A life time to look forward to, inshaAllah 🙂
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A life time to look forward to, inshaAllah 🙂
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I long for the days of uncertainty, when I struggled to understand, to learn, to grow.
I long for the hours I spent studying, worshiping, growing mentally and spiritually.
I felt weakest during those times. Little did I know how strong I was! But it wasn’t my own strength, no, it was God helping me every step of the way and guiding me. و من يتق الله يجعل له مخرجا … و يرزقه من حيث لا يحتسب
It’s been too long and I want to go back. My heart and body and soul aches for the comfort and sweetness I felt at the time.
The longer I wait to get back, the darker it will get, and the harder it will be to find my way back…
طويل الشوق يبقى في اغتراب
فــقـــير في الحيـــاة من الصحاب
ومــن يــأمــنــك يـا دنيا الــدواهــي
تدوسين المصاحــب فـي الـتراب
وأعــجـب مـن مـريـدك وهـو يــدري
بأنــك فـي الـــورى أم الـــعـجاب
ولــولا أن لـــي مــنــعــى جميلا
لــبــعــت الــمكث فيها بالـذهاب
رأيــــت الله فــي ذا الـــكــون ربــــا
جـــمــيــع الـــكـائـنـات لـه تحاب
شـــــواهــــد أنــــه فــــرد جـــليل
عــلــى رغــم الـمجاهل بالكذاب
تــــأمــــل قـــدرة الــرحمـــن وأنظر
ســيــهـــديـــك الـتـأمـل للصواب
ومـــد الـــطـرف فــي كـل الـنواحي
سـؤالــك سـوف يـرجـع بالجواب
تـــــفـيء مـن ظـلال الأرض حـيـنـا
ولا تـــغـــتـر يـــومــا بــالـــسراب
وقــــف فـوق الـقـبـور فــرب ذكــرى
ســــتـــحـمـدها وتـأوي بـالإياب
ورتــــل نـــغــمــة الـــقــرآن تــلقـى
يـبـاعــدك الــثــواب عــن العقاب
وتــــابــــع مــــرســلا هـاد حــكيما
أشــعــة حــكمــه مــن كل باب
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I’m sick of failing at life’s tests. When will I learn the lessons?? There’s just so many of them! I feel like I’m cramming for them or just winging them as they come by… not good, not good.
Yesterday I learned a lesson. Shaitan got to me, and I made the same mistake again today. Today I said, today… I really learned a lesson.
Don’t take it out on the ones below you. You hated her rudeness towards you and you didn’t see yourself doing the same to others. That was just plain rude. Wake up! The prayer of the oppressed is answered!!
I needed to record this somehow, it seems I only learn when I write… I hope this is a lesson well learned now.
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My close friend wrote this in response to something I wrote for her…
I just had to keep it forever:
“وضعت عليها قطرات زيت”
بخط طفولي يترجم أرواحنا التي لا تكبر , وبقطرات زيت زادت الطفولة طفولة , بكلمات بسيطة مثلنا تماما , خطت أحلى
المشاعر .
قرأت لي الورقة , وما ان انتهت حتى بد المطر يتساقط علينا , وكأنه يروي وردة صداقتنا لتكبر أكثر ,
في كل يوم نضيف لقصتنا سطرا أحلى من السطور الأولى , فمرة نخط سطر تشابه بيننا غريب , تشابه ليس بكلمة عادية أو بتوقيت تخرج فيه الكلمات , وانما تشابه تفكير وتركيب ورؤية للحياة , ومرة أخرى نخط سطرا نتغنى فيه بأمر لفت نظرنا الاثنتنين , كاسوارة مثلا او بلاحرى هي فقط الاسوارة دون امثلة أخرى .
وما زلنا نخط في قصتنا السطور
فيارب أكمل لنا هذه القصة بسطر نخطه معا على ضفاف الكوثر وفي أنوارك تحت ظل عرشك .
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You see when we are mistaken,
It’s not that we are faking,
It’s just that we are mistaken,
So please don’t be taking,
Impression the first,
Because sometimes it hurts,
When you know what’s inside,
So much goodness to hide.
And you are not trying to cover,
Or pretend you’re another.
It’s just hard to uphold,
that picture-perfect mold.
Because at times we forget,
Or out of weakness neglect.
We want to be our best,
But we all have our stress.
And yet we all mean well,
even if you can’t tell.
So let forgiveness spread between us all.
And with our unity we stand tall.
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They ask: “If these
walls could speak,
What secrets
would they leak?”
But I wonder
what the water-fountain would pour
If it were only questioned..
Of what it witnessed and endured..
The fountain in the basement,
of the library, the main
The library we study in for hours
(and hope it’s not in vain)
The first secret it would share
would describe the sound so sweet
Of the call to prayer daily,
It hears within two feet.
You see, he stands
whoever he may be.
And at the time of prayer
He calls Athan clearly.
Water it gives so sacred,
so that humanity can last.
Speaking of which- I wonder:
if it ever broke someone’s fast.
So, we have, the call to prayer..
The faster’s delight..
What else does this fountain
Whisper to us tonight?
It must have so much wisdom,
As it sees countless students passing by.
I bet it knows who’s stressed,
And why it is we sigh.
Water fountain history
has really come a long way.
King Jr. will tell you of
Discrimination’s sad day.
But this fountain relieves all,
whether the day is cold or hot.
Whether the drinker has come to pray,
or simply come to take a walk.
Islamic history will tell you,
This great mark, “Al-Sabeel”
for travelers, for the distressed,
Open without previous deal.
Andalus, stone lions.
When a fountain could tell time.
From Italy to America’s Parks,
They promise wishes for a dime.
The water fountain speaks,
so listen when you drink.
It bestows two essential gifts:
Water, and a reason to think.
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“I trust in Allah. I trust that He will never abandon me. I trust that He will be my light in the darkest of nights. When there is no wind to guide my sail, Allah will send me where I need to be. In the most desolate of earth’s patches, I will not be alone–solitude is but a place to further count my blessings.”
Not my words… not sure who’s…
but isn’t it funny, how so many people are alone, making them NOT alone in that they are alone? get it?
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I went through a phase, long ago, that is now coming back…
This explains it best…
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I saw a..
Tear.
Tears, tears, tears-
water.
Drops, drops, drops-
river.
Rivers.
Rivers running from beneath,
only in this world,
and we delight in them,
as they run from
beneath.
But in paradise,
they run beneath.
Just beneath.
Allah holds the source.
And the rivers flow.
May the Angels
welcome you with peace.
You and everyone you love:
the company you please.
To eternally reside,
where rivers run beneath.
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This once crowned king has lost his kingdom.
He’s lost his position, he’s lost his freedom.
He can still remember the castle’s endless luxury now,
He wonders if he will survive as a peasant.. and how?
What’s a king without his precious shining crown?
Without his robe and without his gown?
He must find what they call inner wealth?!
Why, that’s harder to earn than gold itself!
You see, It’s hard: when a king is not king.
Being royal.. was always his thing.
Though, looking back, was he ever even grateful?
Was this a lesson for him- planned and fateful?
Maybe he had to learn who bestowed him that crown,
and put for him love in the hearts of the people of town.
Who first gave him a reason to smile and to forgive..
Who guided him to the best life he could live..
Was it his merit, when he had no worries, no doubts?
When he couldn’t comprehend what weakness was about?
Was it his credit, when he had no anxiety or fear?
When people he cherished were available and near?
Perhaps the king is never meant to be king again,
In that case he aims to be the most wise of men.
Or perhaps the king is meant to rule another land,
Either way- he’s learned that his fate lies in Allah’s Hands.
And perhaps, perhaps, he is no king at all.
But maybe a Queen, recalling her fall.
And perhaps, perhaps its not a Queen, castle or crown!
But a woman, her strength, and how life turns around.
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( قل اللهم مالك الملك تؤتي الملك من تشاء وتنزع الملك ممن تشاء وتعز من تشاء وتذل من تشاء بيدك الخير إنك على كل شيء قدير ( 26 ) تولج الليل في النهار وتولج النهار في الليل وتخرج الحي من الميت وتخرج الميت من الحي وترزق من تشاء بغير حساب ( 27 ) )
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All the King’s Horses, and All the King’s Men.
Couldn’t put Humpty together again.
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……….”And know that if all the people gather to benefit you, they will not be able benefit you except that which Allah has preordained (for you); and if all of them gather to do haram on you, they will not be able to afflict you with anything other than that which Allah had pre-destined against you. The pens have been lifted and the ink of the pages has dried up.”
-Hadith of the Prophet (salla allahu allayhi wa salam)
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This is a story of a hideous man so despicable
Who has all the world’s riches and seems all-invincible.
His wealth he uses solely to show-off with and flaunt
Dares you to want it, allows his possessions to taunt.
He lures most citizens and they blindly follow.
They never realize his core is plain dark and hollow.
Some walk, some march, and some run after him.
He seems to offer every last desire and whim.
They chase after him with no intention to stop.
Maybe some jewels into their hands he will drop.
So they have their hands open waiting for the fall.
Of some of his riches, and hope for it all.
Even the rich, prestigious and well-off of the town.
Suddenly become beggars following him around.
Those who were independent at once become needy.
Those who once donated become evil and greedy.
The man’s evil laugh crackles as they chase.
He knows that none of them will win the race.
They become deaf to his laughter,
his stretching shadow they keep after.
Some warn from the sidelines, for they’ve understood.
He’s here only to mock, he’s not any good.
But the crowds gain momentum, and his laugh grows louder.
They are all so weak, and he only gets prouder.
Then at the outskirts of town, they reach a sharp ridge.
His carriage floats across, without need for a bridge.
Some come to their senses and halt in their tracks.
Others, arms outstretched, run and fall down into black.
The likes of this Dunya is the story of this man.
Still laughing and chuckling, still ridiculing his fans.
Never follow his tracks or allow your soul to be sold.
His wealth glitters much but it’s a heap of fool’s gold.
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I can see way too many buildings outside my window to even start counting. And I think this generalization applies to more things in life. Way too many blessings, way too many chores, way too many responsibilities, but most importantly, way too many wrong things done, failures, and just way too many sins.
I want to take a long walk. On a beach. Too bad there aint one close by.
Maybe what I need is a trip to Mecca.
I just need to cleanse.
That’s all.
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