why I write this…

Sometimes writing helps clear my head; sometimes writing helps get my thoughts in order or put my priorities in right place. I sometimes find that as I write, I’ll go in a completely different direction than I thought I would when I sat down with my laptop, and I sometimes have an “ah ha” moment while I’m typing. Basically, trying to put my thoughts down on “paper” really helps me to look at questions, ideas, and thoughts from many different angles. I’m also putting down these thoughts as they come to me, so if things seem confused then you’re seeing exactly what I’m feeling. I’m not trying to ‘preach’ to anyone, but I am trying to teach myself. So as I come up with ideas, they’ll go from head through the keyboard to these pages. I sometimes sound like I know what I’m talking about and have it all figured out…

Don’t be fooled! Nope, Nada, No way.

And do I practice everything I write about? HA I wish! I’m trying to, but sometimes failing miserably. Once again, I’m trying to learn about this life and maybe not make as many mistakes as I have in the past. (I’m still waiting on that ‘redo’ button.) Sometimes what I write won’t make sense to anyone but me, and that’s okay. And sometimes, I may write something and then the very next day completely contradict what I said on a previous day — yes, that’s me learning and sometimes even seeing things differently or maybe just changing my mind… But basically, this is just me muddling through life trying to make sense of it all; sometimes making some incredibly huge mistakes; and sometimes doing okay… all I know is no matter how things turn out, my heart was always in the right place.