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am i blind?…………may be!
but i am sure
to be growing blind with each passing day
here each moment create ripples
and i, a sucker of crests
lands in troughs
a fight then begins to drown me
inside my own mysteries
that you created inside me
but the candle that you lighted
inside the dark tunnel
is still glowing
happy as butterfly
shinning as golden twilight in purple haze
the glow makes me to remember our stories
and honestly, I don’t remember what we talked
do we?
but tell me what we talk about when we talk?
inept in giving excuses
i want to tell you
I am always made to believe
i am not wrong
even for the mysteries
that never happened
so I still hold the candle with your memories
thinking you are the right to happen in my life
but the flame just dances
keeping time to hide in waves
flickering mysteries of our memories
not bothering what all I want to say
ranging and roving
but steady, full of mirth
just like escaped you….
]]> https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/03/03/candle/feed/ 0 1194 neilina WEAKNESS https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/24/weakness/ https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/24/weakness/#comments Wed, 24 Feb 2010 09:46:27 +0000 https://neilina.wordpress.com/?p=1192 Continue reading ]]> Sometimes I feel as if all the scratches left by the time has been rubbed. I am now a free, happy fully contented tranquil soul. But few days back, it so happened that I felt to tell everything to one of my friend. We are good friends but after his marriage limits appeared in our relationship. The time we used to spend together, our gossips, our roaming, everything condensed. Anyways every relationship changes with time and it is best to change ourselves accordingly. I don’t know what made me to share everything with him and one day I told him everything about the latest happenings in my life. He didn’t say anything…..no words to soothe you! Just nothing! But he just kept his hand on my head. I love when others keep their hands on my head. I felt so weak and felt how much still I need care and support of someone. I still haven’t grown-up to face everything alone what my life has to offer. I just wanted to hug him there only, on the road and wanted to cry on his shoulder. But I saw the space that time has created. And I continued to walk like a programmed robot.

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A thought…… https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/18/a-thought-2/ https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/18/a-thought-2/#comments Thu, 18 Feb 2010 06:52:15 +0000 https://neilina.wordpress.com/?p=1189 Sometime I just wish that I would have told everything about my life to everyone and I would have enough strength not to repent later for what all I did.

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Smile of the sky :) https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/17/smile-of-the-sky/ https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/17/smile-of-the-sky/#comments Wed, 17 Feb 2010 18:28:25 +0000 https://neilina.wordpress.com/?p=1183

Even if I can never able to see what your eyes say

but I can feel that your smile says everything

telling me how special I am in your life

Isn’t it?

Pic taken from my PG….. today’s moon!

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YOUR STEPS https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/15/your-steps/ https://neilina.wordpress.com/2010/02/15/your-steps/#comments Mon, 15 Feb 2010 11:16:23 +0000 https://neilina.wordpress.com/?p=1180 Continue reading ]]> i have always seen

our footsteps marked on sand

with rusted sunset holding our breath.

and now

when i go alone on that seashore

i always find your footmarks

on turning back

those tidal waves still caress them

as if you are their child

or may be they have their own way

of remembering who once stepped with them.

in same need as God of love

i also want to lay my steps

on those marked steps of yours

but every time those tidal waves

throw me high up in the air

where my heart chokes

with thoughts of meeting the horizon

……may be i was an unwelcome guest in your life

or……may be welcomed one but I overstayed

Sometimes i wonder

what if i again see you somewhere

in that shade of rusted sunset!

will then we still be presuming

being ‘US’ is a mistake

or we would have accepted

it doesn’t matter to our lives!

….but tell me once

which is more worse?

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