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It was late September when I first saw you
My life change to be not so blue
I never expect that after a time, I’ll be falling for you
Why life must to be untrue?

On one glimpse my heart beats fast
My breath for a while would stop but will not last
Please dot blow me away like a dust
For my love is true , no other than you

Why cupid fool this hearts of two
That this life would be too hard for me and you
Tell me when this fantasy of me to be true
Wishing for a day that you’ll love me too

Baby, fly, and I’ll take you there
Promise to be with you even at nowhere
This fairy tale would end; I don’t know when
If time comes, please don’t leave: I don’t know if I can

The first love, the someone whom you most probably would have decided there and then that you would probably spend the rest of your life with him or her. But sometimes it ends. And it is most painful when it ends abruptly. Arguments are perfectly normal, but when it gets to a certain breaking point, you know that it cannot continue, and you two end the relationship. Or when your partner cheats on you. That is probably the most painful and when you have to break up.
As impossible as it may seem, the rule of thumb to deal with this is to tell yourself that you want to get over him or her. If there is still a little bit inside you that wants it to still work out, then you will never get over your ex or the unreciprocative lover (one-sided crush). And nothing you do will ever work. It has got to start with inside yourself. Your mind is the most powerful after all. And you need to stay away from him or her during the initial period till you are comfortable with
meeting him again. Chances are, if you keep being in the company of him or her, you will NEVER get over it and you will be stuck. So please, be brave and take the first step and avoid the person. And while you are avoiding the person, below are some things that you can do to make it easier.

Talking to someone about the break up. You need to let it out! Bottling it up inside of you is never going to solve your problem. Always verbalize your problems to a listening ear. Any problem whatsoever.
Talk to someone in a similar situation helps too.
Get more ideas on how to get over a break up.
Get busy. Occupy yourself with meaningful things like picking up a hobby or learning something new or preoccupying yourself with books and work.
Watch funny movies, read funny comics, chill and laugh around with your friends. Laughter as always is the best medicine. It always makes you feel better no matter what.

EVERY RACE HAS A FINISH LINE. THIS JUST MEAN THAT EVERY RELATIONSHIP HAS TO END.  a tearful truth i couldn’t accept , really

hi , eto nnaman ako umiiyak, sino nga ba ang hindi masasaktan pg dumating ung time na maghiwalay kayo ng taong sobra mong mahal at nagparamdam say ng sobra ding pagmamahal , siguro nga sa takbo ng panahon lahat nagbabago, pro pwede bang wag nalang ang nararamdaman , masakit ee diba? mahirap tanggapin pero kaylangan , pano mo mgagawang kalimutan ang kaisa isang taong nagpabago sau, nagpakita ulit sayo ng totoong pagmamahal , ung tipong parang lhat ng kaligayahan naramdaman mo na sa bawat sandaling magkasama kayo, walang lungkot na nadarama sa bawat oras na mgkahawak kayo ng kamay, at kahit na naiisip mo pa lang ee kinikilig ka na, sabihan ka lang ng simpleng salita e sobrang dindama mo na, na parang yun na ang pinakahuling salitang maririnig mo,

ganito ba talga kahirap o ganun lang talaga ang pagmamahal.., i remember a line “hindi ako martyr natuto lang ako nagmahal” ganun nga siguro , lahat my sakripisyo, lahat may ksamang luha, hindi puro say nalang hindi puro ngiti, . kung ako lang ang diyos ipapanalangin ko na sana wala ng heart breaks .. sabi nga ni selena gomez    ‘What can I do to make this go away?’ You have to let it be painful and get through it. “Every day gets better. Because when you’re in love, you kind of give everything and make that person your life. So every day you get more and more of yourself back and it feels better.”   sa bawat takbo ng panahon naghihilom ang sugat gawa ng nakaraan , pero pano mo klilimutan ang nakaraan? oo sabe ng isip mo KAYA MO YAN!! pero ang sigaw ng puso mo  HINDI BA PWEDENG IBALIK NALANG?   sakit diba .. tulad ngayon , lahat siguro ng babae na tulad ko ngkakaganito.. naransan ko na magmahal , masaktan , mangiwan at iwanan pero sa huling pagkakataon ngayon sobra na,. ang sakit sakit na  o.a ako? gnun tlga pg in love pero pno na yan? la nkong krapatan.. natatawa nalang ako sa sarili ko , nagmahal ako ng tao sa maling pagkakataon ..

ngayong wala na , tapos na , huli na siguro pra sabihin ko to, pero iintindihan ko cia hanggat kaya ko, mamahalin ko cia hanggat nbubuhay ako, aalagaan ko cia hanggat pyag cia, iingatan ko cia hanggat andto pa ko, masasaktan ako pg nssaktan cia, masaya ako pag masaya cia khit pa sa piling na ng iba..,

pero it’s time to go , to forget, move on and let go.. advice ko lang sa lahat ng ngmamahal, 50 % OF SOMETHING IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN 100% OF NOTHING don’t expect too much, be contented, of what he/ she can give and what you can

1. breaking up is letting go of good one to find someone better 

2. love has it’s own reason destiny has it’s own way and karma has it’s on judgement

3.the one who cries the worst is the one who loves the most

4. new one won’t heal the heartache but time surely do

5.  we lose a person because a more important one must enter

6. it’s better to let go and be hurt rather than stay in a satisfying relationship

7. it’s not bad to cry just make sure that the guy is worth crying for 

“whenever someones tells you he/ she loves you from the bottom of his/her heart remember there is still space for another at the top “

this month of  February will be my loneliest  valentine.. i broke up with my most loved boyfriend because of invalid reason, (jealous on his work) , i thought if i will leave him everything will be alright, i thought i will find peace in my heart but i have mistaken, i so missed him, i realize that i shouldn’t broke with him cause everything to me means a lot especially when it comes with and for him..

i met him accidentally through a fight with the cousin of my close friend, he was there staring at us, (maybe to one of my friend because they have a past) , i caught him and he smile at me, after a day, we started texting each other, we throw sweet message to each other, he encourage me to settle and forgive those who fought up with me, i did it because at that time i treat him as a best friend, until we called each other baby, later on we say love thoughts and i love you to each other, after i month i find my self falling in love with him i knew he does feel the same way too, he actually say it often to me, at the third month that we have “mutual understanding” June 11, 2010 he proposed to me , he told me how much he love me and how he wish we have a legal relationship, but i refuses him because of lack of communication, i decline,. we ended that night having a heart ache and tears on our cheeks , june 12, 2010 as soon as i woke up he’s the one whom i thinking about, i was thinking what if i talk to him and ask another chance to make all things right between the two of us. at noon time i missed called him, i ask forgiveness of everything i say, i ask if he really love me too, he says yes, and on that time we have talked about and legally commit ourselves to each other. on that day on towards we show our love to one another, our love doesn’t fade even though little fightings but it’s normal between couples, but then we resolved it immediately, we doesn’t allow a day to pass by without a word i love you coming from us..

on our fifth month off being together, he entered on a fast food resulting for us to have a lesser time of being together, i was so sad, i miss him often, i don’t tell to him that i can cope with what we hve for i don’t want to be selfish , i know he need it, i just let him.. on that day forward, our time becomes lesser and lesser until i can’t tell what’s happening to me when im on school, i miss his text that reminds me to take care of myself, after two months , i can’t take the loneliness of missing him, until i texted him saying i want a little space,a little time to think for my own, we had a long conversation but it ended  a goodbye..:((

it’s almost three week since that day , but until now i can’t move on, i can’t sleep properly, i always pray and wish that i could turn back time when we’re still ok, i wish i was still with him, because now? i terribly miss him, when he’s telling me, take your food, don’t skip, i miss you, i love you.. i miss all of those. his my dream guy , he’s my all he’s my everything, he gives color to my life, i wish it’s not yet too late for us, i wish we had one more chance.. bhaby if you can just read this i just want to tell you that you will always be my love, my only one, and my life, you give answer for every what in in my life .. and all of the answers im looking for is you .. i miss you bhaby , i love you.. mahal na mahal kita at hindi ako magsasawang sabIhin sayo na ikaw ang pinaka magandang nangyare sa buhAy ko, at ikaw ang pinaka mAgandang alaala na aalalahanin ko sa habang buhay..I LOVE YOU BHABY KO.. PAALAM 😦 12

Have you read “My tragic Love Story” and “ Send My love to heaven” …if not, then you should, both stories have the same cycle where 2 best friends have an secret deep admiration and love to one another but that don’t have the chance to reveal what they really feel because of the fear that they might loose a friend , without knowing that both of them feel the same way.

Loving someone is really good, it’s fun yet most don’t have a happy ending, it’s the adventure of our life, finding someone to love. What if you find it? But your love could not be, will you take the risk? Or you will leave it?

Will you give up the chance to show your love? Will you have the guts to say what you feel? Will you take the risk saying everything when friendship could end? Will you choose to be a friend than a lover?

Loving our best friend is really complicated isn’t it? You are afraid to show your affection, cause you are afraid he/ she might not feel the same, that you’ll friendship would end. For my readers, I wish I really have. :)) ..Don’t be afraid to show your love, don’t think about the ‘ but and what if ‘ ..let it be, Let your heart say everything ,because we never know when will be the time that he/ she might say goodbye, so before that times comes let it be reveal,we’ll never know if she/ he feel the same way too , nothings gonna change, destiny don’t make the right time, we are the one making it, making it to be possible. Before everything would end, love one another, live with it, live with love, not fear. What will happen next is up to you..

EVERYTHING IS IN YOUR HAND , GOD IS ONLY WRITING THE CHAPTERS OF OUR LIFE, BUT WE ARE STILL THE ONE MAKING IT AND DECIDING FOR IT.

Sabe nga ng mga teachers ko, wag kayo magreklamo kayo parin ang gumagawa ng kalalabasan ng grades niyo, tiga compute lang kame at tiga sulat,

Masaya ako kung ttgnan mo, pero sa buhay ko bakit ba kahit anong gawin ko, ako parin ang mali , kahit anong pagsusumikap ko d ko parin maabot, bakit anong patunay ko d ko parin makuha ang tiwala bakit ba sa dinami dami ng tao ako pa?

Sa lahat ng nkikilala ko lagi akong msaya , mkwento, pero d nila alm my kinikimkim ako >>pag nawawalng ng pagasa mga kaibigan ko sasabihin ko “ kaya mo yan tiwala lang:” pananaw ko walng imposible kung kaya nila dapat makaya ko din pero hindi ee kahit anong pagsusumikap ko hindi ko parin maabot, hanga ang iba sa akin pero bakit kung sino pang malapit sa akin sila pa ang ngpaphina sa akin? Bakit nga ba? Gnun nba ako ka walng kwenta sa kanila, gnto nba katanga ang tingin nla sa akin. Siguro oo pagkakamali ko nga siguro na ipinakilala ko ang sarili ko sa maling paraan palibhsa matino sila kya ako ang hindi palibhasa matalino sila ako hindi palibhasa mayaman sila ako hindi, gnun nba kaunfair ang buhay sa akin? Gnun nba ako khirap tanggapin? Nakakainis lahat na nga hinarap ko we, lahat na sinubukan ko , mapamali mapatama gnun prin, sana nman blang araw mkita nman nila ang mabuti sa akin, sna sa susunod ako na ang umangat , kasi sila na nga lng pinaghuhugutan ko ng lakas, mawawala pba?

>>sana maramdaman niyo na may pangangailangan din ako, pagkalinga niyo, pagsuporta, pagalalay, pagtitiwala, pero salamat narin dahil sainyo naging matatag ako , mahal ko parin kayo kahit anong gawin ng tadhana sa buhay natin ..amptt ..:(

Friendship is not how long you’ve been together, not how much you’ve given or received, not how many times you’ve helped each other, but it’s how much you value each other.

Love is to share, to give and to live/ Long relationships was rooted by true friendship, where you know that you knew each other, where each accepted and live with all the craziness and stupidity of one another, have appreciated all the mistakes and imperfectness of each one then sometimes take it for advantage, where you just realize and whisper “aww, how can i live without this messy, funny and crazy friend”. Our love will end but not with a friend who really tend,, laugh with all of the silly jokes, who comfort and cheer us up when anyone else turn their back at us, believe in everything we do, believe that everything would be possible. On observation most tenns find their first love at high school years then just realize that they’ve met their true love at college, with their besties male. at every love life, friendship will always live in it and never be blown away, when love fades friendship will always be there to carry on, to hold on, maybe time will will come where couples would be tired but friendship will always be present to hold tight and then never give up. That’s the great fulness of love will friendship, when heart fails mind speaks telling never lose hope everything shall be  resolve just trust and be modeled by true and lasting friendship, it defies all reason, when an lover is true it ignores all pain and tiredness, when a friendship is great it waits, it persist and it stands with all confidence. Put it together? it’s love that stays till the heart ache ends and heart. beats again then ends.

Like love, friendship is a chain of gold, each link a smile, a laugh, a tear, a grip of hand, a word of cheer. And no matter how heavy the load , there will always be a friend till the end.