who the f*** am I?

what do you care perfect stranger who I am? I could say anything and you would have to believe me.

addendum: I lack punctuation and correct spelling. I am in my own head and may not be interested in what is yours. Any comments you, the reader/writer/instigator feel obligated to post will be open for misinterpretation and unwanted analysis. Your comment is appreciated, even if you say something snide, boring, mean, silly or in morse code. I only speak and read English. I am happy to dispense medical advise but may not be held to it’s accuracy, efficacy, helpfulness or outcome. Enjoyment, disillusionment, confusion and boredom are par for the course. This is only the internet after all-I could be sitting in my poop stained underpants jerking off to Star Trek for all you know.

**** If you post to me, I will try to repond on the post. Before, when I was first into my blog I didn’t want to engage with people on the story itself because I felt like comments were a conversation between me and the commentor-not all the other numnuts reading the post. Now that Twitter and such have become a thing, they were not when I started this blog a long long long time ago, I see the value in that discourse.

I have been away for far too long and still have things to say, but alas, as there are literally billions more people doing this now, I am certain there will be like (hopefully?) 3 people who might read this. I am into you, you 3 people. I am all in. I think your butt looks nice in those pants. I think you are just fantastic. So thanks.

Since I started this blog over 10 years ago now, I have become an RN, gotten my BSN, moved away from bedside nursing and work in a law firm as a clinical reviewer. I still have two children but they are teenagers now. Still married, 26 years this past June. Many of our pets have died since I started this blog and sadly we have one that will never die and we hate her despite the fact we continue to take care of her.

I am worried in a way I have never felt before. I am worried for our children and what the world will look like if we survive this current presidency and administration.

I am a medical professional. I am a scientist that believes in science. From time to time I may post about medical things. So help me Betty, if you try to rail against me that crystal and essential oils are better than vaccines and chemotherapy you will be mocked, pitied and looked down on.

Sometimes it’s not just a difference of opinion. Sometimes the thing you “believe” actually hurts other people. I will not abide that. So I will say now, so you are not confused:

FUCK TRUMP
FUCK PENCE

FUCK THE GOP in general and many specifically

FUCK ‘nationalism”

FUCKITY FUCK RIGHT THE FUCK OFF racism, sexism and fascism.

FUCK discrimination

FUCK right the fuck off religous wingnuts whose gods tell them to hate other people

FUCK YOU if you don’t vote and specifically fuck you if you voted for this bullshit we are in right now

FUCK YOU GUN OWNERS. period. the end. fucktheNRA in the ass with a red hot poker covered in fire ants

I am not religious, please don’t pray for me. It’s cool, really.

I read everything and am totally into random people emailing me with their thoughts or comments. I do consider it an open invitation to crash at your house and use your shower when ever we are visiting your town/country. So, thanks. (I don’t know if WP provides email addresses for comments now…so check at the comments or select that thingie that says you want to be notified for further threads or something like that. )