St. Ambrose and Arlinghurst

When I read The St. Ambrose School for Girls a few weeks ago, I had a slight feeling of déja vu, and why not? Mallory Towers, the Chalet School, all of Angela Brazil, no doubt various other books or series that do not presently come to mind: I’m well-acquainted with the genre. St. Ambrose should be more up-to-date, but in some ways it’s not: though the setting is 1991, narrator Sarah Taylor describes the school as “a pearls-and-sweater-set institution of learning” (1), where fathers wear Izod and mothers shop at Talbots (actually, I think Talbots might be a bit down-market for this crowd). Sarah is a Goth, and her mother wears a “synthetic-fiber, fake von Furstenberg dress,” so that they’re “not significant enough” for rejection by the upper-crusty families, just “something they look through, ghosts of the lower middle class” (4).

Well. Jessica Ward had me at scholarship Goth attends preppie boarding school; the direct confrontation of class issues and Sarah’s dependence on lithium were icing on the cake. In some sense, the book might be considered a murder mystery, although the murder doesn’t take place until fairly late in the book, and in some ways, there is no mystery at all about it. But Sarah doesn’t trust herself, and the dead girl tormented her; what if she is responsible, and just can’t remember what she did?

A fifteen-year-old, slightly unhinged, looking for her people, finding connections through books, connected to a dead girl: Jo Walton’s Mori Phelps from Among Others came to mind. Mori is grieving, not bipolar (but with a physical disability), and her dead twin haunts her because of love, not bullying. The year is 1979, twelve years earlier than Sarah Taylor’s story, and the place is the UK, not New England. Magic is real, in Mori’s world (Walton says so), though it’s tricky and always plausibly deniable, but Mori’s mother is mentally ill as well as a witch. Both mothers are problematic, though Sarah winds up finding that hers really is on her side, whereas Mori has accepted that there can be no reconciliation with hers; she’s working on forging some sort of relationship with her father.

But the voice, the intensity, the effort to find a place to exist in a hostile world, sexual relationships that are not what they seem, the importance of writing and reading, and the significance of laundry rooms, the problem of which adults can be trusted and which not, the questions of what is true and how you know the truth, these things echo back and forth between in my reading of the two books. “Reality isn’t what happens,” Sarah says. “Reality is what our brains tell us is true. It’s all just in our minds” (349). Mori has “another even worse thought about magic. What if everything I do, everything I say, everything I write, absolutely everything about me (and Mor as well) was dictated by some magic somebody else will do in the future” (149).

“Class is like magic,” Mori says, “entirely intangible, and the way it affects things isn’t subject to scientific analysis, and it’s not supposed to be real but it’s pervasive and powerful” (64, 66). It seems a bit more tangible to Sarah, but then, class works differently in the US. But the magic/class connection is something I’d like to push on a bit more, at some point. “This is the reality I’d have created for myself if I could have. Instead, it’s unexpectedly been given to me by others. Which is a kind of magic, isn’t it?” (355) Sarah asks. There’s another half-page of her book, but I think it should end there.

Walton, Jo. Among Others. New York: Tor Books, 2010.

Ward, Jessica. The St. Ambrose School for Girls. New York: Gallery Books, 2023.

Subtle, fair, and wise is Rose

As a follow-up to my post about Sylvia Brown in Ballet Shoes, I thought I’d look at Rose Howard, the equivalent figure in The Whicharts, an earlier and more realistic book. Since I have this book only on Kindle, I don’t have page numbers for the following quotations. I thought we might get more detail about Rose’s life than Sylvia’s, as I remembered Rose being a more central character. However, although the book begins with Rose, it soon relegates her to the background, and she dies halfway through (oh, sorry, spoilers!).

First, Rose does volunteer work during the first World War: “She had lived in a trance since that November day when the Brigadier had left her. Nothing to get up for in the mornings. Nothing to do all day. She couldn’t even feel the babies needed her, she was their guardian, but Nannie was their life. Now with the war she was wanted again. A woman she knew asked her to help at an equipment office. Troops, it seemed, were camped everywhere, and there weren’t enough mattresses—palliasses they called them. Rose agreed at once. She understood sewing-machines, she didn’t mind scraping all the skin off her fingers tearing up ticking. She worked for hours at a stretch.”

When the money left her by the Brigadier shrinks, “Rose looked round for paid work, and instantly thought of munitions. Fabulous stories were abroad as to what women earned in munitions. ‘If others can do it, why not me?’ she thought. She got a job gauging in a fuse factory. The gaugers were not as well paid as the women who worked the lathes, but they sat for their work. As they worked in shifts of twelve hours, Rose knew her earning days would be short if she was expected to stand. She worked from seven in the morning until seven at night for a fortnight. Then reversed, and worked from seven at night till seven in the morning.”

After the war ends, obviously the munitions factory work does, as well. Rose visits the Brigadier’s law firm, where she is advised to turn her house into a boarding house: “In that time they planned to turn most of the house into furnished rooms. To herself assist Cook with the house work, instead of looking for a job outside.”

Years pass with few changes to the daily routine: “A solid round of housework and ordering meals for Rose.”

On a rare holiday, Rose takes her charges to Sussex, where they meet a family of boys holidaying with their mother. The two women “took to each other, and would sit happily sewing and chatting for hours together, until an outburst of cat-calls from the rocks would warn them that their respective families were returning, anxious to be fed.”

When the girls are in their teens, Rose becomes ill. The solicitor, “young Mr Bray” (in his 60s at least), has advice: sell the house. “Perhaps someone would convert it into flats. He suggested putting it in the market at once. Right away Rose could start looking for an inexpensive flat. Cheap to run. No need to take in boarders. Altogether more sensible. All the children old enough to work now. They wouldn’t earn much, but enough to help. Rose must not worry. There was no cause.”

Rose accompanies the younger two girls on a tour of the provinces. Daisy (the Posy-equivalent) reflects that “She liked the afternoons when Rose was well enough, and took them to explore the town, that was most amusing. Then after tea she had a rest. Even that wasn’t a bore, for Rose was reading the most exciting book to her.”

Similarly, “If Rose came with them, it wasn’t so bad, she brought a pack of cards, and they spent the evenings gambling for halfpennies.”

Sewing, childcare, housework, reading aloud, and the gruelling 12-hour shifts in the munitions factory during the war: such is Rose’s work life. I hope the early years as the Brigadier’s mistress were utter, utter blissikins (to quote Nancy Mitford), because the rest of it sounds pretty dreary.

Who is Sylvia, what did she?

Earlier this month, Moira at Clothes in Books did a marvelous post on Noel Streatfeild’s Ballet Shoes and Christmas carolers, in which she asked, “What does Sylvia do all day?”

Commenters took up the question, pointing out that she did the accounts and some light housework, ran a small business (taking in boarders), planned meals with Cook, and that much of what ladies of the 1930s spent their time on was correspondance. One wrote letters not just to friends and relatives, but conducted a lot of business that later was managed via telephone or, now, various online means: ordering food, coal, other household items; making appointments with dentists, doctors, accountants; paying the bills for all these. In the days when the post was delivered two or three times a day, it was perfectly possible to drop a note in the morning post placing an order and have it delivered no later than the next afternoon.

Nonetheless, being what I am, I returned to the text (any excuse to re-read Ballet Shoes, after all), and made a list of the things Sylvia Brown is said to spend her time on. Here it is, with the page numbers of my edition (NY: Random House, 1937):

12, marking new sheets with Nana
13, doing things for Pauline when allowed
34, read to the children before they went to bed
42, teaching the children
46, “She had just sat down to read the paper . . . . planning food for a lot of boarders as well as giving three children lessons is tiring”
48, hemming curtains
66, from 9-11, two hours of lessons for Posy while the “lady doctors” educate the older two
67, at noon either Sylvia or Nana take the children for a walk; Sylvia has lunch with the older two
138, “the hours she spent working out accounts”
159, administrivia related to getting Pauline a license as child actor: filling in a form, finding necessary documents
160, “Sylvia could not eat for fear the representative of the Education Office should look at her with scorn as one trying to make money out of an adopted child.”
187, “the house, and the boarders, and making accounts meet”; lessons again: “By now they really seemed to know just as much as she did, and they felt they were wasting time, and she knew they felt it.”
195-6, sewing dresses for the girls
241, “Sylvia was at her desk working” late at night
242, doing accounts
243, trying to sell the house
244-5, “I’m making an awful thing called an inventory. The house is mine, but what’s in it is Gum’s, and I’ve got to put down every single thing in every room.”
259, sewing camping gear and looking for suitable pillows and blankets
265, Sylvia (or Nana) takes Pauline to rehearsals for a pantomime
271, teaching Posy at home
274, “up to her eyes with work to do with selling the house”
277, Sylvia is also looking for a flat for five that isn’t too far from the Academy

The book is told from the point of view of the children, to whom adults are strange creatures. It’s clear to them what Madame and the other teachers at the Academy do all day, but harder to imagine the life Sylvia has when they aren’t present. As Moira points out, the household includes Cook, Nana, and a maid, Clara, but I imagine there is quite a lot of housework in a house that must have a dining room, drawing-room, and at least six bedrooms, by my count (day nursery, night nursery, Sylvia’s room, at least four rooms for the boarders; and if Cook and Clara live in, that’s two more, though they probably “do” their own rooms). Streatfeild says the house “had large rooms, and about six floors, including the basement” (8). I hope they send the laundry out!

The trouble with housework is that you can spend all day at it and never be very clear where the time went. You stripped the beds and put on clean sheets and then took in a delivery of something because Cook was cooking and Clara was doing the bathroom and Nana was with the children, and then you took the things to the kitchen and Cook asked you . . . and then it was lunch time . . . then you took the children for a walk before tea, and supervised homework, and then you read to them before bed and how did it get to be eight o’clock and those accounts not done yet?

Six on Saturday!

I’m back, though I don’t suppose you missed me. Most of my time in recent months has been devoted to work, cats, or my genre-fiction reading addiction. Or swimming. Among our chief weaponry . . . .

Anyway, earlier this week I looked up from the book or the cat, whatever, and thought how glorious the colo(u)rs in the yard (garden) were, and went out to take pictures before I could think of another thing to do indoors. It’s a good thing I did it then, because we’re now well past peak color, though, oddly, the burning bush between our yard and that of the neighbo(u)rs to the south is still bright green. I guess that will be something to look forward to.

Group one, photos one and two, dead flowers: Annabelle the hydrangea and the autumn-blooming clematis.

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Group two, photos three and four, yellow leaves: the magnolia (today most leaves are still hanging on but looking faded) and the Norway maple (most leaves now down).

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Group three, photos five and six, red leaves: the Japanese maple and the barberry.

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And look at me, it’s the middle of the afternoon and still Saturday in Britain, where the host of Six on Saturday is Jim at Garden Ruminations. For once I’m not turning up with excuses about being late!

Woman proposes, Bast disposes

Long ago, Sir John and I decided that we would not try to bring any more new cats into the house in Basement Cat’s lifetime. He always wanted to be an only cat, came to us as a very lively kitten when we already had four older, sicker cats (so, sort of like being the orphan who has to go live with a bunch of valetudinarian great-aunts and great-uncles), and when he finally worked his way up to being Senior Cat, that seemed like the best he was ever going to manage. And with the passing of Glendower, Basement Cat became both Senior and one of two (so, could have one human all to himself at any given time).

I even dared to imagine that we might reach a point of having only one cat and possibly being able to travel with her; or rather, Reina being what she is, that we could go somewhere and stay there for a long period of time while exploring the area.

But life has a way of happening while you’re making other plans. A tabby cat came to our back door and pleaded for entrance. Basement Cat (mirabile dictu) touched noses with her politely, so I acceded to her pleas. Here she is:

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Full integration will take awhile. Reina is Very Unhappy about the situation (she thought she was the Last Cat). Basement Cat, despite his initial lack of tantrum and uproar, hisses when Morgana makes an appearance. On the other hand, he’s using his words rather than his claws. Furthermore, she is a very agreeable cat, and just says (so far as I understand her), “Oh, you’re in a bad mood, sorry, I’ll leave you alone for now.” Her lack of response to insults makes me hope that in a few weeks, they’ll all settle down happily enough.

Morgana is delighted to be here. She is affectionate, purry, energetic, playful, altogether charming. We think she’s a year or two old. She’s supposed to have been a feral rescue, but she’s much too social to have been truly feral. Reina, after ten years living with us, is still more feral than Mor.

A note on the book in the background: I enjoyed Lev Grossman’s The Bright Sword. The Arthurian world seems like a much better setting for a hero who suffers from nostalgia for a past that never was than a magical college is. Even better, Collum is not a wanker like Quentin Coldwater.

Other book recommendations while I’m at it: Patricia Wrede, The Dark Lord’s Daughter, not only pays homage to Diana Wynne Jones, but to Cold Comfort Farm. And Anne Youngson’s The Narrowboat Summer is a very pleasing, gentle book about new starts and friendship in later life.

Another one for Undine

Book tower, beach hut, Oxbridge study . . . academics are not the only ones to fantasize about writing places. Rosie at La tour abolie has some excellent ideas:

“an imaginary jungle, on a green slope surrounded by vegetation. The hut had a tin roof, and it was always raining ( tropical storms, you see) and I would sit there clattering away at works of genius on the big black typewriter with rain drumming on the roof.”

Later, “‘Fantasy me’ at that time was a brilliant, wispy-haired, tweed-skirted university professor of – I don’t know – a mixture of literature and linguistics – and her lair was a study at Oxford or Cambridge, with a lovely old desk and a big leather armchair by a log fire, for reading. Tea and crumpets brought at intervals by a silent ‘someone’ who would tiptoe out so as not to disturb me.” (DEH: I would love to have a ‘silent someone.’ Since I am my own supplier of tea and whatever, supplying them is a terrible distraction/excuse for Not Writing.)

“Then came the book-tower, or ruined tower, a tower of infinite height stretching up via a worn stone spiral staircase into a starry night sky. Its walls were lined with books and I had all infinity to pass in solitary reading and writing. Infinite supplies of paper too, and no doubt quill pens and inkwells.” (DEH: so evocative!)

“I have been living by the sea and would, if I could have afforded it, have liked to buy a beach hut and read and write looking out at the grey English sea and equally grey English sky. You’d definitely need a quilted coat, woolly mittens and a big thermos-flask full of coffee for that one.” (It sounds lovely but having attempted something similar [minus the sea] on my deck, it soon becomes just too cold and inconvenient. Still, an excellent fantasy scene.)

Do click the link and read the full post! I have excerpted here because of the danger of sites going dark.

Too much fantasy?

In general, I think that “too much fantasy reading” is a bit like “too much chocolate”: input does not compute.

But Sir John and I are just back from a trip to the west coast, and on the way home I was happily engaged for the whole flight by comparing the detailed map on the seatback flight tracker (plus pop-ups about the history of significant places, buildings, wildlife sanctuaries, etc) with what I could see out the window. I was completely enchanted by the way the real landscape matched the map!

OK, I do understand that that is what maps are for: they represent the actual terrain. But that’s why I think I may have spent too much time poring over maps for fantasy novels, and trying to imagine the worlds they represent. Having put in the effort to live in the fantasy world, I’m delighted to see how in this world the land matches the map. It’s like being able to fly over the Shire.

Or maybe I’m just a map nerd. “Too many maps” is another “input does not compute” phrase.

Crown vetch is the new creeping bellflower

Why do I have this obsession with uprooting invasive species? Why can’t I leave ill enough alone? At the last house, on a civilized-size city lot, much of it taken up by house, garage, and paved patio, I spent the whole time we lived there digging up creeping bellflower and its nasty huge roots, when I wasn’t taking on Bishop’s Weed and creeping Charlie. I remember being relieved when Charlie took over the flowerbeds, because that meant I had WON against the bellflower. A few more rounds of digging, and I was also shut of Charlie in the flowerbeds, though I gave up on it in the lawn.

Here, at least, there is no creeping bellflower. I shall pause to give thanks.

HOWEVER, there is a slope down to a ditch, outside our actual property but which we are still responsible for maintaining, which has turned from slightly wild to seriously overgrown. The real problem is that when we moved in it had been shaded by a row of evergreens, but one of those trees died and we had to have it removed. Then a host of opportunistic plants moved in and invited all their friends to party hearty. If it were just the day lilies, I would leave them alone and count my blessings. They’re not native, but I love them, they’re pretty, they grow thickly enough to choke out all sorts of other stuff I don’t want. But next to the lilies is an area that was thick with wild carrot, periwinkles (probably escaped from the garden but possibly deliberately planted as groundcover), asters, motherwort, creeping Charlie, and crown vetch.

Two years ago, I focused on pulling up the wild carrot, which was invading the garden as well as that wild slope. That was a big job, but relatively speaking, a piece of cake. Wild carrot has single roots! Like carrots! Pull up a plant before it goes to seed and you’re in clover! Um, so to speak. I noticed the vetch, knew what it was and what it would do, but at that point there was very little of it, and I had other priorities.

Last year I just did not have the energy to do any gardening to speak of. I put down black plastic over the patch I’d cleared of wild carrot, and hoped it would kill the periwinkle and creeping Charlie. In the past couple of weeks, I have taken up the plastic and laid down a thick layer of wood chips in its place. I’d like to start planting natives, but it’s too hot and dry at the moment. Maybe in the fall, maybe next spring.

So I moved on to the vetch-ridden area. OMG. I just wanted to clear it so I could put down more plastic. I have several yard-waste bags full of the vines. This morning I went to do some final touch-ups . . . and spent two hours digging up vetch rhizomes, which led to digging up some large stones left by the previous owners, which led me to the realization that this is not the first time vetch has taken over this slope. The area that used to be shaded by the defunct evergreen has relatively young, small vetch plants. The area where these large stones were scattered has big, old, tough, deeply-rooted rhizomes. I think the previous owners ripped out the vines, put the stones down, and hoped for the best. They may have got it for a few years, but the roots are coming home to roost. Or something.

There are a few more shoots marking bits I’m going to try to dig up, and then the plastic really is going down. I may keep the area mulched but not planted for a year after the plastic comes up (that is, till 2026), to see whether I’m going to have to dig over the whole damned slope, which is bigger than the entire garden at the old house, not to mention having evergreen roots further down, and probably more big stones not too far under the surface. Or maybe it’ll be time to hire a guy with earth-moving equipment, rip up the entire side yard, put down new topsoil, and lay sod. But what I want is a native wildflower garden. And that, I suppose, is my answer to the question I started with. I want milkweed, and Joe Pye weed, coneflowers and wine-cups, and assorted other flowering plants that belong here and will support Monarch butterflies and native pollinators.

But I could dig up the lawn and plant them there, instead of struggling with the wild patch. I suppose my feeling is that since it’s wild, it should be native-wild, instead of invasive-wild. And maybe this is my way of dealing with environmental anxiety: rather than worry about the planet, I obsess about reversing entropy in my little corner of it, where I may actually be able to make some headway.