So here I am, heart broken open and bleeding once again. Surely the only reason I’m here is to destroy it completely. Well the beauty of glass is that it’s easily recycled, and there’s nothing that says it can’t be remade stronger than ever.

What do I have to say? Oh what can I say? Only everything, only anything… to me.

Wow you know what that sounds like the end of a song to me. And here I didn’t think I had any poetic ability in me at all but the truth was all along that I simply have never tried. Well you learn something new every day right?

God that’s such a joke, that saying. Traditionally I’m not traditional but I am romantic, which brings me counter to scientific in theory. However at the end of the day science is basically about knowledge and the pursuit of learning, which happens to be what I’m all about too. So, in reality I mingle with scientific and it’s my understanding science has something to say about learning. Without going into the messy details, rather than learning only one new thing or even ten or a hundred or a thousand new things a day, it’s more like you’re learning bajillions of new things an instant. The flow of data within the brain is so great as to be incalculable at present time, with speculation being made that it never will be calculable for a variety of reasons. Anyway an arguement could be made to discount that since for the most part the data brought in is not, for lack of a better term, intellectual. While of course the original saying I used is entirely philosophical and to a certain degree implies that the thing learned is intellectual. However fuck that. I already don’t remember how the brain is supposed to work, what part is responsible for what we call “thought” and all that.

Speaking of which fuck this, I’m too tired to write anything good and I seem to have fallen victim to a terrible migraine all of a sudden.