Ah. For you the dust doesn’t settle. Yes, I like that Jewish debate trait: Rachel Held Evans says, “While Christians tend to turn to Scripture to end a conversation, Jews turn to Scripture to start a conversation.”

Bitching & arguing with god is a Jewish thing. I always liked that about Judaism.

Being bipolar, choosing my emotions isn’t always an option. But yes, you can choose your emotions & fight the ones that are creating problems.

I left Christianity amicably, yet, for now I’m retaining God (if there is such a thing) because I need someone to bitch at and argue and wrestle with. Isn’t that what the Bible is suggesting?