So, I noticed that it has been exactly a month since the last time I said I was going to do better. And guess what…I haven’t. I’ve been horrible and terrible and ravenously pig-esque, It’s just ugly. I’ve come to the point of utter disgust with myself. I’ve come to the point of…
NO MORE. I just can’t feel this gross anymore. I refuse to let my BODY control me. I am in control of my BODY, not the other way around. So here were are. FULL DISCLOSURE.
I am up to 185. Yes I’ve been higher. But still….eww for me.
Bust: 43
Waist: 39
Hips: 43
Thigh: 25.5
Calf: 15
Both Arms (at bicep): 12
As of today….NO MORE:
Sugar, colas, sugary drinks in general.
Cheese. (It’s true. It is addicting. More on that later.)
Chips, cookies and trash food.
Animals. Aside from maybe a fish. Still undecided.
Bullshit excuses. That’s my biggest weakness. Bullshit reasons for why I have come to this point. I actually wrote about them on the first draft. But my child pushed some key on the keyboard, erasing the whole blog. And for that I am thankful. Because it was just a long list of BS.
Here I am. Sick of being a fat ass. Again. But most of all, sick of standing in my own way. No more. IT BEGINS NOW.





