Hello Carbs!

So I ditched the SBD diet as of yesterday and am now watching my intake – small meals broken up through the day. We shall see how this works. I’m was at 129.2 lbs this morning. But I don’t really trust that scale too much. I’m logging using caloriecount.com. To follow Rujuta’s diet, I know I need to grocery shop big time. I kind of have done well so far following her principles. V8 within 30 mins of waking up. Oatmeal for breakfast at 9:30. Lunch at 11 was half a cup rice with tofu curry (Thai style). I was proud of getting a to go box at lunch because I was full at about half way through. I’ll have the second half in about an hour. Last night, I encouraged hubby and myself to have dinner before 8. So have some of the principles down – will need to work on the rest slowly and steadily. I feel good about this! I really need to add exercise in somehow. Oh, also I was at the doctor’s this morning – my thyroid is out of whack. I need to get on medicine most likely – I answered ‘yes’ to most symptoms. So…..it looks like this will be something to take care of pretty quickly here.

More tomorrow! Public diaries are good, huh.

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Day 9 – SBD log

The weekend was hard! First of all, on Friday, I had a rough day at work. Broke down and had 2 donuts, a beer over lunch with my hubby and my favourite sandwich at Gordon’s. So there – blew it. But what I was proud of was that I put that behind me and continued the rest of the weekend to follow the SBD guidelines. I dont want to punish myself or feel guilty if I broke a rule here and there. That is what I had told myself when I started. I rather make this a long term thing. Also, both hubby and I look forward to our Friday lunch dates. Our only meal without Arjun 😀 I did not weigh myself this morning – a victory by itself. I want to break out of this habit. I have a BIG meeting at 11…. a very personal and emotional one at work. I think I will survive it because I’ve told myself I will. Also, there are bigger things in life to be worried about – losing an opportunity at a position that I deserve is not going to be the ditch I want to die in. Later folks!

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Day 5 – SBD still on

Feeling good today. Still not feeling starved. Had V-8 within 10 mins of waking up (following Rujuta’s advice here), scrambled eggs with coffee for breakfast. Met a friend for lunch and had a Greek salad with black bean soup. I think the rest of the day will go fine. I will have my almonds and cheese stick as snacks between now and dinner. There is a carrot cake sitting in the office kitchen that looks very tempting. But I think I’ll stay away from it since I’ve done pretty good so far. I did eat some grapes as I was feeding Arjun last night, but again – I’m not following the diet to a ‘T’… if I eat some here and there, I’m not worried. 9 more days of this and then will be trying Rujuta’s way of life.

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SBD Day 4

It is only 9 am. Got to work late.. missed a meeting.. have loads to do today, but I thought I’d start off with logging how my ‘diet’ is going. Feel good actually. Yesterday’s menu was scrambled eggs and coffee for breakfast, almonds for a morning snack, ceaser salad with brocolli and cheese soup (yeah, that may have not been allowed in the SBD diet, but who cares), a cheese stick for afternoon snack… and then dinner. Dinner was besan roti with cabbage sabzi. Dinner is my toughest meal because I see Reddy Saab having his rotis with sabzi, yogurt, pickle and ofcourse the beer.. and that gets me totally distracted. But I told myself that I’m sticking to 2 weeks of this no matter what! The besan roti helps a lot with feeling like I’m eating solid roti like thingys. Overall, my goal for these 2 weeks is to get myself under control to where I am fully aware of what I’m putting into my system. I am not starving so far… my stomach is feeling lighter and I feel more energetic. So lets see how far this goes. Again – if I don’t stick to the rules on one occasion, I’m not going to kill myself about it. Conscious decision not to 🙂 After the 2 weeks, I’m going to post my weight so whoever reads this knows where I’m at. Then the plan is to follow Rujuta’s principles. I think 2 weeks is enough time to finish her book that I have had on my nightstand for over a month now 😦 THAT I hope becomes my lifestyle. Fitting in exercise is the next hurdle.

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South Beach – Day 3

132.2 lbs on 7/24/2011. Disgusting. Have been stuffing my face with everything and it is time to change that (again!). Why can I not be one of those people who makes healthy eating their lifestyle!!? What does it take to change how you’ve been living?? A health scare? Not sure. But I am once again on the South Beach. Plan is to “cleanse” for 2 weeks – no carbs that is. After that, I want to follow this 2-hour snacking diet/lifestyle change. I forget who the author of this book is, but it is who Katrina follows. I have her book and that is what I want to try next. Try, try and try until you find something that works for you 😀

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Progress finally!

After a tough 2 weeks on the SBD plan, weighed myself this morning and recorded 128.6. 7 pounds lost!! I feel incredibly proud of myself. Today is going to be a challenge though. There’s this wonderful chocolate cake sitting on a friend’s desk at work.. a birthday celebration and that is all I can think of. What do I tell myself to resist taking a dive into it? 🙂 Maybe I’ll have a piece and go home and workout to make up for it. Who knows. But I know there is no way I want any of the weight lost to creep back again. Feeling great, you guys!!

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The Scale and Me

I’m forever fighting my weight. I know the ins and outs of diets and working out. But doing it is a whole different thing. I was reading a blog recently and the writer talks about how eating healthy and working out has become her ‘thing to do’. I sat there wondering how easy losing weight would be if you get excited about all of it. Weighed myself this week because I could feel it – when I’m most comfortable in my night gowns and don’t ever feel like getting out because that involves changing clothes, something is off. I weighed 136.5 lbs. Heaviest I’ve been over the last few years excluding my pregnancy year. So, what to do. I decided to start on the South Beach Diet. Yeah, don’t tear your hair out saying it will not work, the weight will come back etc etc. I’ve been getting this from practically everyone. I need a jump start and the SBD is it I think. I don’t know of other Indian bloggers that have followed the SBD diet.  I’m trying to find some so I know how they’re doing it, recipes etc. I’ve added a page to my blog with the hope that it will keep me on track and somewhat answerable to all of you 🙂 So poke me if you think I’m slipping. I’ll be weighing in once a week on Wednesdays. Hopefully this time will be the charm. Wish me luck!!

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What I want to do

See, for the last few months, I’ve been dragging myself to work. Just don’t find it interesting. Very blah actually. The most interesting part of my going to work has become listening to the Kidd Kraddick in the Morning show. I really get into their conversations and if I had the time would’ve got online to see who I was listening to etc etc.  On my way back home, I’m thinking about all the errands I have to run OR I daydream about what it would be like to be real skinny and not have to worry about diets and exercise. Anyway, so I’ve been wondering what it would’ve been like to be doing something you feel passionately about. To be interested and motivated in the work you do. My dad is a writer, a poet and he has so much passion for it. He wrote me the other day saying he is up at 4 am these days (he is almost 70 years old!) to finish some of his writing. And here I am – young and shamelessly loving every minute I spend on the couch watching T.V. That is probably what I’m interested in doing the most. Apart from sleeping. I was talking to hubby on the subject last night and he asked me what I was actually interested in doing. He’s into history and we both know that if not for the ching ching ching factor he would be a historian. My passion – I DON’T KNOW!! How sad can that be. How many of us actually spend all our lives not knowing what we’re actually interested in doing?? How much more fruitful and rewarding would life be if we were all doing what we wanted to do. Something I’ve learnt from the American way of living. Most people I read about and see in everday lives are into what they’re doing. You can hear it when they report the news from the middle of nowhere, you can see it in their photography, you can see it in how they make their documentaries, you can …….. hold on – everything I just said relates to being creative, does it not? Hmm.. maybe there is something there? Sigh. Can there not be a sign from up above that says “Woman, here is what you feel passionate about.. now do it!”.

That is as exploring as I am 🙂 Blink, blink.

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Southbeach – Do it or not?

So I have atleast 20 pounds to lose from the  pregnancy. Being fat is in my genes and I have to constantly fight it. Diets, exercise, a lot of self-talking later, I may lose some weight. The best thing about being pregnant was that I could eat – guilt-free. I am trying to get away from that and remind myself that I no longer have to eat for two. One of my good friends has started on the Southbeach diet. I have heard of it, but have no idea what it involves. She says she has lost 4 pounds in 2 weeks. Hmm.. that got me thinking.

[Just writing about this diet stuff makes me hungry by the way]

Should I even bother going online to find out? Or go with the simple math – calories eaten minus calories burnt? I know the key is exercise. But I hate exercising. Right now, I run (try to!) 2 times a week. Run is actually not the right word – it is more like walking quickly 🙂 I mentioned this to one of my colleagues at work and she started bringing me all these running magazines that are piling up on my desk. Hot, skinny women on the cover page ofcourse and people who walk up to my desk thinking what in the world.. such a mismatch. I take a peek sometimes and wonder how these women run at 2 pm in the afternoon, while all I’d want to do is sleep. Do they really enjoy it??

Got to start something. I’ve been thinking weight loss for sometime now, but no action. Maybe I’ll put up some tracking system up on my blog so I feel more accountable? Hmmm.

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I’ve been obsessing about….

1. The house. I want to stain the kitchen cabinets, the wood floors and the bathroom cabinets. This seems more doable than exercise and so I’m making it my thing to obsess about. For now atleast. Reddy Saab is more intersted in buying a flat screen TV and installing it above the fireplace. I’m not so into this because I don’t think I can crane my neck up to watch TV! And so the disagreement begins at Home Depot. After 30 mins of discussion, Reddy Saab comes up with a list of “wants”, “needs” and “nice to haves”, prioritizes them and assigns duties. You take a wild guess on how many he’s responsible for. None! I realized this after jumping up and down about his newfound interest and enthusiasm in remodelling the house. He really should’ve been running this country. Anyway, all in all, I’m browsing HGTV at work, googling and eating my colleageues’ brains about ideas these days wishing I had more creativity. Also, did I mention I’m cheap?

2. Weight Watchers. It worked for me in the past and I’m contemplating getting on the program again. I was just talking to one of my friends about it and she said “Pay me and I’ll note down your weight and give you a speech about what not to do”.. Hmm… yeah, I don’t know why I prefer having a system. Accountability maybe?? Who knows!

3. Finding a play date for Arju. The poor thing needs friends!! I’ve heard there’s Victoria who lives next door, but her parents refuse to make eye contact. So screw them. I wish some of the bloggers I read were here in Dallas 😦 I do have a bias towards women who write well (confession).

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