โฆbut I am a Shadow Man from under someone else’s bed.
***You probably shouldn’t watch the thing, but it was directed by Joe Dante.

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โฆbut I am a Shadow Man from under someone else’s bed.
***You probably shouldn’t watch the thing, but it was directed by Joe Dante.

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Chapter One. Chapter Two. Chapter Three. Chapter Four. Chapter Five.
Where was the data coming from? Who was controlling the flow?

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Wiley parked in an unused Microsoft lot, with visibility and cover behind a parked construction crane. He figured he’d have some minutes before he aroused suspicion. Stop #71335 sat halfway down a ramp, towards 520, heading West. About six people milled around, two getting on a bus, then a few more filtering in: Three Indians, two Chinese professional women and a white guy in sweat pants with his belly hanging out in the cold.
Shouldn’t there be more people? These buses are leaving campus, heading towards Seattle. Is this the wrong stop? Was it the stop heading East? As these thoughts flashed across Wiley’s mind, someone knocked on the window.
Startled, Wiley’s hand reached for his sidearm under his shirt. ‘No, no!’ the man said, backing away. ‘Please it is me’. He was wearing a red coat with a pea-green hat.
‘I’m sorry. I have to be careful’ his arms dropping to his sides. ‘So careful. This is very bad now. You are Wiley and I will present everything. Let’s turn off our phones off and drive.’
Wiley nodded and motioned the man around the car. He appeared to be in his late twenties, thin with glasses. Wiley scanned and saw no one else around. So much for ‘Emerald City Investigations offers top-notch surveillance skills.’
‘Call me John.’ the man said climbing in. A laptop was under his arm as he placed his backpack between his legs. ‘Thank you for coming. It is me. Please head away from here through the neighborhoods. Your phone must be off. We will find a network.’

The painting is Monet’s ‘Haystack, 1891‘ at the SAM. Full series here.
‘In a series comprised of over 20 paintings, Monet recreated haystacks during varying weather conditions and at different times of day. Here, a single stack of wheat sits in a sundrenched, late-summer field framed by poplars and rolling hills.’

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Spring Oak
Call it a granite moon
which fills the fields
beyond the light
of a neighbor’s barn.
The first spring calf stood
today. on tufted grass
alive, bundled by the wind.
Its stillborn twin
we found nearby.
The barn steeple rises
up, as it must,
the stars like salt in my eyes.
Chapter One. Chapter Two. Chapter Three. Chapter Four.
Harry hadn’t noticed a teal Prius sitting thirty-feet away. The driver was staring at his phone. Harry saw two open laptops inside.

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One of the two men, thin-shouldered with wingtips, began pacing while speaking into a headset. The left side of his face was scarred.
A tall man with sunken eyes lifted the roll-up door of the Penske truck, motioning the group inside. He wore a scruffy, red chin-beard.
Harry counted seven Mexicans (one under five feet), two filipinos (Tagalog), and two black guys as everyone piled in. Only a coiled length of rope lay coiled in the corner. No tools. No other equipment.
Mexican patter began to fill the stuffy box. The truck did a half-turn in the gravel lot, exiting on Marginal. Left.
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8:37 pm.–The smell was horrendous. One of Harry’s group began to whistle. Clear, high, bird calls. A little unhinged. Now, the man was rocking back and forth, intense and agitated.
‘Stop the goddamn truck.’
Harry and another man grabbed his shoulders.
‘This is easy money, come on motherfucker‘
‘Get me out’ Stop the goddamn truck!’
A few Mexicans began whistling their disapproval. The man was standing in the middle of the truck, swinging his arms wildly.
‘Get me the fuck outta here!’
The truck slowly rolled to a stop…
The Great Figure
Among the rain
and lights
I saw the figure 5
in gold
on a red
firetruck
moving
tense
unheeded
to gong clangs
siren howls
and wheels rumbling
through the dark city.
I like Charles Demuth’s fidelity to the original, and use of imagist-imagination. The figure 5 comprises such an important part of the poem.

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‘Imagism was a sub-genre of Modernism concerned with creating clear imagery with sharp language. The essential idea was to re-create the physical experience of an object through words. As with all of Modernism, Imagism implicitly rejected Victorian poetry, which tended toward narrative.‘
And:
‘The most exemplified phase of Modernism, referred to as โHigh Modernism,โ occurred during the inter-war years (1918-1939). This was the time when writers synonymous with Modernism, such as Virginia Woolf, James Joyce, T.S. Eliot, and D.H. Lawrence, thrived. While Victorians typically concerned themselves with rendering reality as they understood it into fiction, Modernists recognized that reality was subjective, and instead strove to represent human psychology in fiction.‘
In response: I don’t believe reality to be subjective, though I’ve met a lot of people who seem to.
Where’s the proof for such a claim?
For my part, I believe reality is there, and that my senses are giving me evidence and essential elements of reality. One of the strengths of the camera is the ability to move faster than the eye and brain (stuff I’m too slow to notice and process…lots of randomness).
While I’m inspired deeply by much modern art, and was raised in a postmodern milieu, I’ve not been persuaded by postmodern truth and knowledge claims. Postmodernism seems like a game with unclear rules, a few admirable people, and a lot of weirdos answering to Nehru-jacket-wearing authorities spewing gobbledy-gook.
During the post-war years, the confessional poets, with a fair amount of free and blank verse became dominant, with a kind of feelings-first, psychological exploration of the (S)elf. We’re now seeing many downstream effects in our culture (I’ll leave this to your imagination…for good and ill).
The Straussian truth and knowledge claims, as one example, pushes back to a kind of classicist revival, an embrace of tradition, and rejection of much modern and postmodern thinking.
And now for something…somewhat related…
What Iโve Seen Lately In The Lonely Parts Of Town. I like abstraction, and certain shapes I see. I like arranging photos in series/sequences to highlight certain shared variables (color, light, shape etc.). This attraction starts with my senses out in the world, but ultimately must answer to my physical limitations, limitations of my technique/skill and limitations of the camera. It must answer to limitations of time, weather and light conditions, and the wishes of other people.
I’m usually behind reality, or in the wrong position, or I just missed what was a lovely, serendipitous moment. There are the known knowns I missed, the known unknowns, and also the unknown unknowns (stuff I’ll never see, but for example, I can admire in the work of other photographers).
Anyways, what a long-winded ass I’ve become. I hope you find something of value in this short four-photo-sequence.

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Through fog,
remembering the day’s words, true and untrue,
the ships must all go now
to sea, spreading
their news. Gazing down the wells
of the afternoon,
the sunlight turns silvery-blue.

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Give me one minute and your mind. 1. Please read the poem aloud. 2. Take a closer look at the photo 3. Play the first 30 seconds of Chopin’s Nocturne in B-flat minor, Op 9, No. 1. (past the 00:26 mark).
The goal: Create a dreamy, contemplative experience before you move on.
Thanks to all.
Those Winter Sundays
Sundays too my father got up early
and put his clothes on in the blueblack cold,
then with cracked hands that ached
from labor in the weekday weather made
banked fires blaze. No one ever thanked him.
I’d wake and hear the cold splintering,breaking.
When the rooms were warm, he’d call,
and slowly I would rise and dress,
fearing the chronic angers of that house,
speaking indifferently to him,
who had driven out the cold
and polished my good shoes as well.
What did I know, what did I know
of love’s austere and lonely offices?
Chapter One. Chapter Two. Chapter Three.
8:24 pm Friday night: Agressive mist and wind pelted Harryโs face. The asphalt under 99 was slick; a series of rented scooters abandoned along the way.
He wore a dirty hoodie, the oldest jeans he could find, and Wylie’s boots (one size too small).
He’d approached the only person near the stadium; doubled-over, coming down from a fentanyl high. The man lifted his face, shuffled back into a pillar; slumping down into a sitting position.

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‘What do you want?’
‘Warner told me to meet’
‘You got junk? You got money, man?’
‘You alright?โ Harry said, crouching down.
‘I’m alright.’ the man said staring vacantly ahead. A smile grew on his face. A healthy mistrust hung in the air: ‘Warner’s got a girl up on the hill. Probably where he is.’
Harry appreciated the effort.
‘I’m looking for work’ Harry said, holding out a $50. ‘for the night.’
Ronnie’s hand was bloated and cold.
‘Yeah they got that shit locked down. I’m sleepy. Warner ainโt here so I ain’t going nowhere.‘
Harry handed him another $50. Both man stared into the darkness.
‘The knife place. 8:30 pm.’
‘Off Spokane?
‘Yeah’
‘Tell Warner to call me. Harry said. ‘Look me up.โ
‘Yeah, he told me about you. I didn’t send you and I don’t fuckin’ know you.
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Harry walked down 3rd, texting Kathy. ‘Near Epicurean Knife Store. 8:30 pm. No Warner.
He remembered seeing a bank of bikes and turned West on Atlantic. He started slow-jogging. ‘Shit.’
The phone buzzed. ‘Be careful. No Oliveira info. Wylie not back. Wendell unclear.‘
Harry got to Alaskan in about five minutes. There were no bikes, only two scooters…

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Soon, Harry was trundling along at twelve miles per hour. He reached the corner of an industrial building. He set the scooter down, tapping ‘end ride’ on his phone. It chimed way too loudly.
As he rounded the corner, ten or eleven men stood in a semi-circle, between a set of train-tracks and a graffiti-covered wall. Most had hoodies. There was a mid-size box truck parked fifty-feet away, under a curving overpass where two men stood.
Harry shuffled towards the group casually…
All the best to you and yours. May the New Year bring you peace and prosperity.
Thanks for stopping by, and to everyone that has.
Chapter One. Chapter Two. Chapter Four.
The email: ‘My company’s missing fifteen-million dollars over eight quarters. MASSIVE data fraud. All points in Seattle’s port. Only three of us know (on the American side). Help.‘
That was one way to get a private eye’s attention.
The cold seemed to seep in from the front windows. Harry’s eyes traced the worn edges of the ‘D’ in ‘Emerald City Investigations.’
Wylie: Who else knows and what are the risks? Why not just escalate through the company?
Harry’s eyes lingered on a large indentation in the glass; raindrops gathering there until their sudden release.
The building’s radiator rattled to life.
Kathy: ‘The prosecutor’s office? The Commission? We’re not that important. Look at this office.’
Wylie: What if it’s a setup? I’ll trace the server.’ We should ask for like, $300 an hour.’
Harry read the last part of the email aloud: ‘I will be at the #71335 bus stop at 8:00 am tomorrow. Red coat, green woolen hat. Normal routine. No errors. I need to trust someone. Kindly. Please. Please.’
‘What about a pretty please?’ Wylie said. ‘I’ll go Harry.’
Swimming far-out, most men tell their wives when brushing-up against something sinister. A confidante. Someone.
Most people, most of the time, choose not to notice.
It was Harry’s job to notice.

Tugging at the heartstrings…
Merry Christmas!
Chapter One. Chapter Three. Chapter Four.
Who knows how people come to haunt their own lives?
Warner had been in some kind of band, then out wandering the street for fifteen years. He’d emerge from time to time with ideas. Harry noticed three new crosses behind his left ear and a long, purple scar on his right hand.

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‘It’s free if you guys want it. That’s what I’m saying.’
‘People meet every night. That’s free?’ Harry asked.
‘This ain’t it, Harry’ Wylie said, standing up. ‘You guys want a drink?
‘What I’m giving you. Something’s going on. Guys in Bremerton. The construction guys. Everybody knows.’
‘Knows what?’
‘I can’t tell you all of it. I don’t know. You sit there all night and they give you $75. Thatโs real fuckinโ money.’
‘What I’m tellin’ you is you get $20. For showing up. $50 for the night.’
‘That’s $70. I need a place, Warner. Names.’
‘You smell like shit, Warner. Don’t touch my desk.’ Wylie handed him a Red Bull.
‘I don’t have to be here.’ A long pause. Warner looked down at his feet. โOliveira.’
What’s he look like? Harry asked.
Brown guy. Glasses. Like a banker. Short hair. He speaks German too. Good English.’
‘And you guys work?’ Harry asked.
‘You ask around. You show up but nothing happens. They take one group of guys, and disappear. Like a Penske truck. Illegals. Then it changes.’
‘What changes?’
‘The place. You gotta know someone, then it’s somewhere else. But you gotta know someone.‘ They pay out, man.’
‘German?’ Wylie asked, staring.
‘Yeah, it’s fuckinโ German.’
‘Get me in,’ Harry said.
‘Ronnie’s on 4th near the stadium.‘ $500 now and $500 when we’re done.‘
‘$100′ right now and we talk when it’s done’ Harry said, handing Warner a bill. I’m good for it.
‘Tonight,’ Warner shuffled out staring at Wylie.‘You can’t come, asshole,’
‘Text me, Harry. I got like five phones.‘ He shouted from the hall.

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‘Oliveira’s Portugese’ Harry said. ‘Popular name.’
‘There are Germans in Brazil. Supermodels.โ Wylie said.
‘Lots of places to learn German’ Kathy was standing in the doorway. ‘I’ll check AI, incarceration, sex offenders, construction companies. Brazilians just replaced my neighbor’s roof’
‘II’ll talk to Skoda. He does data privacy. Maybe he knows something.’ Wylie said.
‘Lots of companies unloading on the Island.’ Harry said. ‘Fifteen million is serious money.’
‘There was a strike last year. Remember the Asian front food company near Georgetown?’ I can’t remember the name….lots of fraud’ Kathy said walking out. ‘My friend knows someone who works delivery. I’ll look that up, too.
‘Who makes money on each shipping container?’ Who touches these containers?’
Who was Oliveira?

Chapter Two.ย Chapter Three. Chapter Four.
This morning, 6:53 am: Harry awoke to the cold.
Iridescent bits of glass covered his lap and hands.
Pain radiated from his cheek. One sliver of window hung awkwardly in the jamb. He stared at the green and white webs; his mind moving in many places.
His right hand fished into his front pants-pocket. The keys were there. Jesus Christ.

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Three days ago: An email slid across Wylieโs desk and into the basket.
‘This is big. I hope I’m not right. Terminal 105 park 7 pm Fri.’
Two ropes of smoke rose dreamily from Harryโs cigarette towards the ventilation fan.
‘Could be a setup’ Wylie said.
‘Could be. Harry said leaning back. Maybe 20% on that. I’m not hearing much.’
‘You’re full of shit with numbers, Harryโ Wylie said.
Harry realized this was probably true (maybe 80%). The past few weeks had been filling the office with fear and exhilaration:
City politicsโฆHarryโs coffee was cold.
‘Let’s take it. Someoneโs gotta take itโ Harry broke the silence.
‘Your call’ Wylie smiled a small, enigmatic smile, lifting his feet from the floor and placing them back down.
One day ago: Five ties meant bad news. Probably the worst newsโฆ.

From our rather reasonable AI overlords: ‘Common skepticism is a healthy critical attitude towards dubious claims, while philosophical skepticism challenges foundational knowledge and the justification for belief itself, demanding proof for everything, a stance few people adopt in daily life.’
I knew a philosophic skeptic, he was smarter than me & fun, but, man…what an asshole.
Commoners have good reasons to be skeptical when it comes to modern art:
Bananas duct-taped to walls seems like bullshit.
‘Titled Comedian, the humoristic piece can be considered a challenge to the sometimes-absurdist nature of the art market and the art collecting world. โTo me, Comedian was not a joke; it was a sincere commentary and a reflection on what we value,โ said the artist in an interview at the time. โAt art fairs, speed and business reign, so I saw it like this: if I had to be at a fair, I could sell a banana like others sell their paintings. I could play within the system, but with my rules.โ’
Who can forget the transcendent darkness of this photo (the shock-concept and the celebrity overshadowing the skill/visual impact).
‘He immersed a crucifix he bought in an antique shop in his own urine.‘
Fellow commoners, we have as a counterpoint, rather beautiful, innovative classics like Falling Water, by Frank Lloyd Wright. A pain in the ass to maintain, but still a place for the genuine:
As I see the world: We have beliefs, and we’ve usually locked them away beyond critique. So has most everyone else. Some beliefs have more truth in them than others.
We use shared beliefs to form and maintain relationships. We use them to get stuff and give other people stuff. We rely on shared beliefs to organize events/clubs, workplaces, and hierarchies of judgment and knowledge, without killing each other. Shared beliefs regulate and help us navigate our emotions, as well as our personal, interpersonal and social behavior. We outsource much of our thinking to shared beliefs, while forgetting they’re even there. We’re often proudest of passing our beliefs on if we think they’re true, lasting and important.
The rub is the relationship these beliefs have with truth, and knowledge. A modern rationalist might say something like: ‘We have access to enough scientific and economic knowledge to run the government, and effectively plan your life. (M)an is something holy, and we’ve only just begun perfecting (M)an. Go ahead be creative and vote for the $1 billion arts package or else.‘
A typical Catholic might say something like: ‘Let’s check in with Canon Law. The Pope is closest to God, then the Cardinals, then the Archbishops etc.’ We’re only redeemed through Christ. So….that’s what art should be doing. Capiche?
What if a radical questioning of belief becomes the norm, around which people are…still believing?
What, then, do people actually believe?
What do artists, often radically questioning belief while making stuff, actually believe?
Those increasingly ridiculous artist statements? Some curious mix of irony, doom and nihilism all the way down? Modern mysticism?
A digression: Let’s say a kid in bad neighborhood, at a vulnerable age, joins a gang. He gets protection, savage discipline and access to stuff. The gang serves dark masters of the soul of course (in our case: How to rob specific makes/models of cars and sell them for parts, leaving a trail of harm, making the kid violent and dangerous).
Let’s also say the same kid in a bad neighborhood, on weekends, hangs with his uncle. His uncle fixes cars. Our kid learns to honor something within himself, other people, and the world. Like his time with the gang, life unfolds as a series of challenges, struggles and possibilities. Yet, his lifespan probability opens from twenty-two to sixty-four. Much better of parts of the kidโs nature come forwards. People drive their cars away, grumbling over the price and the delays…but, still.
Clearly, one path is better for the kid, the neighborhood and the rest of us?
Surely?
Now, what if, at school, that same kid is particularly talented, smart and sensitive? What if he is guided by someone towards personal self-expression, and even the eventual self-doubt, poverty and emotional rollercoaster of a typical artist’s life?
Shouldn’t the kid at least be taught how to notice things? how to describe how a good painting looks? how to draw? how to draft? how to mix paint?
Surely?
These days, it seems we find ourselves in a โpost, postmodern landscape.โ
What is this curious, Western belief to ‘blank-slate’ everything? How can it be true that the kid’s emotions are a reservoir and his reason a man-made, oppressive dam? That he just needs to make a dark, mixed-media video collage and he’s arrived?
It seems making simple moral judgments in real-world scenarios raises serious questions about the Romantic/Modern/Postmodern projects.
The case for the visual art over the primacy of concept/idea: Lets say youโre looking at John Singer Sargentโs โLady Agnew Of Lochnaw‘ (somewhere between realism/impressionism). Youโre not looking at merely the idea of painting (good paintings already have ideas in them).

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Maybe you want to touch her skin? How did he paint like that? Look at the color and light. What is the artist saying? This painting took six sittings, but, arguably, a lifetime and maybe the better elements of a civilization to achieve.
A simple case: The Duchamp/Warhol line (concept/idea over visual communication/technical skill) warrants tremendous common-sense skepticism (I’ve gone a little deeper…but you get the point). Enough already.
Bananas duct-taped to walls and crucifixes dunked in piss are not just wasting our time, perhaps they’re harming our imaginations.
There are so many reasons to doubt so much bullshit within modern/postmodern thinking, while at the same time learning from the good.
โ
Tom Wolfe went on the T.V. with William F Buckley (too political for my taste) to discuss his book: ‘The Painted Word.’
At min 5:39 Wolfe argues the following (one part of the art/money/celebrity feedback loop):
โIt’s really a religious thing. One thing I didn’t say in The Painted Word, that I should have said, is that art today, is the religion of the educated classes. I don’t mean that by analogy, it isn’t like being a Baptist in 1870, it is being a Baptist in 1870.’
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From Art vs Machine: Here is a video making the case that Jackson Pollock achieved something, but it wasn’t really the innovative use of drip-paint.
Maybe it was kinda beautiful in its own way? Romantically Primitive?
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Also, are Robert Hughes criticisms’ of Andy Warholโs art really blocked by YouTube?
Making a hero of the androgynous anti-hero is orthodoxy these days, but also pretty tired (the Warhol to Bowie line seems over-rated):
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What came before modernism/postmodernism? Why the below video might be worth listening to (min 34:22):
‘There was a great turn towards emotionalism.โThere was a sudden interest in the primitive and remote; the remote in time and the remote in place. There was a outbreak of craving for the infinite’โ
A movement emerged, about 1760–1840, which has deeply affected our conceptions of the Self, Art, heroes and villains, and most importantly, what makes life worth living.
Isaiah Berlin’s take on Romanticism:
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From the comments on this piece:
‘The most useful definition of modernist fiction I’ve encountered comes from Brian McHale’s Postmodernist Fiction. He says modernist fiction tends to “foreground epistemological questions” such as “How can I interpret the world I’m part of? What is there to be known? Who knows it? What are the limits of that knowledge?” In contrast, postmodernist fiction tends to “foreground ontological questions” such as “What is a world? What kinds of worlds are there and how are they constituted? What happens when…boundaries between worlds are violated?’
As to the epistemological questions surrounding Modernism, below are four poems. Hopefully, each is a representative example of a move away from the Romanticism that had been prevalent up until the late 1800’s.
In addition to the move away from traditional Romantic rhyme and meter towards modern blank verse, there’s also a certain conception of the Self rendered in them; a presentation of our natures that might be worth examining in some detail.
I believe we can see clearly a move away from tradition towards the Self, the Poet isolated, the poem itself as a means of communication, and an anxiety so common within the 20th century.
I should note that a friend points out Harold Bloom does it much better (well, yes…obviously). From this blurb:
‘At the heart of Bloom’s project is the ancient quarrel between “poetry” and “philosophy.” In Bloom’s opinion, we ought not have to choose between Homer and Plato; we can have both, as long as we recognize that poetry is superior.’
Says the guy who writes about poetry…
What does one find within, as one looks without, waking from sleep and dream?
What kind of world is this, and can the poet actually help us know it?
T.S. Eliot (Preludes: Stanza 3)
3.
You tossed a blanket from the bed
You lay upon your back, and waited;
You dozed, and watched the night revealing
The thousand sordid images
Of which your soul was constituted;
They flickered against the ceiling.
And when all the world came back
And the light crept up between the shutters
And you heard the sparrows in the gutters,
You had such a vision of the street
As the street hardly understands;
Sitting along the bed’s edge, where
You curled the papers from your hair,
Or clasped the yellow soles of feet
In the palms of both soiled hands.
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The world will stain you, and it is a fallen, modern world, rendered profoundly and exquisitely.
As consciousness creeps in, building a bridge to the day, to the world, to the facts left as though they were the first facts, the light as though it were the first light, what one finds is distressing, both within and without.
That distress must be ‘made new,’ which is to say, the suffering (original?) in which we all sometimes find ourselves must match our experiences within the modern city and world, at least, the world created within Eliot’s lyrical verse.
Of the four poems, only the first and last have a 3rd-person subject.
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Wallace Stevens‘ ‘I’ is in a more contemplative state, but it’s an ‘I’ exploring similar themes, and experiencing some distress in trying to know how the world actually is, and what might lie within.
The journey to The Self may not be a journey for the faint of heart.
The Poems Of Our Climate (stanzas II and III)
II
Say even that this complete simplicity
Stripped one of all oneโs torments, concealed
The evilly compounded, vital I
And made it fresh in a world of white,
A world of clear water, brilliant-edged,
Still one would want more, one would need more,
More than a world of white and snowy scents.
III
There would still remain the never-resting mind,
So that one would want to escape, come back
To what had been so long composed.
The imperfect is our paradise.
Note that, in this bitterness, delight,
Since the imperfect is so hot in us,
Lies in flawed words and stubborn sounds.
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Even if the verse can describe a perfected world, delivering us, perhaps, a little closer to perfection, our poet is still not free from the impulses and desires which simply never cease.
Interestingly, we end-up not with a discussion of the heart, the spirit, libido etc. as a source for those desires (for Plato, the irrational), but rather, for Stevens, just a mind.
We also find more Romantic elements of language and an almost baroque/rococo arrangement of words and ideas, dandyish even, yet combined with an intense effort to abstract, define, and clarify. From here, the poet may proceed on his task of flawed words and stubborn sounds.
***I find myself thinking of elements of modern architecture and abstract-expressionist painting. The meaning, or at least some delivery from our restless existences, can be found within the abstract itself. Or at least within a retreat to the abstract for its own sake, away from the world.
The modernist, glass-walled house on the hill will exist in its own space, offering and defying meaning. The structure’s own shapes will be stripped down to often mathematically precise forms interacting with Nature. These shall guide Man, or at least offer individual men a little refuge.
It is perhaps in Stevens’ poem we can see the questions of knowledge about the world suggesting questions about whether there is a world at all, or, at least, what kind of worlds each Self might be able to inhabit.
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Here’s one of Robert Lowell’s poems, occurring a generation later, in the mid 20th-century, as part of the confessionals.
The Self is extremely isolated. In fact, Lowell went more than a little crazy. Unlike the known nervous breakdown of Eliot from which Eliot recovered, Lowell’s life was essentially one long breakdown from which he never recovered.
Here he is, looking back:
Epilogue
Those blessed structures plot and rhyme-
why are they no help to me now
i want to make
something imagined not recalled?
I hear the noise of my own voice:
The painter’s vision is not a lens
it trembles to caress the light.
But sometimes everything i write
With the threadbare art of my eye
seems a snapshot
lurid rapid garish grouped
heightened from life
yet paralyzed by fact.
All’s misalliance.
Yet why not say what happened?
Pray for the grace of accuracy
Vermeer gave to the sun’s illumination
stealing like the tide across a map
to his girl solid with yearning.
We are poor passing facts.
warned by that to give
each figure in the photograph
his living name.
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The weight of having to make that meaning, for yourself, and by yourself, is a horrible weight indeed. One can glorify one’s Self and family, but that, alas, only goes so far. Rhyme and form still carry one’s living name, as far as they do.
Of course, there’s still wonderful rhythm and form here (this is excellent verse), but blanker now, with a relentless focus on the ‘I.’ The poet is perhaps talking a little more to himself, and the poem keeps self-consciously calling attention to itself.
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In fact, it reminded me of the poem below, by Robert Creeley, which was published a few years afterwards.
From this page:
‘Creeley was a leader in the generational shift that veered away from history and tradition as primary poetic sources and gave new prominence to the ongoing experiences of an individualโs life. Because of this emphasis, the major events of his life loom large in his literary work.’
There’s Nothing but the Self and the Eye seeking and making meaning, by itself within a void of emotionally compact and precise language (of course there’s still form and other things besides).
Can the poet fit inside the little abstract chapel of words he’s building for himself (let alone the world, tradition etc.)?
For all the talk about ‘space,’ there seems very little.
The Window
Position is where you
put it, where it is,
did you, for example, that
large tank there, silvered,
with the white church along-
side, lift
all that, to what
purpose? How
heavy the slow
world is with
everything put
in place. Some
man walks by, a
car beside him on
the dropped
road, a leaf of
yellow color is
going to
fall. It
all drops into
place. My
face is heavy
with the sight. I can
feel my eye breaking.
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The distress is still there…but I’d argue that we are now a good distance away from the grandness of Eliot’s vision, his religiosity and virtuosity with form and meter at the dawn of Modernism. Very few people can/could do what Eliot did (addition: even if he can help us gain knowledge of our Selves or the world).
That said, it’s unclear there’s enough tradition and confidence to even undertake such a project, now, even as such talents come along. The state of things is more scattered. We’re in a very different place of selves and artists isolated, of anxiety and post-anxiety.
Aside from the very accomplished poets above, in terms of both knowledge (epistemology) and being (ontology), we often have writers feeling pressure to weigh-in on such questions without even being about to write that well; artists who can’t draw or paint that well, and frankly, quite a bit of bullshit besides.
So, where are we headed? Who’s ‘we’ exactly?
Predictions are hard, especially about the future.
As previously posted:
Why not just put a few algorithms to work in writing those artist statements?
Bathe in the bathos of a warming world:
A reader sends a link to a SF Gate review of poet Jorie Grahamโs โSea Change:โ
โIn โSea Change,โ Graham becomes Prospero, casting spells by spelling out her thoughts to merge with ours, and with the voices of the elements. The result is a mingling of perceptions rather than a broadcasting of opinions. Instead of analysis, the poems encourage emotional involvement with the drastic changes overwhelming us, overwhelm- ing the planet.โ
and:
โStrengths and weaknesses, flows and ebbs, yet every poem in โSea Changeโ bears memorable lines, with almost haunting (if we truly have but 10 years to โfixโ global warming) images of flora and fauna under siege. Jorie Graham has composed a swan song for Earth.โ
Oh boy.
What are these poems being asked to do?
Denis Dutton suggests art could head towards Darwin (and may offer new direction from the troubles of the modern art aimlessness and shallow depth) Review of Denis Duttonโs โThe Art Instinctโ
Roger Scruton says keep politics out of the arts, and political judgment apart from aesthetic judgmentโฆthis includes race studies/feminist departments/gay studies etc.: Roger Scruton In The American Spectator Via A & L Daily: Farewell To Judgment
Ah, Look At All The Lonely People-โJeff Koons Is Backโ Via Vanity Fair
Click through for more: https://chrisnavin.smugmug.com/Seattle
More blasts from the past at the link…

Thesis: The movement towards irony is a sign of cultural anxiety. Instead of current ideas/trends leading to adulthood, our civilization is viewed more as a warehouse with various ‘identities’ to endlessly try on and reclaim. The period of adolescent identity-formation extends, through which individuals seek group membership and primary meaning. Without tradition, economic ladders to climb, family formation becomes delayed. Without clearer heroes, expectations, and paths to adult responsibility, more individuals spend more time indulging in this process.
In turn, more cultural output and outlets reflect this process.
I have to imagine selling poetry on the street requires a hook. Most artistic output is derivative, experimental, and not valuable enough to have people pay for it. Such is nature and life.
Yes/no/maybe so?

Re-Statement Of Romance
The night knows nothing of the chants of night.
It is what it is as I am what I am:
And in perceiving this I best perceive myself
And you. Only we two may interchange
Each in the other what each has to give.
Only we two are one, not you and night,
Nor night and I, but you and I, alone,
So much alone, so deeply by ourselves,
So far beyond the casual solitudes,
That night is only the background of our selves,
Supremely true each to its separate self,
In the pale light that each upon the other throws.
Uhm…okay Wallace. Out into the modernist night…
Night Drive
The smells of ordinariness
Were new on the night drive through France
Rain and hay and woods on the air
Made warm draughts in the open car
Signposts whitened relentlessly
Montreuil, Abbeville, Beauvais
Were promised, promised, came and went,
Each place granting its name’s fulfillment.
A combine groaning its way late
Bled seeds across its work-light.
A forest fire smouldered out.
One by one small cafes shut.
I thought of you continuously
A thousand miles south where Italy
Laid its loin to France on the darkened sphere.
Your ordinariness was renewed there.
Detective Harry: ‘Good light, nice drama. Way too much negative space. Don’t be afraid to put more in.‘
‘Read this poem and come back in a month.’

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—Whatโs this poem about? What’s this got to do with winter?
‘My tab’s due…time to go.’
—‘Okay, Harry, all right…’

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Blizzard
Snow falls:
years of anger following
hours that float idly down โ
the blizzard
drifts its weight
deeper and deeper for three days
or sixty years, eh? Then
the sun! a clutter of
yellow and blue flakes โ
Hairy looking trees stand out
in long alleys
over a wild solitude.
The man turns and there โ
his solitary track stretched out
upon the world.
I’m getting some photos available as prints, mostly by request.
Imagine you’re in a hotel lobby; your flight boards in two hours. Your pre-brain-chip gaze comes to rest upon this beauty.
‘I never look around. This was a good trip.’ ‘Nice design.’
‘Wait a minute…is that…? Oh yes…I SEE NOW. Yes…oh no…I…..I must change my life.’
‘At least it’s not shit.’
Foreground: Bus-stop etching on dirty glass. Background: Hand-painted cafe wall in early-morning light.

I’ve always been fascinated by light. Whenever I can, I read up and try to understand Feynman diagrams or George Gamow’s ‘The Birth & Death Of The Sun.’ Long ago, we bought laser-pointers and played around with the angle of incidence and the angle of refraction.
Weird.
Painters have to represent light on a 2D surface with geometry, materials and technique. It takes years of experimenting with colors and color-mixing. Most of all, artists have to have some kind of vision.
It can take months to make a single painting…
Photographers ‘find’ instead of ‘make,’ deciding where to stand, and when to click the shutter. If you can’t see it in your mind’s eye, you probably won’t ‘see’ a good photograph.
But, you can always get lucky.
Luck helps.

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Thank you for your service.
Storm On The Island
We are prepared: we build our houses squat,
Sink walls in rock and roof them with good slate.
This wizened earth has never troubled us
With hay, so, as you see, there are no stacks
Or stooks that can be lost. Nor are there trees
Which might prove company when it blows full
Blast: you know what i mean โ leaves and branches
Can raise a tragic chorus in a gale
So that you listen to the thing you fear
Forgetting that it pummels your house too.
But there are no trees, no natural shelter.
You might think that the sea is company,
Exploding comfortably down on the cliffs,
But no: when it begins, the flung spray hits
The very windows, spits like a tame cat
Turned savage. We just sit tight while wind dives
And strafes invisibly. Space is a salvo,
We are bombarded by the empty air.
Strange, it is a huge nothing that we fear.
The Porch over the River
In the dusk of the river, the wind
gone, the trees grow stillโ
the beautiful poise of lightness,
the heavy world pushing toward it.
Beyond, on the face of the water,
lies the reflection of another tree,
inverted, pulsing with the short strokes
of waves the wind has stopped driving.
In a time when men no longer
can imagine the lives of their sons
this is still the worldโ
the world of my time, the grind
of engines marking the country
like an audible map, the high dark
marked by the flight of men,
lights stranger than stars.
The phoebes cross and re-cross
the openings, alert
for what may still be earned
from the light. The whippoorwills
begin, and the frogs. And the dark
falls, again, as it must.
The look of the world withdraws
into the vein of memory.
The mirrored tree, darkening, stirs
with the waterโs inward life. What has
made it so? โa quietness in it
no question can be asked in.
THE DRY SALVAGES
(No. 3 of ‘Four Quartets’)
I
I do not know much about gods; but I think that the river
Is a strong brown godโsullen, untamed and intractable,
Patient to some degree, at first recognised as a frontier;
Useful, untrustworthy, as a conveyor of commerce;
Then only a problem confronting the builder of bridges.
The problem once solved, the brown god is almost forgotten
By the dwellers in citiesโever, however, implacable.
Keeping his seasons and rages, destroyer, reminder
Of what men choose to forget. Unhonoured, unpropitiated
By worshippers of the machine, but waiting, watching and waiting.
His rhythm was present in the nursery bedroom,
In the rank ailanthus of the April dooryard,
In the smell of grapes on the autumn table,
And the evening circle in the winter gaslight.
Paterson
(Book 1)
“Paterson lies in the valley under the Passaic Falls
its spent waters forming the outline of his back. He
lies on his right side, head near the thunder
of the waters filling his dreams! Eternally asleep,
his dreams walk about the city where he persists
incognito. Butterflies settle on his stone ear.
Immortal he neither moves nor rouses and is seldom
seen, though he breathes and the subtleties of his machinations
drawing their substance from the noise of the pouring river
animate a thousand automations. Who because they
neither know their sources nor the sills of their
disappointments walk outside their bodies aimlessly
for the most part,
locked and forgot in their desires-unroused.‘
I think these will be relevant for a good long while…
“That’s the difference between governments and individuals. Governments don’t care, individuals do.”
โEvery decent man is ashamed of the government he lives under.”
“The mystery of government is not how Washington works but how to make it stop.”
Autumn Poem
I have come to a still, but not a deep center,
A point outside the glittering current;
My eyes stare at the bottom of a river,
At the irregular stones, iridescent sandgrains,
My mind moves in more than one place,
In a country half-land, half-water.
I am renewed by death, thought of my death,
The dry scent of a dying garden in September,
The wind fanning the ash of a low fire.
What I love is near at hand,
Always, in earth and air.
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A Renewal
Having used every subterfuge
To shake you, lies, fatigue, or even that of passion,
Now I see no way but a clean break.
I add that I am willing to bear the guilt.
You nod assent. Autumn turns windy, huge,
A clear vase of dry leaves vibrating on and on.
We sit, watching. When I next speak
Love buries itself in me, up to the hilt.
Septemberโs Baccalaureate
Septemberโs Baccalaureate
A combination is
Of CricketsโCrowsโand Retrospects
And a dissembling Breeze
That hints without assumingโ
An Innuendo sear
That makes the Heart put up its Fun
And turn Philosopher.
Full piece here (behind a wall)
Logan takes a look at one of the most important modern poems:
In a Station of the Metro
The apparition of these faces in the crowd;
Petals on a wet, black bough.
โEzra Pound
Logan:
‘The minor vogue and rapid extinction of Imagism, a movement whose influence we still feel, has been hashed over by literary critics for a century. Its rehearsal here is merely to bring the poem into focus within the slow progress toward the densities of language, the images like copperplate engraving, that made Pound Pound’
Thorough and well done.
The result would echo back to the States years later:
The Great Figure
Among the rain
and lights
I saw the figure 5
in gold
on a red
firetruck
moving
tense
unheeded
to gong clangs
siren howls
and wheels rumbling
through the dark city.
…
This blog tends to look cautiously at many of the ideas of the Romantic poets, and the break to modernism, but not necessarily the poems themselves. The echo ripples outwards:
…
Mid-August at Sourdough Mountain Lookout
Down valley a smoke haze
Three days heat, after five days rain
Pitch glows on the fir-cones
Across rocks and meadows
Swarms of new flies.
I cannot remember things I once read
A few friends, but they are in cities.
Drinking cold snow-water from a tin cup
Looking down for miles
Through high still air.
โGary Snyder
Once we start arriving at ‘ecological’ appreciations of nature, and the postmodern, confessional altar of Self and the turn inwards to the Self a subject for the art, and the desperate search for meaning, I get more and more turned off, for my own reasons. Such good poems will carry on.
Any thoughts and comments are welcome.
The Wild Swans At Coole
The trees are in their autumn beauty,
The woodland paths are dry,
Under the October twilight the water
Mirrors a still sky;
Upon the brimming water among the stones
Are nine-and-fifty swans.
The nineteenth autumn has come upon me
Since I first made my count;
I saw, before I had well finished,
All suddenly mount
And scatter wheeling in great broken rings
Upon their clamorous wings.
I have looked upon those brilliant creatures,
And now my heart is sore.
Allโs changed since I, hearing at twilight,
The first time on this shore,
The bell-beat of their wings above my head,
Trod with a lighter tread.
Unwearied still, lover by lover,
They paddle in the cold
Companionable streams or climb the air;
Their hearts have not grown old;
Passion or conquest, wander where they will,
Attend upon them still.
But now they drift on the still water,
Mysterious, beautiful;
Among what rushes will they build,
By what lakeโs edge or pool
Delight menโs eyes when I awake some day
To find they have flown away?
‘Chaotic, dark, confined, dangerous, beautiful.’ Those are the five words that popped into my head after checking out ‘Subway.’
Ars Celare Artem.
Those Latin words, shared by a friend, popped into my head, too.
Throughout your life, depending on circumstances, you’re paying attention to different things: ‘What is that man doing..is this a problem?’ ‘She’s definitely checking me out.’ ‘Man, I’m bored. I really can’t miss this interview.’ ‘I guess…….we’ll just wait for the results.’
Human misery, neglect and loneliness are on display, but so are simple joy, love and connection.
Davidson rode the NYC City subway lines during the early 1980’s for long hours and months with Leica Rangefinder and Nikon SLR in tow. In fact, I’d argue Davidson’s choices really make the beauty and moments of connection ‘pop.’
Lens choices and angled composition

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MoMA no. 1: https://www.moma.org/collection/works/216851. How much of the frame does the subject’s head fill. 1/12? Not a lot, yet all the angles seem to converge. There’s some small comfort in such vulnerability and some small order in the territorial scrawling, but not much.

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MoMA no. 15: https://www.moma.org/collection/works/216851. How close is too close, before each of us appears somewhat absurd, undignified and….greasy? I almost object to the framing of this lady, but the color and composition really work (the red flower pops against the purple scrawls).

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MoMA no. 42: https://www.moma.org/collection/works/216851. Is she classy? Out for a night on the town? A wannabe society-type? A waitress at some dive bar? a call-girl?
She’s got a quiet dignity, perhaps…but more like some rare animal caught suddenly on a trail cam. The leading lines of the car and the embers of the day fade quietly behind her.
As for the photo, it’s tough to balance the flash on her, the low light inside the car, and the natural light outside, so the horizon is a bit overexposed, but boy does the whole thing work.

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MoMA no. 6: https://www.moma.org/collection/works/216851
The gang forms them, and they form the gang. They’re scraggly and young enough to be slightly pathetic (Orphans from The Warriors?), but the hand tat and knife-cuts around the eyes are serious enough.
Kids in bad circumstances grow up fast. Dangerous places tend to mobilize what’s dangerous within us. Davidson frames the open space/vanishing point on the right, catching lovely light against the stacked chaos on the left.

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MoMA no. 21: https://www.moma.org/collection/works/216851
This seems like an in-between place; a private moment for a young girl on a public train.
The color palette is cool (green/gray/blue) and the doors appear weirdly gothic and strange. Most of the lines converge on her.
I hope her life turned out okay. In fact, one of Davidson’s other haunting image made me wonder the same thing (Girl holding kitten).
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This post is intended to share the work of Bruce Davidson. In fact, I’m probably just driving up the price of the book I don’t have. I find his work consistently has something to teach.
Other thoughts: Do the driving passions of the poet/photographer/musician seeking out the marginalized result in genuine understanding, or also self-indulgence and self-regard?
A bit of both?
Does such work eventually help broaden understanding and bring people together, or can it hurt, too?
Let the work speak for itself.
Wedding Toast
St. John tells how, at Cana’s wedding feast,
The water-pots poured wine in such amount
That by his sober count
There were a hundred gallons at the least.
It made no earthly sense, unless to show
How whatsoever love elects to bless
Brims to a sweet excess
That can without depletion overflow.
Which is to say that what love sees is true;
That this world’s fullness is not made but found.
Life hungers to abound
And pour its plenty out for such as you.
Now, if your loves will lend an ear to mine,
I toast you both, good son and dear new daughter.
May you not lack for water,
And may that water smack of Cana’s wine.
“Education: that which reveals to the wise, and conceals from the stupid, the vast limits of their knowledge.โ
Thanks to a reader, more on Barzun here.
I read ‘From Dawn To Decadence‘ not long after it came out.
As posted, Barzun at The American Scholar-‘The Cradle Of Modernism‘:
‘For yet another cause of unhappiness was the encroachment of machine industry and its attendant uglification of town and country. The Romanticists had sung in an agrarian civilization; towns were for handiwork and commerce. Industry brought in not factories only, and railroads, but also the city โ slums, crowds, a new type of filth, and shoddy goods, commonly known as โcheap and nasty.โ And when free public schools were forced on the nation by the needs of industry, a further curse was added: the daily paper, also cheap.’
Via C-SPAN-The Historical Context Of Allan Bloom…From Humanities: Why Nabokovโs โSpeak, Memoryโ Still Speaks To Us
Facing West From California’s Shores
Facing west, from California’s shores,
Inquiring, tireless, seeking what is yet unfound,
I, a child, very old, over waves, towards the house of maternity, the land of migrations, look afar,
Look off the shores of my Western Seaโthe circle almost circled;
For, starting westward from Hindustan, from the vales of Kashmere,
From Asiaโfrom the northโfrom the God, the sage, and the hero,
From the southโfrom the flowery peninsulas, and the spice islands;
Long having wander’d sinceโround the earth having wander’d,
Now I face home againโvery pleas’d and joyous;
(But where is what I started for, so long ago? And why it is yet unfound?)
I put the poems up because I think they explain America better than I can…
A few decades ago, while visiting D.C., I saw Thomas Cole’s ‘The Voyage Of Life:‘
It’s a four-part series: Childhood, Youth, Manhood, Old Age.
One person’s life, and all of our lives, can be broken-down into four allegorical stages, pregnant with visual and universal symbols.
From Cole’s bio:
‘Although Cole had ample commissions in the late 1820s to paint pictures of American scenery, his ambition was to create a “higher style of landscape” that could express moral or religious meanings.’
From this more interactive page:
‘In the late 1830s, Cole was intent on advancing the genre of landscape painting in a way that conveyed universal truths about human existence, religious faith, and the natural world. First conceived in 1836, the four pictures comprising The Voyage of Life: Childhood, Youth, Manhood, and Old Age fulfilled that aspiration.’
These scenes in the Romantic style can have an emotional pull for me, as generally does the work of the Hudson River School. Such allegory certainly tends to function as a vehicle into memory (Cole’s work has really stuck with me…in a sort of haunting way, mixed with some thought of how I’m supposed to live and what might be coming next).
Also, the wild, untamed nature we Americans have often faced is perhaps requiring of a spirited and grand attempt at putting our experiences within Nature into some context: To soar as high as our hopes often do.
Or at least, to find in paintings: Familiarity. I like to see the roll of a hill like I’ve seen, or an opening of clouds, sky and light like I’ve seen.
Perhaps Wild Nature can be ordered in a Romantic, neo-classical or more modern way. Perhaps Nature can be made, with the tools at our disposal, to conform to some of our deeper ideas about Nature, mirroring our hopes in some recognizable fashion; giving some basic comfort and meaning.
Maybe, after all, we can find a home here.
On the other hand, allegory with overt moral/religious meaning can also come across as heavy-handed, sentimental, and moralistic. Too lush and pretentious; perhaps a bit anachronistic.
Do I really have to hunt for all the symbols and put the puzzle together?
‘So, you’re going to reveal universal truths, eh?’
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This can seem distant from the experiences of the modern viewer, often finding himself a little further down the modern/postmodern ‘river’, where such attempts at universality might seem a wash.
Much more common these days are the very personal shards and glimpses of the inner life of an artist, attached to high ambition and great talent surely in some cases; as well to form and tradition, but generally making less bold claims to knowledge than ‘The Voyage Of Life‘.
In painting, I’m reminded of the abstract expressionist movement seeking meaning in reducing experience to the abstract in order to reveal something essential within Nature, or essential about our relationship to Nature: A transcendent place where shape, form and color can be isolated from anything immediately recognizable in the world.
Or maybe, I’m being too generous?
‘The movement’s name is derived from the combination of the emotional intensity and self-denial of the German Expressionists with the anti-figurative aesthetic of the European abstract schools such as Futurism, the Bauhaus, and Synthetic Cubism. Additionally, it has an image of being rebellious, anarchic, highly idiosyncratic and, some feel, nihilistic.[5] In practice, the term is applied to any number of artists working (mostly) in New York who had quite different styles, and even to work that is neither especially abstract nor expressionist.’
The exploration of the Self is often pursued, as well as that of Nature, but the general hope that it might all make sense (life, death, Nature, purpose etc) in many more modern movements is often left abandoned.
Or so often, as we’ve seen in the past few generations: The pursuit of The Self can easily become subsumed to the pursuit of fame, celebrity, and money.
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Towards a theme: Perhaps you’ve also heard of the Rothko chapel, in Houston, Texas.
Mark Rothko undertook the idea that within the modern context, one could create temples of universal meaning through aesthetics, art, and beauty:
‘The Rothko Chapel, founded by Houston philanthropists John and Dominique de Menil, was dedicated in 1971 as an intimate sanctuary available to people of every belief. A tranquil meditative environment inspired by the mural canvases of Russian born American painter Mark Rothko (1903-1970), the Chapel welcomes over 60,000 visitors each year, people of every faith and from all parts of the world.’
See Also On This Site: Trying to stick something against his poems: Wednesday Poem: Wallace Stevens-Anecdote of The JarโฆWednesday Poem: Wallace Stevens, The Snow ManโฆFriday Poem: Wallace Stevens And A Quote By David Hume
Some Updated Links On Postmodernism
Some Sunday Songs-Metal, Myth, American Romanticism And The Civil War
Within A Bank Of Modern Fog-Another Link To Robert Hughes On Jeff Koons
โHypocrisy is the tribute vice pays to virtueโ