Full of Calamities and Agony

The more I grow up, the more I realize how insatiable creatures we are. We behave well only when there is no conflict of interest. Two years of condemnation and demonstrations to support Gaza and its people and after a week of ceasefire Sudan takes the turn! I am sick of the gory scenes, charred bodies, raped women, slaughter, and all these abhorrent scenes. Who has said that people should be in factions, denominations, superiority based on nationality and colours? Years ago, I stopped saying my opinions and preferred living and acting low-key otherwise I would get judged and tortured psychologically. Ignorance and poverty are my fiercest enemies and they cause bloodshed and genocides as human beings get strapped from their humanity once they get starved, uneducated, invaluable to the whole society. Therefore, they would only run amok leaving blood and savage behind. When the enemy is an outsider, the issue is totally understandable as the fundamental differences outstrip letting wars and pillage be the spokesman of this misunderstanding. What I cannot comprehend or digest is how one fabric reaches such trajectory of inhumanity and tyranny. This arena is full of blunders and lunatics and sounds no balanced human beings could exist on it for long.

We may agree that genocidal violence cannot be understood as rational; yet, we need to understand it as thinkable.
― Mahmood Mamdani

Farces

As human beings never heed the lesson through different eras and different generations. This farce will also come to an end but with a gory one full of brutality and hatred. Fed-up with agendas, factions, and the purported heroism!

#Wars #humanity #gaza #lebanon  #Peace #World

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Victimisation Vs Heroism

Maybe the most abhorrent trait Arabs have is heroism especially when we are raided, bombed, and slayed with no food or water. Ironically, transgressors are versed in playing the role of the victim crying and mourning their dead people for years and decades and never stop reiterating their anecdotes and stories. I am sick of this duplicity and two-faced diplomats and governments. Your paunches would not get filled and always covet more and more. It is the most embarrassing and shameful epoch for Arabism as we have nothing to do other than boycotting franchises, brands, and condemning all the day with no action. Today, Gaza’s people are fleeing their homes (another nakba) if they were beggars not the real landowners.

We all are complicit in this war and indebted to all these displaced civilians.

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Cease fire in Gaza now

Scapegoats Vs Hypocrites

Is not it a farce?!
The whole world is calling for secularism and upholding laws instead of religious beliefs as they are retarding and do not suit the current era. However, all these gory scenes on TV are a result of a religious belief (the promised land) from a developed country and highly-educated people and allegedly they call themselves secular and non-religious!!!!

Is not this hypocrisy? duplicity? racism? ignorance?

Forcing people to live in an open air prison for two decades is dehumanising.

Musical instruments, canned food, and many necessities are not permitted is barbaric

Believing that you and your people are the chosen people and others are mere animals is mobs’ way of thinking!

AI and technology do not prove the progression of this era and humanity is lagging behind!

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Imam Ali on Intellect

A person’s intellect becomes apparent through his dealings, and a man’s character is known by the way he exercises authority.

The intellect is a king and characteristics are its subjects, so if it is weak in governing them, disorder takes place.

The intellect is better than desire, for the intellect makes you a king over your destiny, and desire makes you a slave of your destiny.

The intellect is a natural disposition which learns from experience.

The intellect is what arrives at what is correct through reasoning, and recognizes what has not yet happened through what has already taken place.

Use your intellect to understand something when you hear about it-the intellect that examines, that is, and not just the intellect that repeats what it hears, for surely there are many who repeat the knowledge that they hear, and there are few who examine it.

The one who has an intellect longs to be like the righteous people so that he can be of one of them, and he loves them so that he can be united with them in his love, even if he falls short in emulating their actions.

The one who has an intellect does not openly display it except in one of two situations: when he is furthest away from seeking something in the world, and when he is furthest away from abandoning it.

Surely hated adversity has final objectives in which it will inevitably end, so the one who has an intellect should try to sleep over it until this happens, for surely any attempt to stop it before it has come to an end will only intensify that hated diversity even more.

The first opinion of the person of intellect is the last opinion of an ignorant person.

The one who has an intellect finds harshness of life amongst persons of intellect more agreeable than a life of ease amongst the foolish.

I Also Quit The Race Of Labels

Be this, be that!

They said be a woman, be a man 

Be strong, fight back they said, but wait Who’s “they”? Could they be us?

Be a human, be confident          

Feel strong, feel weak, trust your gut

Be a human

Dress up, dress down. Wear heels, walk barefoot. Dress whatever you like. Wear makeup, surprise yourself.    

Tired of labels? Me too.

Be a human, not a super human. Be a change-maker, speak out, shout loud

There are things to be done. Help them happen

Help others, be selfish. Reign, serve.       

Be a human.

Make love, make money.

Buy flowers, pick flowers,give flowers.      

Be feminine, be masculine.

Only you define it

Have two, have none.   

Be feminist, be activist, be optimist

Be a friend, a friend of yourself.  

Be a human, just be.

These words are quoted from a video on YouTube and it deeply resonates!

The First Cosmic Covenant

It isn’t where you come from, it’s where you are going that counts.

Ella Fitzgerald

I always remind myself of how easily we can uproot ourselves and thrive anywhere. Even our religion cherishes the idea and entitles us to do so. Cherishing memories, lineage, and places are fallacies that should be eradicated.

The first cosmic covenant; worship, supplicate, and befriend all.

No More Cocoons

Things do not go well whether they are educational, professional, or personal issues. Living in a place where people starve and struggle to make ends meet due to the recent unprecedented plight of USD and the highest inflation rate we are dealing with. As most of you know that I got rejected from the scholarship to pursue my master’s degree with no despair or grudge as I will keep applying until I get admitted. Professionally, in Egypt work is not managed by efficiency but rather by nepotism and by being loyal to your managers and supervisors even if this means accepting their insolence and intrusion with pleasure! I am studying for six hours daily in order to leave this ranch and never deal with these beasts. These are not insults as they always behave violently with no mindfulness. Personally, after my father’s death, I still cannot turn off the lights before I go to sleep as I cannot forget seeing him dead and shrouded before his burial. It was the last time I saw him silent with no screams out of pain but with all the faith and being a monotheist, death is ambiguous and difficult to digest as long as I am still in a different realm.

My appearance has changed a lot! I put on weight and depression looks like my closest company who would not leave soon. Life is playing its abhorrent game of giving things then harshly snatching them. I want to retrieve the old Gehad; I mean the old appearance with the current mindset. I even think negatively about my value as a woman but human beings are the most valuable creatures on earth. I try to regain my spirits, ambition, enthusiasm, trust, and confidence. I have started to eat healthily and enjoy taking myself to the place where I would mingle with like-minded people and through that process I will snatch my self worth and water it as much as I can. I would befriend honesty, self-care, and authenticity. I would abandon hypocrites, filters even those in my camera!, and self doubt.

Live and love 💘

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Happy Women’s Day

The nonexistence of the male figure in any woman’s life does not mean her life is uneventful as women are fully entitled to choose with whom to share her life with no tutelage or discrimination. I, myself, enjoy the spirituality of my religion and how it makes me unworldly and content, but this would never be an excuse for men to have the upper hand over everything in our lives. Religions exist in order to eradicate any fallacies regarding gender and segregation! Now, with all this disruptive technology, The majority falsely believe in  religious standpoints which are overlaid with customs and unprecedented ignorance. We, women, thrive to do better and be more!
#happywomensday

No stigma
Happy women’s day!

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