lost hers She needs you Just do what you said you'd do Or stop claiming her as...yours
We leave somehow We think the past We fake the now But it won't last We miss the days When we would play Those days are done And gone away I will find the route to where I'm going Prove to myself to live by showing Find the reason why I've been growing Why the hell am I here? I look at where I am right now I know that I'll get through somehow I question why I'm even trying Cause I can't steer this plane I'm flying Tomorrow will show me where I'll be But I can't hardly wait to see I live my life from day to day But the big picture just blows me away Everyone pushes me so hard But they can't even deal me the card That I need to see if I will win This scary game of life I'm in I'm runnin away I'm leavin today Take this life and throw it away Crawl into my bottle world Before my whole life's flag's unfurled Forget this place This life's a waste There must be a better way Forget these rules I feel like a fool I will not stay in this day It's time to escape...
You've come so far You've put some thought Into this trip Into my world When you got here It was so weird We didn't remember How we were friends What the hell has happened here Why don't I feel like I know you now We used to spend every day together I struggle now just to talk to you We grew apart so quickly so Lets see what will happen now We can talk about when we were kids And all that stupid shit we did Growing up Changing fast Forgetting all about the past I'll call you up So we go out I don't even know what to talk about Sometimes I think About high school nights I wonder if we played them right Growing up Changing fast Forgetting all about the past You had the status I don't remember you So now you act Like we are cool You never spoke a word Until we met up in a new life Now you pretend like we are friends All I can think is what the hell? Growing up Changing fast Forgetting all about the past
Bovine unbalancing precedure: Step 1 - approach bovine containment facility* *(scan immediate and surrounding area for disgruntled bovine managers or caretakers) Step 2 - enter bovine containment facility and direct oneself to slumbering bovine nearest the unbalancer* *(continue to scan immediate area for previous reasons and now for any bovine excremental mounds which may impede movement and convert unbalancer into a letharge)
Step 3 – traverse through bovine containment facility en route to nearest bovine and cease movement 8.75 ft from target body* *(while traversing, continue to scan area for reasons disclosed in step one and step two; unbalancer must be adamant about distance measurement due to the bovine’s ability to dispense lactate at high velocity which may be directed at unbalancer’s corneal region; it may be in best interests of said unbalancer to bring ocular tactical defensive duraflex shields [or OTDDS’s to veteran unbalancers] to protect corneal lens and ocular cavity, and multiple doses of lactaid if unbalancer happens to be lactose intolerant)
Step 4 – place one upper extremity (small body of phalanges) on earthen region approximately 2.34 feet ahead of lower extremity of same side (R or L orientation) and lower shoulder whilst directing it toward the pivotal unbalancing location on said bovine; this point is located between the six and seventh rib and is exactly 19 inches from spinal region* *(when lowering body of phalanges to earthen region continue to be aware of immediate and surrounding areas for any disgruntled caretakers, any excremental mounds, and never neglect optical contact with target bovine; at this time unbalancer is in an extremely vulnerable position in reference to weight and speed ratios in comparison to target bovine; unbalancer must remain firm, intense, and prepared for anything)
~WARNING~ the orientation the unbalacer now occupies leaves them defenseless to rapid fire high velocity lactate, excremental fluids, or solids; unbalancer is also grossly out-weighed, out-numbered, and will be unable to accelerate to the speed of a bovine.
~NOTE~ if unbalancer is still prepared, mentally sound, and physically able continue to follow these written instructions.
When today Has gone away I will not say I miss you When I remember Last December I wanna say I miss you I love you so I need you so I hate you so Fuck you I miss you so I want you so I avoid you so I'll forget
