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Posted May 17, 2010 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Uncategorized
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choose life
Posted September 25, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Christians, death, God, grace, Jesus, Life, Love, passion, poetry, ressurection
Tags: born again, Jesus, Life, Love, new life, sin
I will not look at me
So don’t tell me what you don’t see
I’m gonna look at who I am
by the blood of the the Great I AM
Who I am is Who He is
Not who He was Not who I’m not
Don’t tell me what you see
If you can’t see Him in me
Cause Him in me is all there is
I died with Him and I am His
I’m a dead man walking in a place called earth
His life and breath came with new birth
I had to die to be born again
and I’m not gonna stare at crucified sin
I’m setting my eyes up above
HE lives again, I’m filled with His love
Don’t try to get me looking at dead flesh
I’m not focusing on a dead mess
Jesus suffered and that was enough
He died and took with him with all my dead stuff
but that wasn’t the end so I’m not stopping there
He tromped on the devil and broke his snare
the devil aint got nothing on me
Jesus said he’s powerless and I believe
if I choose to focus on all he does
I lose sight of Amazing Love
I start to believe that’s who I am
a deafeated, broken, miserable scam
So I’m gonna keep looking at what is true
Jesus didn’t just die for me and you
He also tromped on the devils head
and then he came back from the dead!
He’s not a story in a History book
He’s not a future promise for us to wait and look
He’s right here, and He’s right now
He says as He is, so am I, Wow!
Stop looking at dead flesh and stories gone by
Stop hoping that someday we’ll see Him in the sky
Waiting to fly away to be free
When freedom is now, can’t you see?
It’s not all gonna change when you’ve done enough
It’s not all gonna change when you’ve finally fixed your stuff
It’s not all gonna change when you live as perfect as a nun
It’s not all gonna change till you recognize the Son
Who He is, not Who He was,
Him here now with life giving blood
You can’t do what’s already done
Stop paying for your sins, Father sent His Son!
Start cashing in on the check He’s given
Receive His love, and just start living
I’m not just talking about getting saved
I’m talking about dying for the life He gave
How can you walk in New Life alone
if you keep dragging up all your dead bones?
Maybe if you peek at who He says you are
You’ll stop seeing who they say you aren’t.
Kelly Chorley
2008
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what will it take to make it? part 1
Posted September 11, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Christians, church, Evangelism, God, grace, Jesus, Life, Love, salvation
Tags: Believer, character, Christians, church, grace, judgment, Leaders, mercy, ministry, Pastor
I have a friend who blogs on myspace, and started a very good discussion on making it as a Christian in this day and time, as well as a Christian Leader, and following Christian Leaders. I thought it was so good I wanted to bring her discussion over here in hopes of hearing what others think as well:)
Here is her blog, and my response-
“What will it take to make it to the end as a believer?
I’ve been asking myself and pondering. So many powerful and respected men and women of God throughout the years have arisen and then fallen – most falling prey to the basics: lust of money, sexual misconduct, or some other basic character flaw. Rather “unimpressive”, if you ask me. And then the people of God, usually shocked and feeling violated, reel from their fallen leader’s choices and some even abandon the faith entirely. They followed them because they thought that the presence of supernatural power, or financial success, or charismatic preaching was an indicator that these individual had a “cart-Blanche” letter of commendation from God. Obviously spending hours in prayer and study and flowing under a powerful anointing are not enough to sustain the man, or woman, of God – never has been enough it would seem…
Look at Adam: walked with God Himself in the cool of the day, every day! Talk about revelation, intimacy and prophetic insight!
How about Eli? This guy was trained in the “word” and spent more time in the sanctuary and pouring over the scroll than anyone else in his time – ok, maybe an exaggeration, but you get my drift! He was horrible parent and fell, no pun intended, to a bad end…
How about David? A man after God’s own heart…and Bathsheba’s body! Oh, did I mention murder too? Talk about character flaws. Now, remind me, how did he stay in office? Oh right! His actions fell within what was culturally acceptable – though God made it clear He did not find it acceptable at all!
The list is a long one, and those are just the Bible characters. The past 2 centuries alone could give one pause to say: “How can anyone walk holy and in Your acceptable way?”
Now, let me be clear lest any one think I am saying it’s impossible and excusing those who fall. Neither am I saying that signs & wonders or good teaching are to be rejected. Sin is sin and that’s why we have a Redeemer; however, I believe leaders are held to a certain standard – at least that’s what I see the Bible saying! No, my pondering began more as a “woe is me, for I am undone”… “what am I missing here, Lord?!” Okay, so there was a little resentment mixed in because I see so many seemingly unappreciated leaders with impeccable character and awesome marriages who have laid down their lives and paid the price yet they do not have these “awesome manefestations” or the financial funding to really make an impact for the Kingdom! So we chose to follow those who have “the resources” and we ignore the signs of weak foundations … Are we power hungry or truth hungry…but that’s another matter all together… Many of us in the spirit filled, charasmatic, Word of Faith (whatever you call it today) have been taught or at least lead to believe that if we will pray and study our Bible every day that we will be able to stand “in the day of adversity”. Look at the recent ones who have fallen – they never stopped loving God, praying and studying! That is until they actually started “acting” on their sin, even then some of them didn’t stop!
So, what gives? If we are to “know those who labor among us” and “follow them as they follow Christ”. We have a responsibility to be able to chose to follow “good” and “godly” leaders. We have to KNOW IF THEY ARE FOLLOWING CHRIST! Obviously the level of perceived anointing on their life and the display of the miraculous is no measure of their character, and neither is an “awesome message – even if it is biblically sound” that really fed us…so, how do we know?
I have my opinion…but I’d like to hear yours first.”
Myca
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The Restaurant
Posted August 26, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Christians, church, Evangelism, family, God, Jesus, Life, Love, Music, passion, religion
Tags: Christianity, church, Evangelism, Jesus, Love, outpouring, pastors, revival, worship
Their once was a restaurant in a city that had the reputation for being the best restaurant around. What was so special about this restaurant, and different, was that the owners would spend the day and evening sitting with the people that came to eat, and just enjoy their company. That’s why so many people came to this restaurant. The owners sat with the patrons. They weren’t “owners from afar”. They sat at the tables with those eating, and they didn’t spend all of their time talking about their restaurant and their food and how they ran the restaurant. They just let the patrons experience the atmosphere, the delicious food being served, and good fellowship and conversation about life outside of the restaurant. They didn’t focus on the patrons eating. They knew the food was good, well seasoned when needed, sweet when needed, with just the right drink to wash it down. They believed in the culinary talents in their chefs. They knew that true chefs couldn’t be taught a recipe from a book, but rather the recipe was inside of them. And from the inside of them, they know just how many handfuls, pinches, or sloshes to put in everything they created. And they didn’t just cook, they created. They were convinced they had the TOP chefs.
And the wait staff, there was none like it. The person overseeing the wait staff knew well all three parts that the wait staff was involved in…from waiting on the patrons, to interacting with the chefs, and interacting with one another, so had the eye and wisdom to create this 10 lane intersection in the middle of the restaurant where the traffic flowed like a river.
Even the support staff, the hostesses and bussers, was led by nothing but the best. This staff was trained so efficiently by the one overseeing it that they seemed invisible. You didn’t see them clearing away the plates and food, or sweeping up messes, or laying out the tables or re-lighting candles or filling water glasses. It just seemed to always be done. It just seemed to happen without attention ever being drawn to it.
Even the live music that was provided every night…it was almost like they were invisible. They just helped create the atmosphere that made the restaurant so inviting, that made it so easy for people to come and be themselves around the owners.
Everyone knew the owners had gone to great care selecting every single employee for the restaurant, so that their own time could be free to eat with the guests. There was someone appointed over each area that was able to deal with whatever situation arose, and they knew the heart of the owners well. When you were talking to those appointed, you knew you were talking to the owners. They knew the very purpose of the restaurant was to create an atmosphere for people to just be filled, and know they were loved, and be treated like the royalty that the owners believed each and every person was. They each fulfilled their area with that as the end goal.
But then one day, a complaint arose from one of the patrons at the table where the owners were dining. Not just any patron, but a very important dignitary sent from a far country. His steak had so much salt poured on top of it that you couldn’t even put a bite of it in your mouth without it causing an absolute repulsion to the taste buds! The dignitary was offended, to say the least, and caused quite a commotion about it.
Normally if something was not right, the owners would just make sure the head chef was aware so that he could take care of the situation. This day however, at the advice of the dignitary, who said that as owners they should be preparing the meals for important people themselves, they chose to take matters into their own hands. They headed back to the kitchen, and instead of relaying the situation to the head chef , they drew the conclusion that the head chef just wasn’t able to perform his job properly, and that they, the owners, indeed should be preparing these meals for important people themselves. They relegated the chefs to the back of the kitchen, and took over all of the cooking, trying to make up for the bad meal that had been served to the dignitary.
Except the owners were not chefs at all. The food that they were able to create was that of friendship and love, not meat and desserts. As they began cooking, they realized that they couldn’t understand the shorthand of the waitresses, all of the codes they used for each specification, so the owners wife decided that the tickets needed to be changed to be understood by all, not just the chefs. More often than not the food they prepared would have to be returned to the kitchen as it was not prepared to the specifications of the patrons. The owners began to marvel at all of the unhappy patron comments that they were hearing from the kitchen. They were amazed at all of the complaints about their chefs that they had previously been unaware of. They thought it was a good thing they came back there to bring order. They certainly did agree with that dignitary, this kitchen was chaos because they themselves had not been in charge of it. They noticed the Head Chef was so frustrated, and concluded that this certainly must have been the source of the chaos. They decided that he wasn’t as qualified as they once thought to be the head chef, so demoted him for a season of training as just a chef, underneath themselves.
And the owners worked all the harder to bring order.
What they didn’t see though was that the waitresses were getting bombarded by the complaints of the patrons. They began to grow weary of all the complaining, and lost their joy in serving. One by one the wait staff began to quit. While the owners wife stayed in the kitchen cooking and trying to retrain the chefs in between orders, the owner himself decided he had better go out and bring order to the wait staff. Seeing the frustration and chaos and discouragement of the wait staff, the owner concluded that the Team Leader of the wait staff must be going through some personal problems at home or something for his area to have gotten so out of control, and it was only confirmed by the grief and discontent written all over the team leaders face. So the owner decided to lay him off for awhile so he could get his personal life in order. Even suggested counseling and offered to pay for it.
The owner had to do much of the waiting on tables himself, as so many of the wait staff had already quit. The young bussers and hostesses simply could not handle the atmosphere of the restaurant any longer to work here. In wisdom, so that they would not be affected by the chaos and disorderly way this restaurant was being run, their team leaders sent them all away. He told them to go to another restaurant and work there, until order returned once again. He knew they were so young and impressionable that whatever they learned here would stay with them for a very long time. He also saw the potential in each of these kids, they had a servants heart like he had never seen before, and wasn’t about to let that be stolen from them. For that he was fired.
And now the owner and the few wait staff that were left had to not only do the wait job of so many that had quit, but also had to do the bus work and clean up the tables. There simply was no longer a hostess, and no one to do it. People would just have to come in and find their own seats and menus and wait.
The owners wife could no longer keep up in the kitchen either, and decided the menu selection must be changed, pared down to accommodate her exhaustion level. As much as she was trying to train the chefs in the kitchen in between orders, she wasn’t getting much of that accomplished. She was simply too busy. She began instead to send some of them out to get the ingredients she needed and prep them, as the prep people had quit also. She ascertained that this was a good thing for them to do indeed, because it was apparent from the state of this kitchen, the amount of chaos and disorder, that they too needed to be brought down a step and return to prep work, to train under her by serving her. Others she sent out to help bus the tables. Many of the giftings inside of these chefs began to simply die, as they chopped food for prep, or cleaned up after the mess in the dining room, left mostly by the owner and his few wait staff that still served tirelessly with him. They were no longer even using one bit of the talent they had to be a chef. Many of them quit, or were let go because the owner decided that they were just bringing so much gloom to the atmosphere that they needed personal time to get their issues in order.
The patrons could not believe what happened to their beautiful restaurant. It was now such a mess! And the owners they used to come to sit with and find such sweet fellowship with were now so exhausted from the work of trying to bring order back that they had no time to even say hi to patrons. The owner himself was always in such a hurry that he wanted their orders as quickly as possible, and grew wearing of constantly telling them about all of the changes to the menu and what they no longer offered, as they had not yet found the time to reprint the menu. The meals coming out of the kitchen were no longer to the patrons likings at all, as the owners wife decided the only way to keep up with the volume was to serve everyone the same thing. There was no longer even selection available. There was no time to fill salt and pepper shakers any longer, or ketchup bottles, so they would just have to be satisfied with the seasoning and condiments she chose to put on their plates before they were sent out to them.
The owner had to keep going to his wife and bringing back food that had been sent out too quickly that wasn’t cooked completely. Or food that had salt when it should have been pepper, or ketchup when it should have been salt, or even chocolate where ketchup belonged. She simply could not keep up with the physical task any longer and began to get sick. Because of that she allowed a few of the chefs to begin cooking again, under her supervision. They were instructed, however, to stick to the newly pared down menu and offer only those items, even though they were capable of producing so much more.
Although many of the regular patrons had left, and there were very few that remained, there began to be a new trickle of patrons that came in on occasion. That gave the owner new hope that all of the changes that had made were indeed good and beginning to work.
What he didn’t know was that the sweet music that once played, still played in the background. The sound became so sweet that it began to draw people off of the street, inside, just to listen. It seemed to capture them and touch their souls in a place that they were so hungry for.
But the owner began to notice that people were coming in to hear the music, and very few were actually eating the food. He knew that if they didn’t order food, he wouldn’t have the money to keep the restaurant open any longer, and they wouldn’t even be able to hear the music that was drawing them in. To remedy the situation, he decided that the sweet music would only be playing after people ate their dinner.
Some patrons came for dinner and ate what was served even though it had lost it’s flavor and savor. It used to taste good, but after eating the same “house special” night after night after night, they almost preferred not to eat at all. Others showed up and waited outside the restaurant talking with each other or in the bathrooms until the music started.
Eventually there was not enough money to keep the restaurant open any longer, and it had to close down.
All of the employees who had originally been let go and sent home went in much rejection and discontent. At home they tried to to take over any area of oversight they could, to fulfill the deep desire they had inside of themselves to create and lead and reproduce. Taking over other peoples areas in their own homes, to fulfill the purpose inside of them, brought the same chaos from the restaurant right inside of their own homes. Their children began fighting with one another, and some spouses feeling pushed out and rejected by this behavior even left the home.
The band simply took their music out into the streets, and the streets were filled with the sweet music that once filled the restaurant. Multitudes gathered together to listen to the sweet music, and their souls were so filled with the very sweetness of it. The only problem was, they were so hungry. Some were even starving.
Compassion began rising up in the hearts of the chefs and they began to cook and prepare food in their own homes, and bring it out to the multitudes that were gathered around the sweet song that was playing. Those who were once wait staff began to gather together in the crowd and disperse the food to the hungry. Those that had once been hostesses or bussers were so thrilled to see the joy of the restaurant once again, coming back to life out in the streets, they they joined in. They helped people find seats and told them what there was to choose from. There wasn’t yet much selection, as the restaurant owners who had access to the wholesale food weren’t willing to share their wholesalers with the “rebellious chefs” that they were sure were trying to go out and start their own restaurants to the owners demise. However, what little selection their was tasted like heaven! Perfectly prepared according to each chefs talents. And with the chefs working together, they were sure to each prepare something different, so that each course of the meal could be covered.
All were invited to come and eat and drink and none were charged. For the joy of giving, the chefs brought the food and the wait staff and bus staff and hostesses gave of themselves. None were paid, and none were charged. From among the people gathered food was brought to the chefs to prepare, as were the instruments they needed to cook with. From among the people tools for the wait staff and bus staff were brought to help them accomplish their tasks.
One by one the families of those who had left began to return as the sweet music brought healing to their wounds, and they longed more and more for the fellowship of the one’s they had once loved so much.
Eventually, out of hunger and desperation, even the original restaurant owners showed up. They had been at home, poor, naked from poverty, hungry, and blind by anger and judgment against all of those out in the streets that they were sure were starting up their own restaurant just to run them out of business. It was only when they noticed that all that was done in the street was freely given that the blindness began to leave them and they began to see clearly.
As they came, hungry for the fellowship that they themselves once had a passion to give, the patrons began to clothe them and feed them out of compassion and thankfulness for the sweet fellowship they once received from them. That’s what this music did….instead of returning evil for evil, it made them want to give freely to even those who didn’t deserve it.
They began to realize that all that they had given to these people, was now beginning to be given back to them, but so much more than they could ever contain. Where they had come out empty, they now were full, and as they healed and were cared for, they even began once again to fellowship among the people.
What no one ever realized, was that way back in the very beginning a man was hired. Hired by an evil man who also owned a restaurant across town. A restaurant that fed people with food that only caused them to be malnourished and never have their hunger satisfied, with music that caused them to feel worthless and defeated. Then they were given drink that intoxicated them to the point that they didn’t notice their hunger and depression, and only left them with the false joy of intoxication. This evil man’s patronage, however, began to decline as more and more of them were invited to the restaurant across town.
The hired man was sent into the restaurant across town to pose as a great dignitary from a far away country. He was ordered to invite the owner to his table, after he had poured salt all over his meal, before he took his first bite. He was carefully instructed on exactly what to say that could possibly cause doubt to come to the owner about how he was running his establishment, and begin the process of the owner bringing the entire establishment down to the ground at the workings of his very own hands.
What the evil man never realized was that the salt that he used that was meant to destroy the restaurant , was the very salt that caused multitudes to be drawn to the music that sang the sweet song of heaven and changed the people from the inside out, like no meal ever could, and brought the people together like never before in history. The people had now become one. There was nothing they couldn’t accomplish. There wasn’t food, service, or music to be found and compared to it anywhere on the planet. A restaurant without walls was created that poverty could never bring down.
And the evil man’s plan was defeated.
Kelly Chorley
8/25/08
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Bravo to Bill Johnson from Bethel Church concerning Lakeland Revival
Posted August 14, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: friend, God, Life, ministry
Tags: Bethel Church, Bill Johnson, friend, God, Lakeland revival
I read this on Bill Johnson’s website this morning. What a friend…with the Father’s heart! Bravo to you, Bill Johnson, for standing up for a friend, and for God! Here’s the letter from him, concerning Todd Bentley:
“Todd is a good friend, but more importantly, he is a friend of God. I’ve met very few people in my life who are hungrier for God and will take extended periods of time just to seek Him. God has entrusted him with an extraordinary outpouring for a reason—He can trust him to do whatever He says, regardless of the opinions of others. He is bold—amazingly bold. The miracles are legitimate and increasing. The church of America has asked for a great revival. God wonderfully placed this move in a package that few would have expected, just to see if we’re as hungry as we say we are.”
Recent response to the above answer:”How in God’s name can you endorse Todd Bentley?” This is my response:
Have you spent time with Todd? Do you know him? Have you watched him with his wife? Or have you seen how he treats his kids? Have you spent any time with his staff? Have you been to his ministry? Has he been to yours? Have you laid hands on him and prayed? Has he laid hands on you and prayed? Have you grieved over tragedy together? Have you celebrated victory together? Has he sought your counsel? Has he traveled a great distance just to meet with you privately for advice? Have you ever received his counsel? Have you been in the room when God has showed up on him, and used him in stunning miracles? Have you seen him operate in the word of knowledge or the prophetic? Have you met with his counsel of elders? Have you personally benefited from his gift? Has he benefited from your gift and ministry? Has he ever honored you for who you are in God? Has he partnered with you as a friend? Have you sacrificed for his welfare, or that of his family? Have you sought God with him? Have you ever worshipped the Lord with him?
I didn’t think so. I have. And I’ll continue to support those who I have walked with in life and ministry. He’s my friend. More importantly, God calls him friend. And if you and I were ever friends in that level, and people hated you and turned against you, and started web pages to tear down your ministry, and criticized you to your friends, and wrote against you in Christian magazines, and criticized you on the radio and wrote emails to other conference speakers and authors, I’d still be your friend.
By the way – criticism in the form of a question is not a question. But to respond to your statement, “How in God’s name can you endorse Todd Bentley?” It’s easy. I do it in God’s name.
Bill
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Consider
Posted July 29, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: God, grace, Jesus, Life, Love, passion, poetry
Tags: Jesus, lilies, poetry, Solomon
You are trustworthy and You are faithful
You are trustworthy and You are faithful
and I will only consider You
yes I will only consider You
I won’t consider how dead my body is
I won’t consider how empty my wallet is
I won’t consider how small my job is
I won’t consider how much the gas is
Cause You are trustworthy and You are faithful
You are trustworthy and You are faithful
You are trustworthy and You are faithful
and I will only consider YOU!!
Yes I will only consider You!!
Even the flowers they wear such glory
beauty that captivates and tells a story
but they don’t sow all their tithes and offerings
they don’t put all their money in savings
they don’t consider all the work to do
all they know is that they’re blessed by YOU!
Cause You trustworthy and You are faithful
You are trustworthy and You are faithful
You are trustworthy and You are faithful
and even the flowers know it’s true!
Look at Solomon in all his glory
He can’t even tell near the same story
yet we marvel at the things that he called his own
so much stuff it came plowing down the road
Cause he was a King who answered the call
but God says the flowers don’t work at all
it’s just that He is trustworthy and He is faithful
He is trustworthy and He is faithful
He is trustworthy and He is faithful
Consider His love cause it’s more than enough!
It’s not about who you are or what you do
it’s not about giving in the right place too
it’s not about diligence and saving it up
it’s just about Him cause He’s more than enough!!
So run after the Kingdom with passion and fury
believe that He’s faithful and so trustworthy
and everything everything everything that you need
will be poured out deeper than deep
Cause He is trustworthy and He is faithful
He is trustworthy and He is faithful
He is trustworthy and He is faithful
I will consider You,
I will consider You
Your more than enough Lord
and I believe Your word
Your love for me is endless
overflowing greatness
Rocking my world with Your amazing Grace!
Filling up my life in every single place!
Bring it on bring it on bring it on God!
Bring it on bring it on bring it on God!
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The heart of the Lewis House…My road to Emmaus (Toledo) part 4
Posted July 26, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Christians, church, Evangelism, FUN, God, Jesus, Love, passion, real life, religion
Tags: church, Emmaus, Evangelism, Jesus, Lewis House, Love, Outreach, Toledo
So, where was I? Oh yeah, the warehouse full of stuff. Well, after that, George was tired and off to bed. Stacy decided to show me the rest of the house. Yes, there was still more. I hadn’t yet seen the basement. Which, of course, holds amazing stories all of it’s own. Part of which are a couple in their 50’s living down there. I’ll share about them later. The basement is set up with part of it being a game room, I can’t remember exactly what was there, pool table, ping pong table I think. Couple of couches. And the other half is a dining room area, with a kitchen. Well, okay, it’s big, so more like a cafeteria, not dining room. This is where they have dinners every week, and where they have services. As in worship, preaching, ministry. I hesitate to call it a “church service” because our brain slips into religious slumber and we have a picture that goes along with those words. But, WE, people, ARE the church, and when we gather together and worship…well, that IS the church worshiping together. I just have a feeling that the Lewis House is not all about a nice, neat and tidy church service, that’s all. LOL!
The cafe/meeting area looks pretty rough. Hasn’t been remodeled down here yet. I would imagine that most “refined” people (translated:living life for their own purposes) probably wouldn’t sit down here eat on purpose. To me, it was SO beautiful! Because of WHO gathers and eats in this room! Which I will get to…don’t rush me!
Kelly, one of the interns who was showing us around this level, told us that they just had their first wedding there. Wedding and reception in the dingy basement hall. Now, you probably got married in a beautiful church with amazing windows overlooking some incredible scenery, and sweet church bells ringing afterward. But when you understand who the Lewis House is reaching out to…this was a reason for celebration all in it’s own!! I was imagining that the people who were married there probably would have just been standing in a courthouse to get married, had not George married them at the House. I could just imagine the excitement and celebration there the day of the wedding!! So, finally, off to bed. Not like I could sleep, but it was close to 2am, so I figured I had better try.
*The beginning of the Lewis House*
The next morning, I meet Sarah, Georges wife, in the kitchen for coffee. “Sarah”, I said, “Tell me how all of this started”. I knew I had just opened a door to the most beautiful sunrise in a story I had ever seen, complete with the song of morning birds singing:) Forgive me if I splotch some of the details, and Sarah, feel free to correct me on anything I share. 12 hours is not a lot of time to take in all that I took in that day!! I am so going to have to ask you to tell me this story again, because much of it is already so blurry, except what God burned into my heart.
Sarah tells me that her and George are 26 years old, and have only been married 2 and a half years. Both of them were part of a church in a ministry capacity, as a help to the Minister, I believe. George’s mom decided to look for a place for her frame business, and found what is now the Lewis House, up for sale. She bought it, but for some reason I can’t remember, asked George if he would like to buy it from her. So, he and Sarah did. But it was a MESS. BIG MESS. If I remember right, it wasn’t even livable at the time. They really didn’t have anything quite in mind with this house, but knew that God would use it somehow for ministry. The Lewis House just happened to unfold in front of their path one footstep at a time. I don’t remember the timing, but I believe this gentleman who has a construction company came to them and said that he wanted to help them remodel this house. A nice well-to-do couple, living in their own nice house. And not only was he going to work on the house, but they wanted to live there, in the basement, while they worked. They were also prayer intercessors. That would be the couple living in the basement. And the remodeled parts of that house are absolutely beautiful!!
*Hot chocolate, peanut butter and jelly, and buckets*
So Sarah is telling me that they still don’t quite know what they are doing with this house, but that they have it in their hearts to reach out to people in inner city Toledo. They started off making a giant water cooler/thermos full of hot chocolate down to the bus stops when it was cold, and handing out cups of hot chocolate to the people waiting there. She said many of the people there are physically or mentally impaired. They would give them hot chocolate and just tell them that Jesus loved them. Then their were times they would make peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, and go to the parks in the middle of the night and give sandwiches to the homeless people, and eat dinner with them there!!
Another outreach they started, and yes, this is outreach, TRUE outreach, was they took buckets down to this park where a group of Goth teens hung out all the time, and just played music on the buckets, like drums, and sang in the park. She said they were not exactly musically inclined, but the kids would come around. And they began to build relationship with them. That’s how they met Naomi. She was a goth kid that they reached with the gospel, and she gave her life to Jesus. Then her mom died. And her dad decided he really didn’t want anything to do with her or her brother, so he left. George and Sarah decided to take her and her brother in. They became the first residents in the Lewis House. And Naomi, she was rockin saved! Quite the fireball! And she just joined right in with the ministry that George and Sarah had begun. As I shared earlier, Naomi’s part of the ministry is the bread ministry. She takes bread to the homes in the inner city that are in need, and just gives them loaves of bread and tells them how much Jesus loves them, or prays for them, or whatever they need. She’s the official Bread Girl now.
*Bring them home*
Sarah said they did this all summer, meeting with those kids in the park, until it started getting cold out. Then they started praying, “God, what do we do now?” God said “Invite them into your home”. Her reaction…WHAT??? Those kids do lots of illegal stuff down there!! But God did not relent on what He said. George and Sarah decided they would feed them. They would make a spaghetti dinner on Saturday and invite them all to eat, and have hang out time, and worship and ministry. She said at this time, they barely had enough money to buy their own food, but took $20 and bought the stuff for dinner. She said for a long time, somehow, it was never more than $20, no matter how many people came.
So the outreach and purpose of the Lewis House was started with hot chocolate, peanut butter and jelly, and $20 spaghetti dinners; those who were emotionally and mentally impaired, homeless people, and forgotten kids in a park.
*And two became three*
Naomi and her brother were the first “mission house interns” to live at the Lewis House. Which, let me backtrack. Sarah said that her and George had no intentions of living at the Lewis House. They had their own apartment and were going to keep the house seperate for ministry. Except the cost of living for both places wouldn’t allow that, so they also were living at the Lewis House. So, Naomi and her brother are there. They are having a group over every week for dinner and worship. Somehow, I can’t remember how, George and Sarah met a crack addict named Diane. Diane had been addicted to crack for 45 years, since she was 10 years old!! Diane gave her life to Jesus, and came to the Lewis House everytime there was something going on. God delivered her miraculously from crack addiction, with no withdrawl!! The only problem was, she still lived in a crack house. So everytime she was go back there, there was nothing but trouble and problems. Diane had been giving her government check of some kind over to a couple of guys at the house who would spend it on crack. Every month. Sarah said that one day Diane was at the Lewis House, and these guys came banging on the door. They wanted Diane to sign the check over so they could cash it and get their drug money. Somehow Sarah convinced them to come back the next day, since the bank was closed. I don’t remember if they ever did or not, but that night Sarah decided they couldn’t ever send Diane back to that crack house again. She had already been praying about it for awhile, so that was when she made the final decision that Diane was going to stay with them. She was their third intern. And the one who would bring the love of Jesus to the crack houses.
Over the next few months, somehow word must have gotten out about what they were doing. I don’t know the details, but they began to get stuff donated to the ministry there. Lots of stuff! Such favor! And they also started taking interns into their program. The dorm area of the house was finished, and I believe they have 5 interns now. All there to go into the inner city and rescue the hopeless with God’s love.
*Deliverer*
Diane, Kelly, Eric, Amanda, Jeana, Me, Naomi, George & Sarah @ The Lewis House
It was a good 2 hours past when Stacy was suppose to pick up her friend at the airport in Detroit. We prayed that God had her on an assignment of her own so she wouldn’t be upset at the wait! (She did know we were late, so all was well) I didn’t want to leave without these people praying for me though. I wanted what they had. I wanted my eyes off of me, off of the “function” of the organization of the church, and onto those who we are called to go into all the world and be God’s love to. I was DESPERATE for that!! They all gathered around and prayed over me. I can’t really remember what any of them said. But I do remember Diane. The former crack addict. I knew she had a word from God to speak over me, and I told her so. So she came over and stood in front of me and began to pray and prophecy over me. I don’t remember at all what she said, but I do remember one thing. Standing in front of me, in a body named Diane, was Jesus, The Deliverer. I recognized Him. I remembered Him. I had met Him before…when I first gave my life to Him. That morning, My Deliverer took my hand and delivered me once again. He walked me out of complacency, out of the four walls of the church, and into the very purpose that I was put on this earth. And I’ve not been the same ever since.
….and I THOUGHT I was just going to Toledo for an awesome prayer and worship service!
As soon as I have time again, I will write and share about my recent trip to Grand Rapids. To a church without walls.
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I gave the pop cans away to the homeless guy!!!!!
Posted July 25, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Christians, Evangelism, FUN, God, Jesus, kids, Life, Love, passion, real life
Tags: Christianity, giving, homeless, Jesus, Love
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT!@!!!!! This was SOOOO amazing awesome!! I told the kids to help me load up the recycling, cause it was time to go give away our pop cans. They said, how do you know someone will be there mom? I just know it’s time, that’s all. I just know.
So we go to the grocery store parking lot, and there he is:) An older man, probably 60’s? Hard to tell. No teeth, so skinny, digging through the recycling for pop cans to return for money. And he had a shopping cart. Just like in my picture on my previous blog!!
My kids helped me, and we dumped bags and bags full of pop cans into his cart…so many they were falling all over the place!! I told him, “do you know why I’m giving you all of these?” He shook his head, he looked flabergasted, he usually gets scolding looks from people. I said” Because Jesus loves you so much, and He wants you to know that!” And his eyes filled up with tears! And my kids just stood there and watched in amazement!! I told him that I will look for him, and when I’m ready to bring my popcans back, they are all his, and that he better get a bigger shopping cart!!
Then I found more in my car, and another guy walked up who was collecting his cans too. So my kids threw some more in his cart! And then someone I know was talking to me there and I told her what I was doing, so she went and got hers out of her car and gave them to him too!!!
THIS IS SUCH A BLAST!!!
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recycling saves souls!!
Posted July 24, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Evangelism, FUN, God, Jesus, Love, salvation
Tags: giving, Jesus, Love, poor, recycling, salvation
So, years ago, I used to recycle. I haven’t done it in a long time. I guess I just got busy and it was easier to throw everything away then to take a trip to the recycling center. For some reason lately though, I have had this desire to recycle again. I drink a lot of bottled water, so there are lots of empty water bottles around. Of course, as I shared in one of my previous blogs, our minds have been so conformed to this world that we think recycling bottles is just about saving the earth. Well, isn’t it? Well, how about recycling bottles being about saving souls?!
Okay, I can see your eyes rolling now LOL! How in the world can recycling plastic save souls?? I’ll tell ya how! You knew I would, didn’t you?!
Well, the recycling center is in the parking lot at the grocery store in town. Great big dumpster type bins for all of your paper, glass, tin and plastic. Well, I’ve noticed lately, since I’ve actually been opening my eyes and noticing things around me….that there is always one of four or so different guys down there digging through the recyclables. That’s how they make their living. Searching through all the dumpsters in town for returnable pop cans or bottles that they can take back to the store for a refund. Think that’s gross? How’s that any different than Ruth gleaning the stuff that was dropped behind in Boaz’s field?? It’s not. And Boaz commanded his men to drop her LOTS of stuff on purpose!
So today, God tells me, “every time you bring back your recyclables, take your pop cans and bottles with you, and give them to whichever guy is down there digging through the dumpsters” !!!!!
YES!!!!
They usually bring one or two little grocery bags to collect their treasures. But when I bring my cans back to the store, I’ve usually got about 6 or 7 bags worth! So, I’ll have to bring them extra bags too! Cause I’m not just gonna leave them one or two there on accident. I’m gonna pour it out ON PURPOSE!! All of my pop cans BELONG to them!!! What they go searching for what takes them all day long to collect, God’s gonna dump on them in 2 minutes flat!! Because HE LOVES THEM!!! Just as much as He loves me!!
I’m not doing this because I need to sow a seed. I’m not doing this because we should give to the poor. I’m doing this because HE LOVES THEM!!
Sow seeds. Give to the poor. But above all…..BE LOVE!!!
THIS is so FUN!! I am absolutely loving this journey God has me on:) I haven’t had this much fun since…EVER!!
C’mon….let’s go have some fun with God!!
recycle bottles….save a soul 🙂
They better get bigger shopping carts….cause I’m coming down the road!!!
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do you smell a donkey??
Posted July 24, 2008 by MyHappySocks!Categories: Christians, church, God, Jesus, Life, ministry, religion
Tags: angel, bible, donkey, glory, light, prophet, revelation
I hear God saying that light has come. Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you. Yes, Light has come. Revelation has come. And glory has risen upon us. But there is some hidden glory in places that we never expected. It’s time to listen with open ears, to see with open eyes of the spirit realm, because the natural ears and natural eyes would have never listened or looked upon the places that His glory is NOW arising upon! Our natural eyes and ears have taken stock and said, no, they don’t measure up, they aren’t ready, and dismissed the word of the Lord from them. We’ve spoken it for years, that He will use even a donkey. and yes, these are donkey’s speaking, but don’t think they are the dumb one’s that God uses. For the donkey discerned, the donkey heeded the angel from the Lord and dared not move forward when the angel stood in the way. The man, the prophet, now he was the one who was walking in dumbness. Blind to the Lord, deaf to the Lord, yelling at the donkey and telling the donkey to stop hindering his plan! But we have spoken so many times…”even through a donkey God can speak!” Yes, He can and will speak through His donkeys, for they see Him, they hear Him, they heed His direction and word and they declare what He says! Yes, to be a donkey in the Kingdom right now, how glorious it is!! Oh, the one’s you have called donkeys!! The one’s you have looked upon as those just good for “carrying” the prophets, carrying the “man of the hour”, you will hear them speak, you will see them stop when you think they should go, you will see them go when you think they should stop. You will say left, they will go right, you will say right, they will go left! Because they see Him, and they hear Him! They may crush your foot against a wall, they may cause your plan to be crushed that you have mapped out, they may lay down and stop carrying you where you have determined to go, because they see the angel of the Lord and because they fear the Lord in His awesome power they refuse to move forward. And you may be tempted to strike the donkey for disobeying, for not working according to it’s use for your plan. And the donkey says “what have I done to you that you strike me?” because the donkey was not concerned about the man, the donkey was submitting to the Lord, but the man took it personally. The man saw that what the donkey did was all about him. To hinder him. Man sees the donkey as a tool, a resource to carry out his plan, and so takes all that he does personally against him or for him. And even after hearing the donkey speak, even after the one speaks that you thought shouldn’t speak because they are just a donkey, and the word of God comes from their mouth, even then you will not marvel that he spoke, the man still has his eyes on himself. He says “If I had a sword I would kill you, because you abused me, if I had a sword, I would hold you accountable for your actions!”. It was still all about the man, and the abuse he endured. And the donkey speaks and says, “am I not your donkey that you have ridden since I first came to you? Have I been disposed to treat you this way before? Why are you not believing the best, because Love believes the best!” and it will take a supernatural manifestation, because of your blind eyes and your deaf ears, for you to see that the donkey did indeed heed the Lord. The donkey did indeed heed the Lord over the man of the hour. And because of the donkey, the life of the man is saved. The angel spoke and said, if the donkey had not turned aside, if you had driven that donkey further, I surely would have killed you and let that donkey live.
Oh to be a donkey in the Kingdom right now. Lord! Make me like the donkey! To see You even when others don’t! To hear you even when others don’t! To obey You even when it means going against earthly authority! To know to stop when one says go, to know to turn aside when one says go forward, to love so much that I would save a life even at the expense of crushing the very foot of the one who has ridden me for so many years.
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