Yesterday I was in the midst of such a trivial task I don’t even recall what it was, but it required me to use a calculator to solve a math problem. Doing so was easy enough, even the likes of me can use a calculator to get the right answer. But afterwards a thought struck me that anything that people can’t do on their own is totally pointless. Advanced mathematics/physics, computers, synthesized music, flying, all of it. Actually all of those other ones are resultant from math and physics anyway so perhaps I’m just yet another person saying math is ultimately pointless. Forget about that for now.
I can easily imagine a lot of people, perhaps everyone who reads this, disagreeing with that on some level and I don’t really care. I thought about using the potential catastrophic outcome of global warming as an example of how pointless things have all been but there’s probably no way to prove that it’s humanity’s fault. Actually the fact that I myself can not come to a conclusion on that with my own knowledge and abilities might be an example of what I’m saying.
I will admit that in my life I have enjoyed myself and I’m making use of all these things I can’t do myself right now so I’m a hypocrite. I will also admit that if it weren’t for these pointless things I wouldn’t still be alive so I am an ingrate. However I can say without a doubt that everything I’ve done in my life has also been pointless. Do you really feel differently? I hope that you do. But if not then consider what you can do with your own power and see if it satisfies you a little bit more.
I don’t have enough vitality left to change the way I live my life and I’m not going to elaborate on or delve further into this matter here again. But I don’t have anything left other than an occasional thought to share with the world so I might as well do that right?