I am aware of the fact that very little of what I have to say is of any true importance, but I don’t care.

I know that what I do is vain, but the approval of others validates me.

I  want to be understood, and loved, and remembered, just like you, just like all of us.

I am Rose McCann, and I am real.

https://youtu.be/TzN2g60BMA0

It is a craft that I have given my heart too.

All photo’s by Todd Koch, 2016.

Your name unspoken upon my lips,

My body aches to know you.

A world full of you is empty.

I wish I could stop wishing.

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I’m the long haired lady on the floor having an “orgasm.”

Watch the whole thing if you’re that stoned.

I don’t care.

Skip to 2:53 to see me and Alanja in action.

I am the nerd in glasses.

Cry Little Sister

The wall within

That keeps me from seeing

My own self worth

Let me have something happy,

Stop killing my dreams.

Within I’m empty,

Or so to me it would seem.

I think I’m nothing.

Thief of joy. Liar.

The world is a shining place,

Where I do belong.

But where do I fit?

I have not found that space yet,

My sense of self, lost.

Your shade follows me.

You are wicked, and evil.

Get out of my sun,

I deserve to shine,

And I am worthy of love.

I’m not what you say,

I do have a place,

You trickster. I’m not empty,

I am full of me.

https://youtu.be/eA4ZfLzy1VM