Love the Player, Hate the Games

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Jay sat at the bar watching as his quarter drew closer to the end of the pool table’s rail, signifying when he was next to face whoever won the previous game. 

But that was his ex, Cody ruling the threadbare field of felt and cigarette burns under The Monopole’s yellowed hanging lights. The ones he always somehow managed to bang his head on. And within whose glow he first saw Cody. And then hit his head again.

Thus far tonight, she’d already whipped five guys in 9-ball, each shot circuitously reconnoitered, like a golf pro reading a green at Augusta. She made them all, but it took forever. He hated these games.

Every time Cody leaned over the rail to stroke the cueball, her gorgeous bottom turned to the bar, she’d peek over her shoulder at Jay with The Look. The one that’d always made him forget how to breathe. 

Cody made somewhat quicker work of the guys ahead of Jay, maybe allowing them one shot before she ran the table. She took five bucks off each loser.

She was up fifty dollars for the night.

“Who’s next?” she proclaimed above the din of three TVs, the sound system and a raucous table of twenty-somethings who hooted her every sinuous bend. And above the thumps of Jay’s heartbeat. 

She knew who was stepping up next.

While Jay pulled his favorite cue from the wall and Cody racked the balls for their match, one of those drunks grabbed Cody’s butt. 

“Hey, knock it off, asshole. Look but don’t touch,” she said, whirling to place her back to the table. Jay didn’t think her tone sounded particularly frightened, though not quite teasing, either.

“Why don’t you give them boys a chance and join us, baby,” the drunk said as his friends hooted even louder. He clamped onto Cody’s arm and she gave out a loud “Jay!” that registered somewhere between a plea and an order.

Jay brought his cue down across the drunk’s forearm with a “crack” and the rowdies fell upon him like a beer-scented Adirondack avalanche. Prying him from the melee with her $300 cue stick, Cody half-dragged the dazed Jay to her Toyota and raced down Cornelia to Broad and across the Saranac to Macomb Street, where she kept her flat.

“C’mon up with me, Jay. You need to get your bruises looked at,” she said. “I just knew you still… C’mon, let me take care of you.” 

Jay winced as Cody touched his cheek. 

And then, The Look.

Jay wasn’t sure if he’d cracked a rib or forgotten how to breathe again. Lying there in Cody’s room that night, he wondered why he always let this happen. It wasn’t so much that she eventually always won, she was inevitable, inexorable. Yeah, he had to admit, and lovable. 

He turned to look at her angelic face, felt the warmth she shared with him and figured maybe he was a winner, too. He just hated these games.

Wonder of wonders! Here’s the 500-word first draft of what eventually was whittled down to a 250-word tale for Siobhan Muir’s weekly Thursday Threads challenge. Writers had to make a story using the phrase, “He hated these games.” Photo by Engin Akyurt on Unsplash.

It Stings My Cheeks

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The snow's fallen
for three hours straight
and will fall for another twelve.
They’re those tiny flakes,
little icy pinpricks,
that can sting your cheeks
should you venture out
into their deepening realm.
I saw their scouts edging in
from Schenectady, so small
and light I was unsure
if my old eyes were seeing
what really never was again.
I guess, in a way, they were.
The flakes have flipped direction now,
except for down,
as if Monsieur Coreolis toppled
my windowpane snow globe.
Me.
Here.
Inside.
You,
looking out
your window.
So tell me,
why do my cheeks sting?

These Dreams I Dream

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I think I’ll give up
these dreams I dream,
the waking ones where
I’m happy, if ever I seem.
They lie on my chest
each night as I pray,
disappear as I sleep
and then comes new day,
where I face the truth
I never was nor will
be the one in your dreams
if you’re dreaming still.
My name on your shelf
and always on your mind.
But I’ve given up ‘cause
I never will be the kind
who could make you happy,
so happy as you might be.
Such dreams are for others
and others don’t include me.

A "Boom! There!" poem that took ten minutes and a couple of decades to write.

Food for Thought

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The bookstore’s funny place.
Most of the time when you walk inside,
it smells like a loud library.
All that paper and ink and glue
is a heady brew
to the people walking down the aisles,
squinting through scrunched expressions
while searching for the right name or
the right color. It’s as if they
lost their way and wandered
into a supermarket or corner grocery,
trying to find some fresh something
to feed their bodies. Only in the bookstore,
it’s their souls and minds growling
for sustenance. Though a latte
would be nice, don’t you think?
Have you seen this?

My take on a "food" poem.
Photo by Umar Al Farouq on Unsplash

It Ain’t Nomenclature

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My name, one might say, is common as mud,
ubiquitous once, seen everywhere.
I’m the third in my line, it’s in my blood,
and if that makes it common, I don’t care.

When I was a kid, my name could be spied
above doors and windows all over town.
A gin mill, that deli, the market’s side,
just stand on the corner and spin around.

As I got older I thought I needed
a cooler name, like a nom de guerre.
But my sword’s a plume, my field conceded,
and this writer, Trey, you won’t find anywhere.

So yeah, my name’s old school, but did you know…?
I feel so uncommon when you say, “Oh, Joe.”

The task this week was to write a poem related to the idea of "common." You see what happened when I sat to it. One of my oh so common sonnets.

The Warmer Wings of Winter

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My cheek sizzles where
the wind slapped it.
This complicated duet
I share with winter reaching
its crescendo, both of us
howling, and only one
using words. No one can hear
them above the roar
from the northwest. Mine
sprinkled with cusses
the way the wind's is specked
with frozen conversations
between Lakes Erie and Ontario.

My left foot shoots
an extra step ahead of the right
as I trundleslide the trash bins
up the driveway from the road,
banging my knee on icy blacktop.
That changed my tune.
Behind the house I hear
kids sledding where I once
slipped on the as-yet hidden
luge track and cracked the rib
above the one I cracked
the year before.

I stand the bins like
nutcracker guards and clump
back inside, where all is warm
and quiet except for the wind’s
hum over the roof and the faint
choir of kids enjoying the secret
gravitational pull of time
racing with them to the bottom,
where old men smile and recall
when they too flew on the somehow
warmer wings of winter.

Photo by Paige Vondoersten on Unsplash

Just a Second Or Two Ago

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I have it set to Silent
but you could probably
hear the buzz in my pocket
if you were close enough.
I tend not to let that happen,
since I more often than not
pull the phone out and
open the Messages app
just before "Joe..." pops up
and we begin using words
where none were necessary
just a second or two ago.

Some might call this
coincidence, others would say
dumb luck, while romantics
would clutch their pearls
and whisper “soul connection.”
But it doesn’t need a name or
definition. It’s just how when
the music starts, your heart
can feel some other beat calling
and a certain face fills your
head space where life was blank
just a second or two ago.

Photo by Gilles Lambert on Unsplash.

Shadows of Solitary

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Each day the window frames
the same picture —
three slender oaks, five stout pines
and sundown’s slice of western sky.
At night, moonshadows of
the trees crawl up the side
of the house to your window,
through which they can peek in
your room while you peek out.

If you turned from that frame
to face the wall opposite,
you too could see your silhouette
on the closet door, held in
its tree-shadowed cell, where
imagination hides the key in a cake
made of dreams and wishes, and
a pillow makes a poor substitute
for the one you wish baked it.

No, Not Yet

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Their backs hunch, 

as if waiting for 

the final blow to fall.

Out on a limb, 

some shudder from 

the freeze coursing 

their shaking spines.

Yet still they hold on, 

never knowing when 

the weight of winter 

will finally overcome 

what the storms of 

their youth could not.
I don’t envy them 

their quiver and shake,

their shiver and quake,

having turned my back 

on fear of falling away 

from you long ago,
when
death stood, rake
ready
to haul me away

to the same loam
these oak leaves await, 

the forever-winter inevitable.
No, not yet.

My attempt at writing a "fear" poem, though inspired by watching the russet oak leaves, with their "not yet" death-grip clinging to the branches, braving today's winter storm. If you know my story from a few years ago, you know where this piece came from. Photo by Me.

All I’ve Left for You

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He misses the days when he’d walk
with the river’s song in his head.
Woodwind and string swirling
and lyrics by whatever
sang upwind that day.
Now he sits and recalls only
the ghosts of those times when
noon lay open to interpretation
and that touch he felt
was summer’s caress
or winter’s slap upon his cheek.
Each could bring on tears,
since they weren’t her touch.
When he’d come to the bridge,
he’d see where the birds lived and died,
leaving feathered reminders for us
on the stones of their having been.
Something like what I’ve left here
for you.

Don’t ask how or why. It’s just another feather to keep among all the others I’ve shed for you.