
It is freezing outside today. Wind chills are making it feel even colder. Frostbite is a danger after even a few minutes of exposure. For the second day in a row, Stella is not getting a walk. She’s bored, but not arguing about it. She’s been outside, as needed, through the morning, but she doesn’t dawdle. Right now, she’s comfortably resting on her dog bed, in front of the heater, right behind where I’m sitting here at the computer.
I bought Stella a new dog bed for Christmas. She had chewed up the one she inherited when she moved here, and the next two that I bought for her. I put a cushion down in that space, which she could rest her head on if she decided to park herself there, and for a while let her go without her own dog bed. She insists on sleeping with me anyway, and my bed is where she spends most of her time, when I’m home. Now and then, she curls up in the armchair. When I’m away from home, she parks herself upstairs, on top of my printing press, where she gets a wide view of the whole front yard.
But, in the Christmas spirit, I purchased another dog bed. She uses it often, when I’m working at the computer, or sitting on the nearby chair, and she hasn’t yet shown any inclination to chew it up! Maybe she learned her lesson. More likely, she’s gotten a little older, and forgotten what pleasure she found in scattering bits of foam, fabric and stuffing all through the house. In any case, I’m happy with her newfound maturity, and she seems very content curled up by the heater on her new dog bed!
There is definitely a chill in this house today. I’m wearing my fleecy robe, over sweats, over long underwear, and I still feel cold! It makes it kind of hard to move around, which makes it difficult to get much done. I managed to lose the robe long enough to get in my morning exercise. I’ve been working on a couple future projects for my art class. I have a loaf of bread rising, to go with the soup I plan to make for dinner. I’ve written one letter. Not much, for my last day off!
Now that I’m old, and receiving Social Security benefits, I work outside of my home no more than I have to. This time of year, when businesses have slowed down, I have four days off! Time! Time to work on or complete all the sorting, cleaning, and organizing projects I have planned for my home and studio. Time, even, to start something new. Too often, my list of accomplishments are little more than a sad reflection of how much time I waste.
This week, I started out working on a cabinet to deal with the shelf inside it, that had warped to the point where it was no longer doing its job. It had to be removed, and somehow replaced. I got everything out of it, filling the counter above and the floor around it with all the things that had been stored inside. I couldn’t get the shelf out. It was going to have to be cut, to remove it in two parts. That involved an hours-long task with a handsaw, or some piece of power equipment. That dilemma was enough to stop me in my tracks. Often, as was the case this time, after having created more mess than I’d started with.
I managed to diddle way the rest of that day on “busy work,” diversionary tactics to make me feel productive when I am not. The next day, my goal was to get everything done that I had not completed the day before. And I managed it! It was actually a very productive day. Stella and I got a two-mile walk in. I cut the shelf in two using my jigsaw, fashioned a shelf out of a wooden crate, washed everything before putting it back in the cabinet, and swept up the sawdust. I swept the entire downstairs while I was at it, took out the compost, burned the paper trash, and finished an afghan that has been “in progress” for at least two years.
Yesterday, I spent in “recuperation mode,” accomplishing only what was absolutely necessary. Now, today, again I’m faced with the pressure. This is my last day off of the week! It’s too cold for a walk, so that is out. Bread is making, soup is planned. I’ve made good progress on samples for art class. I have been meaning to publish a blog, so now that’s done. It’s not much, granted, but, hey…I do what I can!








