Listen up children and I will tell you something that no longer has a place in this world.

Of the powers that man has access to there is the power “inside” there is the power “held” and there is the power “outside”. That is, either you are making use of some part of yourself, you are making use of something else like a tool, or you are being made use of yourself. This is “my self, my blade, my god”.

A person has the right to change their hand into a blade, or to take a blade into their hand, because they are already the blade of god.

Have you ever experienced it? A desperate situation with no way out? Maybe you cried out or maybe without realizing it, everything was already over somehow. That’s what I mean by the power “outside”. Some people say they can call upon it, but for most it is calling upon them.

I have turned my eyes away from the secrets of this world so I can not say if god loves us or hates us or does nothing with us or uses us for amusement. But I have seen god and it is terrible to live that way. “The blade in the hand, the blade in the heart, the relinquished blade”. Even if you’re aware of it, you can’t avoid that bad joke, you can’t stop the cycle from repeating.

But don’t worry because none of this matters anymore. People don’t really care about the meaning of power, and god isn’t really important. Some day my words will be glimpsed and no one will know what they mean. I wish I could see that world, where the only one to remember god is my own self.