Betrayal cuts deep, it hurts and causes me to question, if they ever cared. Sounds like you feel a bit overwhelmed and burdened by all this. But your not alone, people are out there to listen and help. I will do my best to lend a supportive ear. No worries about confidentiality this stays discreet.

I’m okay Stephen. We are working on things getting better. Scott is better. I locked everything up tight on facebook and deleted all of the family from my friends list. Seems some thought it necessary to share my galavanting around with John and Leslie. So now they think worse of me than they did before. I find it very odd how quickly Dana has forgotten that her and craig were in the exact same place as Scott and I with the exception that she was a junkie as well as craig, where I have never had a problem with drugs and alcohol. The betrayl I feel by her trying to make herself look better in their eyes than me is hard to cope with. But that is family drama. I’m okay and so are the kids and Scott is getting there, he will have 60 days sober on Monday and I couldnt be more proud of him!

No worries , I’m the only one who knows and it will remain that way forever. Just concerned about you that’s all.

I have no idea how you found me here and I would appreciate you keeping it to yourself. Please tell me someone didn’t send you here. I have always been pretty well hidden…

I HATE not having patience. I HATE when I lose it with this little girl who tries so hard to make everyone happy. Makes me feel like the biggest dick in the world.

I must’ve missed something about Scott being gone. Going to do some diggin’ through old posts and get caught up.

Let some of it go–you have to. If not, you’re going to crash and burn the fuck out one of these days.

Repeat after me: Let. It. Gooooooo! Now, do it!! xoxo