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'SUNSET' - JUST A RUSTED SUNRISE!! | clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky – Tagore!
‘SUNSET’ – JUST A RUSTED SUNRISE!!
clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky – Tagore!
Moving to a new wordpress…
May 23, 2010 by neilina
Friends, I am moving to a new wordpress andwon’t be writing anymore on “Sunet – just a rusted sunrise”. I will drop-by in your blog world soon 🙂
Hope you all are doing good!!
By-mistake, if any of you is in love with my writing, please drop me a message for my new site 🙂
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unlike her quiet silent morning song
this morning
the rain came with lyrical spring song
full of those gusty innocent smiles
and every tear like a bubble vanished
as if her life started loving rain even more
she carried each rain drop with perfection
and kept in her asylum of cloudy heart
not always you live for big things in life
but for the smallest thing
like for a rain drop
and to feel the greatest glory of God
and in the end
when purple melancholy was broken
with bright perfect love of sunshine
every rain drop in her heart
wrapped itself so perfectly
that it seemed
nothing has even been touched by her heartbeats
~neilina
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Just a thought….
March 9, 2010 by neilina
You don’t feel lonely when no-one is there but you feel lonely when you need and expect someone to be with you and that someone never takes a turn towards you.
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Random Week Ramblings!
March 8, 2010 by neilina
It really feels so great sometimes when you are in silence with the world, not bothering about what noises are saying about you. And you are a complete chatterbox with yourself. I am loving this feeling. It has given me confidence and happiness.
- Few days back my mom told me about the condition of my grandpa. He is in his late eighties and suffering from some or the other kind of old age illness now. He got blood clot in the brain and few months back when I had gone to my native, he was having a bad time with his heart. When I saw him, I hugged him so tightly for death to surrender. I can count on my fingers the number of occasions we have talked. And now I am scared to see my life’s journey. I know with this growing age I won’t be having everyone with me. There won’t be anyone in my life to whom I can call grandpa. Sometimes you feel, it isn’t the time spend in the relationship that makes it strong, there is some other thing also. And I am missing him now.
- Finally I enrolled myself into Reikhi class. I am really happy for this 🙂
- The weekend was dedicated to Spa and Parlor. First time I am realizing the importance of money after visiting spa… 🙂
- My office is shifted to different building with new project. Although I rarely know people here and but I am enjoying this invisibility. It is a different feeling when you are among strangers.
- I have grown my nails. Doesn’t it feel beautiful to see your manicured hands 🙂
- Friends are still the heartbeats for my happiness. I am really a sucker for this happiness. The moments that hold our songs sung together, the candle night dinner that we landed into, gossips about each and everyone, the gifts, the teasing………….all these have become my favorite memories. Somewhere you realize……..
You say someone:
~ Is a paradox.
~ Is an enigma.
~ Is wired weirdly.
~ Is a madcap.
But you believe someone:
~ Is a good friend.
~ Is a Godsend.
~ Is one who connects.
~ Is humility, humour, honesty personified
~~ And that’s when you want to start believing in *good Karma ~~
Read these lines somewhere. Cheers to friendship!!!
Happy Women’s Day!!! 🙂
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there is still dark at the end of the tunnel
am i blind?…………may be!
but i am sure
to be growing blind with each passing day
here each moment create ripples
and i, a sucker of crests
lands in troughs
a fight then begins to drown me
inside my own mysteries
that you created inside me
but the candle that you lighted
inside the dark tunnel
is still glowing
happy as butterfly
shinning as golden twilight in purple haze
the glow makes me to remember our stories
and honestly, I don’t remember what we talked
do we?
but tell me what we talk about when we talk?
inept in giving excuses
i want to tell you
I am always made to believe
i am not wrong
even for the mysteries
that never happened
so I still hold the candle with your memories
thinking you are the right to happen in my life
but the flame just dances
keeping time to hide in waves
flickering mysteries of our memories
not bothering what all I want to say
ranging and roving
but steady, full of mirth
just like escaped you….
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Sometimes I feel as if all the scratches left by the time has been rubbed. I am now a free, happy fully contented tranquil soul. But few days back, it so happened that I felt to tell everything to one of my friend. We are good friends but after his marriage limits appeared in our relationship. The time we used to spend together, our gossips, our roaming, everything condensed. Anyways every relationship changes with time and it is best to change ourselves accordingly. I don’t know what made me to share everything with him and one day I told him everything about the latest happenings in my life. He didn’t say anything…..no words to soothe you! Just nothing! But he just kept his hand on my head. I love when others keep their hands on my head. I felt so weak and felt how much still I need care and support of someone. I still haven’t grown-up to face everything alone what my life has to offer. I just wanted to hug him there only, on the road and wanted to cry on his shoulder. But I saw the space that time has created. And I continued to walk like a programmed robot.
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A thought……
February 18, 2010 by neilina
Sometime I just wish that I would have told everything about my life to everyone and I would have enough strength not to repent later for what all I did.
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Smile of the sky :)
February 17, 2010 by neilina
Even if I can never able to see what your eyes say
but I can feel that your smile says everything
telling me how special I am in your life
Isn’t it?
Pic taken from my PG….. today’s moon!
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YOUR STEPS
February 15, 2010 by neilina
i have always seen
our footsteps marked on sand
with rusted sunset holding our breath.
and now
when i go alone on that seashore
i always find your footmarks
on turning back
those tidal waves still caress them
as if you are their child
or may be they have their own way
of remembering who once stepped with them.
in same need as God of love
i also want to lay my steps
on those marked steps of yours
but every time those tidal waves
throw me high up in the air
where my heart chokes
with thoughts of meeting the horizon
……may be i was an unwelcome guest in your life
or……may be welcomed one but I overstayed
Sometimes i wonder
what if i again see you somewhere
in that shade of rusted sunset!
will then we still be presuming
being ‘US’ is a mistake
or we would have accepted
it doesn’t matter to our lives!
….but tell me once
which is more worse?
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Where you left your soul………..
If I were to glide my hand over the surface of the rough mountainous terrain Would I know how harshly the world has treated you? Would I know how much you've suffered and the memories of pain that run through your withered wings? I touch the edge of your soul to see the haunted look in your vacant eyes telling me your soul should left long ago when humans used innocence to murder for their cause - Avidesh ShashanniOn the blink….
"It is very hard, some days, to know which way is up. But it is never hard, any day, to know which way is right. "- “To be nobody but yourself in a world which is working night and day to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.” - EE Cummings
- Have you ever wondered which hurts the most-saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had.
- If you knock someone down enough they can forget how to get back up or they simply learn that it's safer to breathe face down on the ground."
- "Unconditional love does not require sacrificing Self. Pride? Yes. Self? Never!"
- "The secret lies in being brave enough everyday, to embrace the truth that whispers constantly from within."
- "My friendship is eternal; My ability to care at all costs is immeasurable; My heart, soul, and spirit's depth belong to only one man; I am a woman of truth even in my humanness; And I will always be perfectly flawed."
- I know not if the voice of man can reach to the sky, I know not if the God will hear if I pray, I know not if the gifts I have will be granted. I know not what will come to pass in future days...........But I hope only good will come from my love to my soul!
- When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long, and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong, just remember, in the winter, far beneath the bitter snow, lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.
- What if you slept? And what if, In your sleep You dreamed? And what if, In your dream, You went to Heaven And there plucked A strange and Beautiful flower? And what if, When you awoke, You had the flower In your hand? Ah... what then? -Samuel Taylor Coleridge
- Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is for you. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
- "Freedom soars on wings outstretched upon the wind of kindness; but limitless is the sky when feathers have been strengthened by honest self reflection."
- All Faith is false, all Faith is true: Truth is the shattered mirror strewen In myriad bits; while each believes his little bit the whole to own. ~ Richard Francis Burton
- But somewhere in my soul, I know I've met the thing before; It just reminded me - that was all! And came my way no more - Emily Dickinson
- WHEN YOU TOUCH ONE THING with deep awareness, you touch everything. -- Thich Nhat Hanh, from "Touching Peace"
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